Guts

I was dreading school on Monday, but the day had come. Jasey and I normally met at the front of the school since she lived in walking distance. Jack knew what was coming so he disappeared with Maria to go make out somewhere. And Yanni was gone on some family business, so that left just Jasey and me. I was super fidgety. She noticed.

She asked what was wrong. I couldn’t look her in the eyes. I told her about what I had heard. I asked if she had lied. She looked angry for a second, then took some deep breaths and said that it was true. She did put some one in the hospital. But not for a dirty look. She was calling her names and she got tired of it so she hit her and when she started, she couldn’t stop. Before she knew it teachers were pulling her off the chick and there was blood everywhere. She said she must have blacked out because she didn’t remember hitting her that much.

After that happened charges were pressed, but dropped because the other girl started it. However she was expelled and her mom didn’t want her in that environment anymore so she sent her to her aunt who was a consoler. She started on meds for being bipolar and saw her aunt twice a week for her anger problems. She told me she lied because she wanted a new start. She said she wasn’t that person anymore and didn’t want to be thought of as who she used to be. She was scared she would be rejected and wouldn’t have any friends and she didn’t want to go back to how she used to be.

I looked at her and she was almost in tears. I was upset because she lied but I could see how hurt she really was. I pulled her in my arms and hugged her and told her it would be ok. I kissed the top of her head and just held her as she cried. I felt bad for bringing it up at all. After she stopped shaking and was calm she asked if I forgave her, which of course I did. How could I stay mad at this beautiful girl?

I understood that she wanted to leave the past in the past and move on. That’s why we moved to America, was to leave the past behind. The first bell rang so I walked her to class and went to my class with Jack, feeling better than I had all weekend. When I got to class I told him everything she said.

He told me he didn’t believe a word of it, but he would drop it because we were friends and she made me happy. I was glad he decided to drop it because I really didn’t manna fight with him. Everyone seemed to love music including me. We were all having fun with the project. In my group one guy was playing the sax, one was playing the flute, I was singing, someone was playing the acoustic guitar, and we even had a cello player! It was awesome.

This was the last class of the day and Jack, Maria, Yanni, Jasey, and I were all planning to go get some ice-cream after school and maybe go to mine or Jacks house to catch a movie. It was about ten minutes till the end of class when I got called to the office with all my belongings because I would not be back. I was quite confused. Jack and Jasey both shot me a confused look and I just shrugged.

I walked to the office trying to figure out why I got called out. When I got there both my parents were there. I was becoming more confused by the second. They both looked like something was bothering them. The last time something like this happened was when Tom passed away. I couldn’t think of anything that would cause them to be like this again.
I shot them a puzzled look but they just wouldn’t look at me.

What was going on?

Notes

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