Sick Little Games

Jack's POV:

It's been a fair few weeks since Alex was released from hoapital and all has been going amazing between us. We never spent a night alone: I'd spend the night at his whenever his mum wanted him home and vice versa. With each second I spend with him, I just seem to fall harder. We've only known eachother for about eight weeks now but it feels like forever. On the few rare occasions that we're not with each other, I feel lost without him. He's literally become my everything, not that I'm complaining, mind. Since the little encounter with Danny in the canteen, Alex and I haven't had any more trouble from him. I still haven't forgiven him for what he did, and I don't think I ever will, but it's nice to be able to go to school without the fear or getting beat up.

Today was Saturday and Alex and I were sat in my room watching Adventure Time, childish, I know, but that show is amazing. I'd zoned out on the adventures of Finn and Jake and started thinking that it was about time I took Alex out on a date. Not just some cliché date you read in books or see in films where the couple go out for a nice meal before going to see a horror movies at the cinema and then they go back to one of their houses and fall asleep in each other's arms. No, that's not how I'd like to do things. I want it to be special and unique. I've always known where I'd take my girlfriend/boyfriend on a date, but that involved going to the waterpark near the coast and given Alex's situation, I don't think he'd be too comfotable showing off his scars to a bunch of judgemental strangers. I decided what I'd do for Alex and I was determined to make it special for him, he deserves it.

I stood up from Alex and I's embrace on the big, squishy bean-bag and turned the TV off.
"Jack, I was watching that." Alex whined, dragging out the 'a' in my name. I turned back around to face him, stuck my tongue out and plopped myself back down in his lap.
"Aww too bad, I'm guessing you want me to put it back on then?" Alex nodded.
"Well, I could do that, Lexxy....or I could take you out on a date. But it's quite clear that you want Adventure Time putting back on." I smirked at him and stood up, only for him to grab me by my wrist and pull me back down onto him. Alex let go of my wrist and cupped my face in his soft hands.
"Sure, I'd love Adventure Time to be put back on...but a date with you sounds a lot better." Alex closed the gap between our lips and kissed me. I responded immediately, it's just second nature now. I got lost in the kiss, it was heated or anything like that. It was sweet and filled with emotion. I pulled away, placing one last chaste kiss to his lips and stood up. I offered my hand to him, he took it and I pulled him up, suddenly realising how light he was. He eats though... I pushed the thoughts aside and made a mental note to ask him about it at a later date.
"Come on, Lex." I led Alex out of my room and asked my mum if I could borrow her car. Yes, I can drive legally, but I don't have the money to get my own car. I rarely have the need to drive anyway, so whenever I do and it's possible, I borrow my mum's car.

I opened Alex's door for him, like a true gentleman, this earned a chuckle from Alex. I love hearing him laugh, it's such a beautiful sound. Woah, there's the 'L' word. Not yet, Jack, not yet. I started the car up and plugged my phone into the stereo. I put Blink-182 on shuffle, First Date came blasting through the car.
"Okay, that was purely coincedental."
"Whatever you say, Jay." Alex rolled his eyes and sat looking out the window, softly singing along, our hands intertwined across the central console as I drove to our destination: the zoo.

For saying it was a Saturday and it was around noon, the zoo was surprisingly quiet. It was nice though, it meant that Alex and I could take our time looking at the animals rather than being pushed around by annoying little kids. Don't get me wrong, I love kids, and I'm pretty much still a kid at heart, but it seems that whenever kids go to any place, such as a zoo, the turn into inconsiderate little shits.
"Jay! Come of here, look!"
Alex and I were stood by the monkey enclosure. I was looking at the big-ass monkey who kepy playing with a a bit of rope, swinging around and jumping onto stuff. I tore my gaze away from the swinging monkey and walked over to where Alex was stood.
"Look at the little baby one, Jay." Alex whispered, obviously scared of frightening the baby monkey sat before us. The monkey was tiny, but he, I'm assuming it's a male, had the biggest blue eyes I'd ever seen. They were wide and full of interest as he stared at Alex through the wire that separated the public from the animals. Knelt down so he was on the monkey's level and stuck his hand out towards the wire. The baby monkey had followed suit and met Alex's hand at the wire. Alex's face lit up at the simple gesture from the tiny little creature. I, too, knelt down next to Alex with a huge grin plastered on my face. The baby monkey wrapped his tiny fingers around one of Alex's, kind of like what a newborn baby would do.
"Hello, little guy." Alex's voice was soft as he spoke to the monkey.
"I think you've made a friend, Lexxy." Alex only nodded in response. Alex rested his head on my shoulder and grabbed my hand with the one that didn't have the monkey attatched to it. The moment was perfect. Just Alex, myself and the little dude in front of us.
"As much as I'd love to stay here forever and just sit with this little guy, we've got to go, Lex. I've got other stuffed planned." Alex sighed but reluctantly slid his hand out from the grip of the monkey. The monkey frowned, earning an 'aww' from Alex.
"See you whenever, Derrick."
"Derrick? Where did you get Derrick from?" I laughed.
"I don't know, he just looks like a Derrick, don't you think, Jay?" I laughed again, this time, earning a playful slap from Alex.
"Of course, Lex. We can come back here again sometime and visit Derrick if you like." Alex grinned at me as he led us to the exit of the zoo and towards my car.

