Guts
Chapter Thirty-Seven: Actors
"Of course you're sore, baby. You got in an accident. Just relax on the couch for a while," I said as we both headed inside, eager to get out of the cold. November can get chilly.
"Jackie! I'm gonna need you to help mommy until daddy feels better, alright?" I asked as Jack & I rounded the corner into the living room.
"Okay," she replied, only glancing up from her coloring book for a second before looking back down at it. If my daughter was going to be addicted to an activity, it sure as hell wouldn't be television & video games. I was glad she was so in love with every coloring book I got her.
"What are you coloring, baby girl?" Jack asked as he sat himself upon the couch.
"A princess," she replied as she switched out a red crayon for a pink one.
"Oh I bet it'll look beautiful when you're done with it," Jack replied, & I smiled softly as I leaned against the door frame. He was so good with her that it made my heart melt. It didn't even matter that she wasn't his; he loved her anyway. Of course, I would love for Jack & I to have our own child one day, but that day could wait until after we were married.
"Hello, earth to Rebecca," Jack said, & I came back to reality to the sound of Jackie's soft giggle.
"What?" I asked.
"I love you," Jack said softly.
"I love you too, mommy!" Jackie said, & I smiled.
"I love you both too," I said. I sat next to Jack on the couch, & he automatically put his arm around me.
We were one happy little family.
Notes
Chapter Thirty-Seven!
Title Cred: All Time Low
That is possibly the shortest chapter yet. Sorry about that, it's just, I feel like shit, so yeah. I threw up today. It was not pretty.
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So I was thinking last night before I started crying like a little baby... that I'm so fucking terrified of next year when I go back to school. I don't want to see a certain person, and I'm terrified of getting into a relationship, because I've hardly dated before. I've never been this freaked out about school before, and its not good. I'm afraid he'll persuade me to do something I don't want to do, or worse, break up with me if I say no. Because I like him, but not on that level where I'd do anything just to please him. I just want a smooth, slow relationship, and it seems like he wants more. I'll stop, but I don't know what to do or say. I need to talk to someone, but I don't know who to talk to. :/
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3/30/15