It's gonna be my year.
Chapter 8
1 month later
Jack, Zack, Alex and Rian were all asleep on my bed, i was standing in the middle of them. "WAKEY WAKEY SLEEPY HEADS!!" i screamed starting to bounce up and down. Jack and Zack were the unlucky ones to fall off the bed. Alex woke up, glaring at me, then there was the Bear to wake up. "You three can get him up, we have 5 hours till graduation." Alex Scrambled down stairs after me.
"I am not helping them" he laughed, starting coffee. Both of my sisters looked up from cartoons. "Morning ladies" Alex winked. i smacked his chest.
"Their 13 and 16 fuck off man!" i laughed, Indianna rolled her eyes, Heather got up walking in. "Heath, meet Alex."
"Hi." Heather started down the hallway when the rest of the guys barreled down the steps. "God Dammit! is all you people have in this damn house is men shirtless?" she yelled in frustration.
"Heather Chill." Drew came up from the basement. "Who's ready to graduate from high school?" drew hugged me.
"Not us." Alex laughed sarcastically. i climbed onto the counter, agreeing with Alex.
"Just think, 3 weeks from now, we will be in California, auditioning in front of a record company!" i bounced a little. "Well you and the guys will, i will be at home, or working." Indianna walked upstairs. Jack and Rian were pouring coffee as my parents walked into the house.
"Hey mom!" Heather called.
"Hi Sweetheart." Mom said walking into the kitchen. "Whats with all the boys in the kitchen Rebeckah?" "they spent the night, its a Friday ritual, nothing ever happens." i explained. "Don't worry mom."
"I'm not, i know you are responsible." She shrugged, taking a cup of coffee from Jack, when she received a very dirty look from. I snickered, walking to the pantry.
"So we have... nothing for breakfast..." I looked at the guys. "welp now what?"
"Move Beck." my mom pushed past me, looking in the fridge that contained a case of beer, and some milk. "Who's beer is this?"
"Drew??" I said, shaking my head at her.
"Right! he's 21. sorry hunny" she smiled at my brother. Drew rolled his eyes, walking towards the steps, as Indianna ran back down. Jack smirked at the floor, staring at her bright red loafers i had gotten her.
"Go back to Oz Dorothy." Jack finally laughed.
"What happened to your Rubies Doroth, did they all fall off?" Alex teased.
"If you both don't stop. I'm gonna shove my ruby slippers in your ass." Indie snapped.
"Click your heals and go home Dorothy." Jack looked at me, avoiding Indie's glare. Jack and Alex went into the living room. My mom turned looking at me, Heather followed, glaring at me.
"Are they always like that?" She asked. I shrugged.
"Depends on how hyper they are. Today, they will probably be like this all day, and until we leave." i explained. My mother sighed heavily.
"Wait a second. i have to put up with them!" heather pointed at alex and Jack "Till july?" she sounded pissed.
"No. until june 15th." i shrugged, "Then i move to California."
"Right. i forgot about that." Mom sounded sad. "Are you really sure you want to go to California?"
"Yes Mother, i want to go to California." i went towards the steps.
"Okay well, can you and the boys get ready, i want pictures!!" Mom called after me. i heard the guys running towards me. "Well except for Zack of course." she laughed.
"Okay Mom!!" i yelled running up the steps, with the guys right behind me. "Where are your clothes?" i asked as Jack, Rian, Alex and Zack started to take their pants off.
"Bag for shoes, Closet for everything else" Alex pointed around the room, standing in only his boxers. "Well help me, i don't know who's is who's." i went to the closet, pulling the Bagged outfits, 5 sets of outfits. "Wait, Zack, why is your stuff in a bag?" i asked.
"I wanted to feel special is that okay with you Beck?" he asked, trying to sound angry.
"No it isn't Zacky." i laughed, hugging him randomly.
"Okay here get dressed." i took my stuff to my bathroom.
"Hang on Missy, in order to be one of us, you need to change with us, we will be sharing an apartment soon, so you might as well start." Rian stopped me. i stopped dead, turning slowly.
"I'd rather not." i replied quietly, there was one thing the guys didn't know. Since the night Nolan went missing, i had been... cutting myself, and i wasn't ready to tell them. Usually, it was on my hip or thigh, but i ran out of space, so two nights ago, i cut my wrists.
"aw come on Beck, whats so bad about changing with us?" Jack asked. i sighed, sitting in my arm chair i had by my TV. "Beck, you know you can tell us anything."
"I know, Just not this." i whispered. Alex gave me a concerned look.
"Well then you need to tell us. Honestly, you look like a Porcelain doll right now." Alex sat on the arm of my chair.
"A broken one." i replied, standing up, about to rush to the bathroom.
"Oh no you don't." Alex Grabbed the arm i cut last night, i yelped in pain. His face turned to a frown, pulling my long sleeve shirt up, seeing all of the cuts. "I'm a broken, shattered porcelain doll." i sat back down, starting to cry.
"But your our Shattered Porcelain doll." Jack picked me up, sitting in the chair, putting me in his lap.
"And we will fix you sweetheart, dont worry." Zack petted my hair.
