This Ones Different

*Alex POV*

I woke up a little early so I could see Jack before he moves again. I was in the car driving to the motel Jack was staying at. I can’t wait to see him; I’ll be able to prove to him that I truly do love him.

If Jack is running away I am determined to chase him down before someone gets hurt. I’m not mad at Jack for saying he hates me because I know he didn’t mean it. He was irritated at me for calling him over and over again after he repeatedly told me to stop trying to contact him. I guess I should have listened, I was just scared. If I kept calling him and he kept hanging up it was my way of knowing he is still alive.

I excited and scared at the same time, I don’t want Jack freaking out on me again!
I wish me and Jack were back home being all cute together.

~Memory~

I the bell ring witch meant someone just came in the store; I was reading an article about Green Day. “Hey Lexy” I put the article down and say Jack standing in front of me.
“Hey Jacky” I leaned over the counter and gave Jack a quick peck on the lips.

“Alex I think there’s a….Oh hi Jack.” Frank said walking out of the guitar section.
“Alex no friend time when you’re working, unless they came in here to buy something. No pleasure time”
I raised an eyebrow at him. “Oh really Frank? Because if I remember correctly someone was getting a blowjob in the extras closet.” Franks face turned bright red and Jack was trying not to laugh

“Shut up Gaskarth! You weren’t supposed to hear that!” I rolled my eyes at Frank, turned back to Jack and smiled. “What is it you needed Jacky?” Jack looked down and started fiddling his thumbs. “Well… I kinda made some really fun plans tonight and I was wonder if you were up to it?”

“AWWWW!” I turned my head and say Frank with his hands over his heart. I gave him the head stare. Frank laughed and made his guitar do that sexy whistle call thing.
“I like them sassy!”
“Is that why you are with Gerard? The sass master?”
Jack put his hand on my shoulder
“Lex stop flirt fighting with your boss, its weird” I nodded “So are we leaving now? Is that why you are here?” Jack shrugged his shoulders “We could leave now if you want.”

“Frank can I leave early? It doesn’t look like anyone is coming anytime soon. I also don’t have any tuning sessions until tomorrow at 12.”
Frank nodded.
I grabbed my stuff out of the back and walked up next to Jack interlocking our arms.

“USE A CONDOM!” Frank called as we were leaving the store. *Face palm*…

We got in the car and Jack and I drove off.

“Does your boss have a crush on you?” I laughed at Jacks question
“No Jack he doesn’t have a crush on me, he is in a relationship.”
“D-dose he know about us?”
“No, He doesn’t know, lets keep it that way m’kay?”
“Oh..” Jack blushed.
“Its okay Jack, I’m all yours”
Jack smiled and I gave him a kiss on the cheek.

We got home and Jack was covering me eyes
“Jack I cant see anything”
“That’s the point”
Jack and I stopped walking
“You can open your eyes now”

I opened my eyes and say a table with a white cloth over it and candles on the table.
“Jack! Did you do all this?!” Jack nodded and smiled. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him on the lips. “Thank You Jacky”
~End~

I pulled into the motel parking lot and parked my car. I went inside and walked up to the Lady at the front desk.

“Excuse me? Do you have a boy around 18 with long dark hair with blonde patches in his bangs staying here?”
The lady nodded “Yes we do, he isn’t in right now he left a couple of minutes ago”
“Oh, did he say where he was going?”
“He asked for directions to the Scott Key Bridge, I’m guessing he is by there?”

Scott Key Bridge why would Jack be at th-
*I never want to see you again! I FUCKING HATE YOU!*

My heart dropped down to my stomach. No, he wouldn’t….. Jacks not like that.
I was getting hard to breath and I felt like I was going to be sick. I eyes began to burn and I couldn’t breath. My palms were sweaty and it felt like I just got hit by a train. Did Jack go to the bridge because he is going to…….going to kill himself?
“Sir, are you okay?”
“I-I have to stop him”
“Excuse me?”
“I have to stop him”
“Stop Wh-“
I ran out of the lobby and quickly got into my car, speeding away.
This can’t be happening right now!
No Jack, please no! Frank was fucking right! If you run you get hurt! I have to save Jack! I can’t live without him!
Cars kept honking at me; I don’t care if I run a red light or cut someone off. I have to get to Jack as soon as possible. I was crying waterfalls at this point; it was getting really hard to see.

Jack knows how hard it was to have Tom leave me like this, now he is going to do it to me all over again? He isn’t thinking straight, he must be drunk. He has to be; never in his right mind would Jack ever think of something as horrible as suicide!
This is all my fault, I pushed him too far. I broke him so badly that he wants to end his life. If I just didn’t storm off.
If I didn’t lie and try to hide from him, if I did upset him, we would still be together and I wouldn’t be having a small heart attack.

I should have woke up earlier, or maybe leave yesterday night! Jack you better be fucking sight seeing!
I quickly made a sharp turn and say the bridge up ahead; I drove faster not caring about my own safety.
Jack better be okay! I can’t loose him
Jack please still be there, please I hope he is just looking at the water with his feet on the ground. PLEASE JUST BE THINKING AND NOT DOING!
I am praying that he is just looking at the water to clear his thoughts.

As I got closer to the bridge I saw Jacks car, damn it he is fucking here. Oh god I’m going to vomit! I parked my car next to his and quickly got out of my car and started sprinting towards the bridge screaming Jack’s name as loud as I could.

It was really hard to run but I used everything I had to continue running. There is no way in hell I’m stopping. I haven’t stopped crying one bit this whole time. I can’t seam to hold them in. It’s just a flood of emotions. I didn’t stop calling Jacks name. I need him to know I’m here, that I’m here for him! When I got on the bridge I stopped dead in my tracks.
There he was, standing on the ledge looking down holding a pole nest to him. Everything around me froze, there he is. I tried to speak but no words would come out. I need to say something I need to save him, I can’t live without him. He is just standing there looking down at the water. Thinking about why he is here and what he is about to do.
He is probably asking him self if he should jump or not. I know the answer to that.

“NO DON’T JUMP!” I started running towards Jack again. I will not fucking loose him!
Jack looked up away from the water. Yes he heard me! Now get off the ledge!

“JACK PLEASE NO!” Jack turned his head around and say me
“ALEX?!” Jack yelled back
“JACK PLEASE STOP!” I was still running towards him, I’m almost there.

Jack turned around completely and his foot slipped “JACK!!” I stared running faster, my heart pumping and breathing so hard I could hear it in my ears. My body felt like it was going to explode, I’m going to use every last bit of myself. There is no stopping now!
Jacks arms we’re moving around trying to regain his balance, he looked like he was trying to fly.
Jack almost grabbed the pole but he missed it, falling backwards off the ledge.

“JACK!!!!” My voice echoed, I got to the edge of the bridge just in time to see Jack fall into the water.

I grabbed my phone and called 911.

“911 what your-“
“My best friend just fell off the Scott Key Bridge, send help”
“sir please calm down, Hel-“
“I’m going in after him, hurry please!”
I hung up the phone and climbed on top of the ledge that Jack was on.

I took a deep breath and dove down, the cold water hit my face hard and it stung a little.
I swam down deeper and it was impossible to see.

I’m not loosing you Jacky, not now, not ever.

Notes

Sooooooooooooo...... It is really hard for me to update on weekends... sorry its so short......
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