This Ones Different

*Jack POV*

“Just leave me alone Jack, Goodbye” Alex hung up the phone. “Shit Lex, please just come back I’m sorry”

I didn’t mean to scare Alex off like that, I feel so bad right now I didn’t mean to say mean things to Lex, I was Just mad. I didn’t mean to scare him off I’m just frustrated that he wont accept hid feelings, no matter what he says I know deep down inside he loves me as much as I love him. I called Alex back

*Ring, Ring* Hi this is Alex yo-

“Damn it Lex answer me please”
*Ring, Ring* Hi this-

“Fuck” I’m starting to get worried, last time he was this upset Tom died.

Why can’t Alex just accept his feeling? I love him he loves me what does he find so ‘wrong’ about it? I think it would be fantastic if I was with Alex, I believe we would both truly be happy, why doesn’t Lex want to be happy? Why doesn’t he want to be with me?

So he’ll date some bitch that cheats on him, treats him like shit, and tries to rape him, but he won’t date his best friend who would never hurt him and actually love him.

I did some stuff with Alex and he loved it, he loved every second about it there is no denying it. Is Alex homophobic? No, no… NO he’s not homophobic, then what is he? Scared, well of course he is scarred. I was scared too but I’m here to help him! Fuck Lex Just come Back home please!

*Alex POV*

I was still on the side of the road crying in my car when I heard a knock on my passenger side window; I jumped a little in my seat. I rubbed my eyes and looked out the window to see who it was; it was a short guy with black hair. I focused my eyes, it I was Frank!
I rolled down the window,

“Frank what are you doing here?” My voice was frail and broken.
Frank opened the car door and got inside, “I could be asking you the same question, I rolled up the window to keep the warmth inside the car. I rubbed away my tears and sniffled my nose.

“H-How did you find me?”

“I was driving home when I saw your car, I wanted to see if you were alright, obviously your not”

“Frank I’m fine I just needed to be alone for a while”

“Bullshit, Alex I’m not just your boss I’m also your friend, now tell me what wrong or I’ll have you fired”

“Really Frank you’re going to fire me?”
Frank nodded
“Out of a cannon”

I don’t want to bug Frank about my issues but I don’t want to loose my job, what an Idget

“I don’t want to bother you with my problems”

“Alex just tell me, maybe I can help”

“I don’t think you can help” I can’t even help myself, who says Frank can?

“Alex I just want to know what wrong”

“You really want to know what’s wrong?! I started to raise my voice

“Yes I want to know!”

“It’s Jack okay?!”
“Jack? Is everything fine? Is he okay?”
“Yeah he’s Fine”

”Okay then what’s going on with you and Jack?”

“IM FUCKING IN LOVE WITH HIM THAT’S WHATS GOING ON FRANK! I’M IN LOVE WITH MY BEST FRIEND AND IM SCARED”
Frank was silent
“I’m in love with my best friend Frank”
Frank patted my shoulder “Join the club dude”
I turned my head and looked at Frank confused “w-what?”

“You see me and Gerard were best friends before we started dating and let me tell you it was one hell of a ride!”

Is frank telling me that he has been in this situation just like me? Frank and Gerard have been together for as long as I have known him. There relationship was just perfect, is he saying it wasn’t always like this?

“w-what do you mean? Gerard is your boyfriend”

“He wasn’t always my boyfriend, we where close friends just like you and Jack. Gee and I have had our ups and downs. One day he kinda just… kissed me and I completely fell in love with him from that moment forward. When I looked back at it I realized I had feeling for Gerard the whole time, I thought that was what you are meant to feel with your best friend. The kiss kinda just jump started the feeling and made them clear. I was scared that Gerard didn’t love me back because he was dating this other girl. I tired to tell him I loved him but I didn’t want to say the words ‘I love you Gerard’ it was really hard, Gerard didn't know I loved someone and he didn’t know it was him. Turns out he did love me back but dated her to use her as a distraction from me. Then things couldn’t get any worse Gee finds out she loves him! Gerard did love her but not in the way he loved me. She left and he thought i didn't like him anymore. so we didnt talk for a long time.Fast forward he came to my house kissed me when i opened the door. the rest is history"

Holly shit, all that happen to frank? I feel so bad; at least he is with Gerard now they really do love each other.

“I’m so sorry Frank”
“Don’t be sorry, that happen in the past and I’m happy now. Do you understand why I told you that story?”
I shook my head no

“I told you that because I was in your exact situation. I don’t know the relationship you have with Jack but I do know what if feels like to have feelings for someone who is like a brother to you.”

“What do I do? I’m so scared”

“Does Jack know you love him?” I nodded “Does he love you back?” I nodded again. “He said he has loved me for years” Frank looked confused “I don’t see a problem here, you both love each other and want to be together but your not? Are one of you dating someone else?” I shook my head “Then what’s the problem?”

“The problem it feels wrong but when I get close to Jack and kiss him it feels so right. I’m scared I honestly don’t know what the problem is I just know there is one.”

"sounds like you are making up problems that arent even there"

"There are too problems, risks even!"

"Alex think about it, it doesnt sound like there are any genuine problems"

Frank was right i was making up all this stuff because i was scared to face Jack

“Well you just need to be brave. I know how terrifying it is, but trust me when you finally follow your heart and go to him you’ll be glad you did.”

“So I just go back and talk to him? Accept his love and not run away? Even if it feels wrong at first just see it through and only then I will be happy?”

“Exactly! I know you can do this Alex; you are a really strong kid I know you can do this. I believe in you”

“Thank Frank”
“Welcome Kid-o”

“Frank? So you and Gerard have been through this? And you guys made it through all the shit and now you are happy together?” Frank nodded “Happiest I have been my whole life. You can’t run from love kid, if you do it may end up killing you. Gee and I both tried running from it and all it did was almost get us killed. He was about to die and I almost died trying to save him. Just… Just go to Jack because bad stuff could happen and you could lose him, forever.”

“Okay Thank you so much Frank”

“Any time Kid! Well I’m going to get home now. Me and Gee have some special plans” Frank winked at me stepping out of my car “FRANK I don’t want to know that!”
“hey just some friendly tip, make sure you find your prostate before you officially… you know, oh and some people bleed their first time.”
“FRANK!!!” i was blushing, Frank was laughing really hard. “Hey, just some tips!” I rolled my eyes “Don’t you have some one waiting for you?”
“Shit yeah, Bye Alex.” I waved goodbye and he shut the car door, got in his car and drove off.

I took a deep breath and slouched down in my seat. Well, where do I go from here? I sat up and started the car.

I guess i listen to Franks advice

I’m going to talk to Jack. Alex don’t be a coward!

Notes

I know its kinda short but yeah!

MY MOM JUST CAME HOME WITH THE NEW PUPPY! HER NAME IS WILLOW. I named her.... after Ronnie Radke's daughter Willow....
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