I was getting pretty hungry so our next stop was Taco Bell. I pulled into the car park, got out and ran over to Alex's door before he even got his seat belt undone. I opened it for him and stood aside, bowing as he stepped out of the car.
"Such a gentleman, Jay." There was that chuckle again, it just made my heart swell. After a little argument over who was paying, I won, Alex and i were sat at a table, eating away with only a few words exchanged. It wasn't an awkward moment at all; we never seem to have any of them. It was comfortable and it felt like it was meant to be. I know that sounds stupid that two guys sitting at a table in Taco Bell felt right but you get the gist.
"Derrick was adorable, Jay, don't you think?"
"You're so gay at times, you know that?"
"Maybe it's because I am gay." Alex said with a smirk. I love his smirk...there's the 'L' word again. I think I'm falling in love with Alex...
"Jay? You alright? You zoned out a bit." I snapped out of my trance.
"What, yeah,I'm good, just thinking, that's all."
"What were you thinking about?"
"You." Alex cocked an eyebrow and smirked again. I felt my heart flutter.
"What about me, Jack-o?"
"About how happy you look today. It's one if the few times I've seen you genuinely happy. You've not been tugging at you sleeves at all, like you normally do, your eyes have a different kind of spark in them and you've not stopped smiling." Alex ducked his head slightly, in an attempt to hide his blush behind his fringe.
"I am happy today, Jack. Why? Because I'm with you. We've got nothing bothering us, we've been doing something we both love and then there was Derrick." I snorted a laugh at how child-like Alex was at times. I just had the sudden urge to kiss him...I stood up and grabbed his hand. All plans of going bowling abolished as I stepped into the car and headed back home.

The entire ride home I had my hand on Alex's thigh, rubbing circles in that one spot that I know drives him crazy.
"Jack, stop, you're going to make me have a boner." Alex whined again, I laughed at how oblivious he was to my plan.
"Kind of the point, sexy." Alex blushed hard again and ducked his head. I smirked and carried on driving home, my finger tips still rubbing circles into his thigh.

I pulled into my driveway, quickle shut the ignition off and ran up to the front door with Alex following behind, his semi sort of visible through his American Flag print jeans that hugged his legs perfectly. I hastily unlocked the front door and pushed it open, literally dragging Alex in by his wrist. I pushed Alex up against the wall in the hallway and crashed our lips together, shutting the door noisily with my foot. I knew my mum wouldn't be home as she goes out for her book club meetings and doesn't come back till gone 10pm so we had all the time in the wolrd...not quite but whatever.

I pinned Alex against the wall even harder as I slid my tongue across his bottom lip, begging for access. Alex allowed me to explore his mouth with my tongue. I ran my tongue over the roof of his mouth, causing a moan to escale his lips, making mine buzz slightly from the noise. I could feel Alex's growing members press against mine as the kiss deepened. Alex detached his lips from mine and started placing light kisses over and down my neck. He kissed just in the crook of my neck and I squirmed. Alex smiled against my neck and started to suck on that one spot, gently nipping at the skin with his teeth. He swirled his tongue over the surely bruised skin and pulled away. Our eyes locked, his pupils blown and the colour of his dark brown eyes had deepened slightly. Alex chewed on his lip slightly. I don't know if that was meant to turn me on or not but either way it was working. He crashed his lips with mine again, causing me to gasp. He saw this as an opportunity to snake his tongue into my mouth, our tongues basically moulding together as one. I had no idea where his sudden confidence had come from but I loved it. Moans escaped both of our mouths as the kiss became more heated and more needy.
"Bedroom. Now." Alex mumbled against my lips. His voice was deep and gravely. The sound only turned me on even more. I oneyed without any hesitation and allowed myself to be draghed up the stairs by Alex.

