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Dangerous

Chapter Twenty-Nine: And I Will Never Feel Anything Else, Until my Wounds are Healed

"Wait...what? Really?" Alex blushes, trying to ignore the fact that he's still half straddling the boy below him. Jack nods slowly, his fingers playing with the covers.

"Well, um, h-hey new boyfriend, " Alex chuckles, soon realising how stupid that sounded.

"Shit, that made me sound dickish." Alex sighs, feeling slightly awkward. He couldn't help it, what else was he suppose to say? Or did he have to say anything at all? Jack shakes his head, smiling slightly.

"N-No, it was cute." Jack felt his own cheeks burn. He's never said that to anyone before, and it made him feel strange, but right. Alex just breathed out an 'oh', then chuckled after. He decided to climb off Jack and place himself where he was at the start of the film.

"Do you think you can make it to the end of this film?" He asks, with a dimpled smile. Jack shrugs, crossing his arms and looking over at the screen. Alex did the same, smiling more at the film.

~~~

Twenty minutes before the end.of the film, Alex finds Jack asleep against the wall. His head was turned to face Alex, his mouth hanging open. He fell asleep after looking at Alex for a long time, that he could even see him when he closed his eyes. Alex nearly awed out loud, because Jack's cheeks were against the wall, fringe all over his face, his body turned slightly with his hands at his side. Alex rolled his eyes playfully to himself, poking Jack.

"Jack," Alex whispered softly, poking Jack again. He just let out a snore, going silent again.

"Jack," Alex tried again. He had no idea on how to move Jack, but he'll have to think of something. Despite the loudness he has at home, Jack is a heavy sleeper. The caramel boy got up, pulling the covers hallway down. He then went back to Jack, kneeling on the bed and wrapping his arms around Jack's waist. That's when Jack decided to wake up. He flinched, then looked at Alex with horror, but then it went when he noticed it was just Alex.

"I'm sorry, I was just moving you because you wouldn't wake up. I won't hurt you." Alex sadly smiled, releasing his hands that were around Jack's waist. Jack ducked his head. He thought his dad was gripping at him. He felt slightly embarrassed and ashamed.

"You can sleep in my bed. If you want, I can stay with you? You look like you won't be able to get back to sleep until a couple of minutes." Alex says softly, still kneeling on the bed with one knee. Jack nodded, slowly making his way to the head of the bed.

"No wait! You defiantly don't want to be sleeping in those. I'll get you some clothes." Alex announces, walking over to the draws, looking into them. He pulled out two pair of shorts and two plain, black t-shirts.

"Here you go, beautiful." Alex chuckled, placing Jack's clothes down in his laps. Jack blushed, mumbling a 'thank you'. Alex simply smiled, walking out his room and into the bathroom.

~~~

When Alex came back into his room, he noticed Jack had not changed into his shorts, his tight jeans still hugging his legs. Alex frowned, walking over to Jack.

"What's up? Why didn't you put the shorts on?" Alex asked calmly, not wanting Jack to get the wrong impression. Jack bit down on his lip, ducking his head again.

"I-I have things o-on my legs that I-I don't want you to s-see." Jack sighed in disbelief. He hated the fact he couldn't control himself. He hated the fact Aldemar had controlled him, and make him do horrible things to his body. Jack felt tears in the back of his eyes. He blinked, hoping they would go away. But instead, the tears rolled down his cheeks.

"Oh, Jack. I told you not to be afraid of them in this house. I would never judge or hurt you in a manner that he did. Come on, your blood circulation might stop with those skinny things." Alex chuckles in attempt to make Jack feel less uncomfortable and more safe. He wiped Jack's tears with his thumb.

"You gonna change into them?" Alex asks, taking his thumb off Jack's cheek. Jack shook his head, signalling Alex that he wasn't going to. Alex sighed softly.

"Jack, don't hid them here, okay? I won't judge you, and neither will my mum. I won't see them, they'll be under the covers." Alex said, holding the shorts up. Jack just sighed quietly, giving in.

"O-Okay, just-just don't leave me." Jack sniffed, slowly beginning to un button his jeans.

"I promised, remember?" Alex smiled, kissing Jack on the nose.

"I'm gonna eat some of the crap I brought up. Do you want something to eat?" He asks, reaching over and grabbing some chocolate bars while Jack struggled to take off his jeans.

"No-ope." Jack says, sounding frustrated. Alex rolled his eyes, putting the food down.

"Do I seriously need to help you take off your own jeans?" Alex sighed, helping Jack pull his jeans down. Jack ended up wincing a lot, and Alex noticed the marks on Jack's skin. They weren't just any marks, they were burn marks, cuts, bruises and scrapes. His legs were red to purple. Alex tried not to stare at them for too long, not wanting Jack to become stressed. He pulled Jack's jeans off, handing him his shorts. Jack thanked Alex, embarrassment all over his face.

"Jack, are you sure you don't want any food? You haven't ate since you've been here. That's two days." Alex says, hoping Jack would give in.

"I'm fine." Jack mumbled, pulling up his shorts. Alex gives him a look when Jack turns to look at him.

"I'm not gonna believe that, y'know?" Alex asks. Jack just shrugs, pulling himself under the covers to hide his legs. He really didn't want to eat. He hasn't ate for four days now, and he doesn't plan on eating anytime soon.

"Just eat one thing, I really don't want you getting ill." Alex sighs, grabbing a chocolate bar. He knew Jack wouldn't want to eat it if it's something with fat like that, but it was worth the shot. Jack just weakly smiled, shaking his head.

"I'm fine, honestly." And yeah, he just lied more than once to his boyfriend, on the day they just got together. What sort of asshole does that? Jack thought.

"I'm-I'm going to sleep, is that okay?" Jack asks quietly, not knowing if it was the right time to turn his back and fall asleep.

"Um, yeah, yeah sure." Alex placed the chocolate bar, deciding not to eat anything. He got under the covers, slowly placing his arms around Jack's waist, spooning him. Alex sighed softly in Jack's hair, knowing that it was going to take a long time to get Jack to be okay.

Notes

:( sorryyyehh. Thank you guys for reading this. ^~^

Comments

EEP CUTE HAPPY JACK CUTE ANGRY MOTHERLY ALEX YAAASSSSS

I loved this story! I was so worried for Jack oh gosh. One question: Is Aldemar gone?

You smell bad. (I'm so hardcore when it comes to insults) xD <3 I love you though <3

Rebecca15110 Rebecca15110
9/21/14

@JalexUnicorn157

ooooh, feisty. A+ for you, my dear.

JalexInMyButt JalexInMyButt
9/21/14

@Twat

oh Damn, sorry. Aldemar died because Jack had did what his father had done... Like, Jack had basically died for a moment, so Aldemar died and never came back when Jack did. I don't know if that makes sense. Maybe I should've included that.

JalexInMyButt JalexInMyButt
9/21/14