Guts

A few days after Jack and Alex left, I was feeling pretty lonely.

What was I supposed to do? Being bored and pregnant wasn't really the best. Then, throw mood swings on top of that, and you've got a jolly good time! Not.

I decided to Skype Zack, and when he appeared on my computer screen, I broke out into a grin.

"Hey! Congratulations, by the way," he said with a wink. I groaned.

"Shut up, Zacky," I muttered. He chuckled and I heard Jack's voice not even a second later.

"You talking to Becca?" Jack asked, and Zack nodded and stood, letting Jack take his spot. To say I missed Jack would be an understatement. He smiled at me, sending shivers down my spine.

"How're you holding up, sweetheart?" Jack asked.

"I feel like fucking shit to be honest," I muttered, "I just want to be with you right now, all cuddled up together in bed." I sniffed. Great. I was crying. Jack looked at me and raised an eyebrow.

"What?" He asked.

"I miss you Jack," I said, and a stray tear found its way down my cheek. I grabbed one of my pillows and pulled it up against my chest, burying my face in it, letting myself cry. I wrapped my arms tightly around the pillow, wishing it was Jack.

"Would you like it if we cut the tour short? Just so I can be there with you?" Jack asked, his voice soft and filled with concern.

"I'd love that, Jack," I said, my face still stuffed into the pillow, so my voice was muffled. Jack left after telling me he was going to talk to Matt, and I sat there, crying into the pillow like my life depended on it. When Jack returned, my crying hadn't eased one bit.

"W-What did he s-say?" I asked, tripping over my words.

"He said it was fine. I'll be back in a month, baby," Jack said. I nodded solemnly and hugged the pillow against my chest, and eventually, I stopped crying just because Jack kept making me laugh. About an hour later, I felt myself becoming drowsy, and I laid back against my pillows.

"Are you tired?" Jack asked quietly. I nodded and yawned, and Jack smiled.

"Can you sing to me?" I asked. Jack looked taken aback at my request, but he did it anyway. He sung one of my favorite Blink songs; I Miss You. I smiled and bit my lip.

"I love you," I murmured.

"I love you too, Rebecca," Jack said. He said goodbye, and the screen went black. I closed Skype and shut the lid on my laptop, pushing it to my right so it was sitting on the other side of the bed. I let my eyes slip shut, and I let myself fall asleep.

I love Jack.

Notes

Chapter Fifty two!

Title Cred: Pierce The Veil

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