It was my turn to be pinned against a wall as Alex took control. I wasn't complaining, I loved it when he took control. Our lips were moving together quickly as out tongues battled against one another. Alex began to tug at the bottom of my shirt. His started to slide it up my body before breaking the kiss for a second as he whipped it over my head. Before he could reconnect the kiss, I pulled his shirt off, exposing his perfectly toned torso.
"You're so beautifuk, Lex." I said as I ran my hands over his pale skin. I let my fingers graze over his nipples as my hands roam his chest. Alex reconnected our lips as he walked us both over to my bed. I felt my legs hit the edge as I fell back onto it. Alex climbed up onto me, not once breaking the kiss. Alex moved his hands up to my head and started to tug on clumps of hair that he jad grabbed in his hands. I moaned into his mouth.
"Lex, you have no idea what hair pulling does to me."
"Oh, I think I have a pretty good idea." Alex smirked again before sucking on my collar bone, again, finding the perfect spot straight away. One of his hands stayed tugging on my hair as the other made its way down my body towards my belt. Alex nipped and sucked at my skin, leaving yet another pruple bruise. Surely he's done this before. Alex tried to undo my belt bucking with one hand, successfully doing so after the third attempt. He unbuttoned my jeans and slid them down. I kicked off my shoes so my jeans would fully come off my legs. Alex stood up off the bed and made light work of disgarding his shoes and jeans. He wouldn've never done that before...he's really getting better.

Alex crawled back onto me and ground down on my dick, loud moans filled the room from both Alex and I.
"How far, Jay?" Alex seemed a litter nervous but his eyes still held the same emotions: lust, need and passion
"As far as you want to go, babe." Alex nodded and slipped his hand into my boxers, taking my dick into his hand and lightly stroking up and down. I threw my head back onto the pillow and moaned at how good this felt. I felt my boxers being tugged down and I gasped as the slightly cooler air hit my boner. I scrunched my eyes up in pleasure. I was lost in my own little world of ecstasy to notice what Alex was doing. I was brought back down to reality as I felt Alex's hand be replaced with something warm and slightly wet... I opened my eyes to see Alex bobbing his head, his mouth wrapped around my member.
"Fucking hELL ALEX!" I didn't bother holding back my moans or my screams of pleasure.
"Lex...I'm c-close." Alex hummed around my dick, sending vibrations down my shaft. I felt the tip of my duck hit something repeatedly. Alex was deep-throating me.
"HOLY FUCKING SHIT!" I came, moaning Alex's name. Alex swallowed everything, and I mean, everything. I was a panting, sweaty mess below the beautiful caramel-haired boy. Alex's cheeks were tinted pink.
"W-was I o-okay?" I looked at Alex with a confused look on my face.
"Wny would you ask such a thing, Lex? You were more than okay. You were perfect." Alex ducked his head, trying to hide the blush again but he didn't hide the slight smile that tugged at the sides of his mouth. I crawled over to Alex and kissed him, not bothering about the fact that I could taste myself on him. I flipped us over so I was now on top.
"Jay, you don't have-"
"I want to, Lex. But...can I look this time?" Alex seemed to contemplate my question for a moment or two before sighing and nodded. I couldn't help the grin that made its way onto my face.

I didn't take my time in taking his boxers off and flinging them somewhere across the room. I crawled back and sat on his thighs, just above his knees. I took a minute to take in his body...all of it this time.
"Like I said earlier, Lex. Beautiful." Alex blushed again.
"Just d-do something, Jay. Please." His voice was just above a whisper. I nodded and knelt forward, taking him into my mouth. Alex gasped as he threw his head back and grabbed fist fulls of the sheets beneath him.
"Clos- OH MY SHITTING HELL!" Alex came almost immediately into my mouth, bucking his hips slightly, causing me to gag a little.
"Sorry, Jay." Alex chuckled again. I swallowed Alex's cum and lay down beside him, snuggling into his side and wrapping my arms around his skinny waist.

No words were exchanged for a long while but there was no need for words. I had everything I've ever wanted lying beside me. I traced Alex's scars on his hips with my fingers.
"Jay...stop, please." I looked up at the still naked boy and frowned.
"Sorry, Lexxy, but why?"
"I don't like them...they make me ugly."
"Lex, don't think like that. I'm not going to say they're beautiful but they're a part of you. And you, as a whole, are beautiful." No other words were exchanged for another short while.
"Jay?" I hummed in response.
"I...I love you." Alex whispered, nervousness dripping from his words. I was shocked, I didn't think he felt thay way too. I've noticed how I love little things about Alex but Alex's confession made me realise something.
"I love you too, Lex."

Notes

Hey,
Smut and I think this is the longest chapter I've written. I guess it makes up for not updating yesterday.

The concert was epic and now I'm paying for it but hey, it was worth it.

Thank you for reading, it really means a lot.
Em x