"With all the glue in the world." Rian kissed the top of my head. i laughed.
"thanks guys. Now lets go get ready." i jumped up, changing into my Black sleeveless dress. "Guys." i showed them.
"You look amazing!" Alex said, sounding very gay "yah know as a friend stand point." he awkwardly rubbed the back of his neck.
"Thanks Lex." i kissed his cheek. "But my cuts are awkward."
"well. you'll have your gown on." jack shrugged. "or you just say FUCK IT its my graduation day."
"I guess that could work." i laughed. I was about to put my anchor necklace on when Zack stopped me. "We got you something, but we have to go down stairs to give it to you." They led me down stairs. "Alex do you want to do the honors? you are best friends."
"okay. Mrs. Mason come here!" Alex yelled, my mom and sisters walked into the kitchen. "Okay, the guys and i knew how broken up you were about Alice, so we all got you a graduation present."Jack handed me a small box. I opened the wrapping, seeing the beautiful necklace they got me. It was a large heart, with one connected to it.
"Guys!" i teared up, Hugging the closest boy, who happened to be Rian. "Thank you!"
"let me put it on you." Alex moved my hair, putting it on me. "There, now Alice is always with you." Alex pulled me into a hug. Somebody opened the door, i figured it was Drew or my dad, i wasn't worried about it. But that all changed when i heard the pitter patter of little feet, and the yell.
"MOMMY?" Alice yelled, running into the kitchen, i peered over Alex's Shoulder.
"Alice?" i slipped out of Alex's arms, scooping the little girl into my arms "where's your grand-mom?" i asked. Alice's arms flew towards the door, as Mr. and Mes. Quinn walked in.
"We thought she should see you walk across the stage." she told me, Jack took Alice, as i hugged Mrs. Quinn.
"Thank you so much." i said into her hair. "I actually have to finish getting ready." i motioned for the guys to come back up stairs since Rian and Zack were shirtless, Jack didn't have his pants buttoned, and Alex was in no pants what so ever.
"I come?" Alice asked, her grammar has gotten a lot worse.
"Yes of course sweetheart." i picked her up, running upstairs after the guys.
Jack, Zack, Alex and Rian were all asleep on my bed, i was standing in the middle of them. "WAKEY WAKEY SLEEPY HEADS!!" i screamed starting to bounce up and down. Jack and Zack were the unlucky ones to fall off the bed. Alex woke up, glaring at me, then there was the Bear to wake up. "You three can get him up, we have 5 hours till graduation." Alex Scrambled down stairs after me.
"I am not helping them" he laughed, starting coffee. Both of my sisters looked up from cartoons. "Morning ladies" Alex winked. i smacked his chest.
"Their 13 and 16 fuck off man!" i laughed, Indianna rolled her eyes, Heather got up walking in. "Heath, meet Alex."
"Hi." Heather started down the hallway when the rest of the guys barreled down the steps. "God Dammit! is all you people have in this damn house is men shirtless?" she yelled in frustration.
"Heather Chill." Drew came up from the basement. "Who's ready to graduate from high school?" drew hugged me.
"Not us." Alex laughed sarcastically. i climbed onto the counter, agreeing with Alex.
"Just think, 3 weeks from now, we will be in California, auditioning in front of a record company!" i bounced a little. "Well you and the guys will, i will be at home, or working." Indianna walked upstairs. Jack and Rian were pouring coffee as my parents walked into the house.
"Hey mom!" Heather called.
"Hi Sweetheart." Mom said walking into the kitchen. "Whats with all the boys in the kitchen Rebeckah?" "they spent the night, its a Friday ritual, nothing ever happens." i explained. "Don't worry mom."
"I'm not, i know you are responsible." She shrugged, taking a cup of coffee from Jack, when she received a very dirty look from. I snickered, walking to the pantry.
"So we have... nothing for breakfast..." I looked at the guys. "welp now what?"
"Move Beck." my mom pushed past me, looking in the fridge that contained a case of beer, and some milk. "Who's beer is this?"
"Drew??" I said, shaking my head at her.
"Right! he's 21. sorry hunny" she smiled at my brother. Drew rolled his eyes, walking towards the steps, as Indianna ran back down. Jack smirked at the floor, staring at her bright red loafers i had gotten her.
"Go back to Oz Dorothy." Jack finally laughed.
"What happened to your Rubies Doroth, did they all fall off?" Alex teased.
"If you both don't stop. I'm gonna shove my ruby slippers in your ass." Indie snapped.
"Click your heals and go home Dorothy." Jack looked at me, avoiding Indie's glare. Jack and Alex went into the living room. My mom turned looking at me, Heather followed, glaring at me.
"Are they always like that?" She asked. I shrugged.
"Depends on how hyper they are. Today, they will probably be like this all day, and until we leave." i explained. My mother sighed heavily.
"Wait a second. i have to put up with them!" heather pointed at alex and Jack "Till july?" she sounded pissed.
"No. until june 15th." i shrugged, "Then i move to California."
"Right. i forgot about that." Mom sounded sad. "Are you really sure you want to go to California?"
"Yes Mother, i want to go to California." i went towards the steps.
"Okay well, can you and the boys get ready, i want pictures!!" Mom called after me. i heard the guys running towards me. "Well except for Zack of course." she laughed.
"Okay Mom!!" i yelled running up the steps, with the guys right behind me. "Where are your clothes?" i asked as Jack, Rian, Alex and Zack started to take their pants off.
"Bag for shoes, Closet for everything else" Alex pointed around the room, standing in only his boxers. "Well help me, i don't know who's is who's." i went to the closet, pulling the Bagged outfits, 5 sets of outfits. "Wait, Zack, why is your stuff in a bag?" i asked.
"I wanted to feel special is that okay with you Beck?" he asked, trying to sound angry.
"No it isn't Zacky." i laughed, hugging him randomly.
"Okay here get dressed." i took my stuff to my bathroom.
"Hang on Missy, in order to be one of us, you need to change with us, we will be sharing an apartment soon, so you might as well start." Rian stopped me. i stopped dead, turning slowly.
"I'd rather not." i replied quietly, there was one thing the guys didn't know. Since the night Nolan went missing, i had been... cutting myself, and i wasn't ready to tell them. Usually, it was on my hip or thigh, but i ran out of space, so two nights ago, i cut my wrists.
"aw come on Beck, whats so bad about changing with us?" Jack asked. i sighed, sitting in my arm chair i had by my TV. "Beck, you know you can tell us anything."
"I know, Just not this." i whispered. Alex gave me a concerned look.
"Well then you need to tell us. Honestly, you look like a Porcelain doll right now." Alex sat on the arm of my chair.
"A broken one." i replied, standing up, about to rush to the bathroom.
"Oh no you don't." Alex Grabbed the arm i cut last night, i yelped in pain. His face turned to a frown, pulling my long sleeve shirt up, seeing all of the cuts. "I'm a broken, shattered porcelain doll." i sat back down, starting to cry.
"But your our Shattered Porcelain doll." Jack picked me up, sitting in the chair, putting me in his lap.
"And we will fix you sweetheart, dont worry." Zack petted my hair.
"With all the glue in the world." Rian kissed the top of my head. i laughed.
"thanks guys. Now lets go get ready." i jumped up, changing into my Black sleeveless dress. "Guys." i showed them.
"You look amazing!" Alex said, sounding very gay "yah know as a friend stand point." he awkwardly rubbed the back of his neck.
"Thanks Lex." i kissed his cheek. "But my cuts are awkward."
"well. you'll have your gown on." jack shrugged. "or you just say FUCK IT its my graduation day."
"I guess that could work." i laughed. I was about to put my anchor necklace on when Zack stopped me. "We got you something, but we have to go down stairs to give it to you." They led me down stairs. "Alex do you want to do the honors? you are best friends."
"okay. Mrs. Mason come here!" Alex yelled, my mom and sisters walked into the kitchen. "Okay, the guys and i knew how broken up you were about Alice, so we all got you a graduation present."Jack handed me a small box. I opened the wrapping, seeing the beautiful necklace they got me. It was a large heart, with one connected to it.
"Guys!" i teared up, Hugging the closest boy, who happened to be Rian. "Thank you!"
"let me put it on you." Alex moved my hair, putting it on me. "There, now Alice is always with you." Alex pulled me into a hug. Somebody opened the door, i figured it was Drew or my dad, i wasn't worried about it. But that all changed when i heard the pitter patter of little feet, and the yell.
"MOMMY?" Alice yelled, running into the kitchen, i peered over Alex's Shoulder.
"Alice?" i slipped out of Alex's arms, scooping the little girl into my arms "where's your grand-mom?" i asked. Alice's arms flew towards the door, as Mr. and Mes. Quinn walked in.
"We thought she should see you walk across the stage." she told me, Jack took Alice, as i hugged Mrs. Quinn.
"Thank you so much." i said into her hair. "I actually have to finish getting ready." i motioned for the guys to come back up stairs since Rian and Zack were shirtless, Jack didn't have his pants buttoned, and Alex was in no pants what so ever.
"I come?" Alice asked, her grammar has gotten a lot worse.
"Yes of course sweetheart." i picked her up, running upstairs after the guys.
Notes
http://www.polyvore.com/becks_graduation_outfit/set?id=74427955http://www.polyvore.com/alices_graduation_outfit/set?id=75006572
http://www.polyvore.com/indianna_heathers_graduation_outfits/set?id=74429127
okay here are Beck,Heather, Indianna, and Alice's Graduation outfits. Her necklace is in the outfit too.
Lots of Love
Chelsea
I looked on your profile, and I'm sad to see this was never continued. And it's sad that it never received any comments either. It wasn't that bad, you kept the plot going, my only complaint was that maybe you kind of skipped a tad and just seemed to rush through your writing... but it was still a good story. I was a bit sad she didn't end up with Alex sooner, though. lol.
I'm hoping you choose to one day maybe write an epilogue to this, if not a full-fledged sequel. It kind of just left off, so I would love to see more of a conclusion to it. But I understand losing inspiration, so, there's that.
But just thought I would leave a comment since there aren't any to let you know that I enjoyed this. :) It's sad that no one else commented, hm. :/
5/31/16