A Dark Love To Hold

"What happened to your leg? I smelt blood when you walked in here.",I asked Jack carefully. Trying would be far from what I feel at the moment. Praying? Please, it won't work on such vial creature I am. Holding back, is what I'm doing. Not because of his sweet blood. No, but because of his little mate. He clearly knows what I am.......not only that but he dare touch Jack in such in way I can't explain. I'm pissed for caring about Jack so much, which is another reason.
"I fell this morning........while I was taking a shower.......",i looked at him only for him to look down with an embarrassed face expression. Well I least he didn't lie, not that I couldn't see passed it.
After looking at him, I snapped out of my self control. I quickly reach out for that bloody death vial necklace and rip it off, throwing it, not caring if I got hurt or where it went. I grabbed his waist, pulling his pants down,taking off his already soaked bandages off, and slamming him on my desk. All in one swift movement. I looked at him, and what I saw truly is beautiful. Jack looking pure and innocent yet frighten. The sight made me want him to suffer yet leave him wanting more. Slowly I lean forward
"Try to keep quiet.", i felt him shiver then I went to his cut and began to heal it. He gasped loudly and squirmed a bit before letting himself lay down, looking rather merciless. I want to punish him. Punish him for getting hurt over something so idiotic. Punish him for being obnoxious. Punish him for letting that boy touch him and letting himself be touched. His wound healed after a few minutes, leaning back down on him, before he can react, I pull him up and fix his pants.
"Don't let anyone touch you. Especially him.", I growled at him. He looked shocked at my sudden out burst. Before he can say more I grab him by his arm, taking his bag as well. All this is just so damn frustrating. Losing my control that, I've worked on for years, broke in blink of an eye.....all because of Jack. I opened the door and slightly pushed him out. He stumbled a bit before regaining his composure. He turned around with a pained expression.
"Wait! You told me you'll explain.", a few tears threatening to spill from his sad eyes. The sight gave me some pleasure while breaking my heart at the same time.
"You just don't understand do you Jack? It's not safe for you to be around me. Let alone know about this. Besides it's not that place to discuss this.",I said with slight irritation in my voice. Hopefully he won't protest against me.
"No, I don't care Alex. Please I'll-", I cut him sort of his sentence. He just would stop now would he?
. "No means no Jack. That's enough. Don't pester me anymore, I am your teacher and nothing more. Understand?",i need to cut this off no matter what. I will only bring trouble to the both of us. When I looked him straight in the eye, he began to cry. I signed and closed the door on him. I leaned against it and furrowed my eye brows together. Sharing the same pained expression as Jack.


Keeping my word, I went straight to the Manson after work. Rian landed on my shoulder as I opened the door. I stepped inside,closing the door behind me. When I turned around, jessica came running down and tackled me in a hug.
"Oh Alex! We have so much to discuss!",she smiled and let go. I couldn't bring my self to smile back. Not after what I did to Jack. Jessica sensed this but before she could speak Chris and Ricky walked in.
"Whats wrong Alex? You rarely get upset.", Ricky said as he frowned. I simply nod and walked in the office, both men behind me. Chris closed the door while I sat down. They waited for me to say something but I couldn't explain anything yet.
"How can one human....break down my walls?",i managed to say. I looked up to see both Ricky and Chris with a confused expression. Feeling frustrated once again, I ran my figures through my hair,pulling on it slightly.
"What exactly do you mean by that?",Chris asked carefully. I guess there's no way of hiding yesterday's events. Once I told them everything they fell silent. Ricky was the first to respond.
"Shit Alex, do you know what this means?!",nearly yelling out. I signed again and leaned my head against my hands.
"Ricky is right Alex. Not only did you put yourself in danger but the whole coven as well. What where you thinking huh?",Chris asked. Ricky began pacing around the room neither of us noticing Jessica standing in the back room. She went to Ricky and lay one of her hands on his cheek. Gently, he moved her hand and kissed it softly. Then she turned around to face Chris.
"Chris, I think you should let Alex have a chance. He did break it off with the boy. Ease up.",she said as she sat next to me. I smiled at her to which she returned. I heard Chris sign deeply.
"Yeah your right. As long as you broke it off before it became serious. Did you drink any of his blood?"He said as he got up and went to the bookshelves.
"No but I did heal his wounds....",before I can say more I suddenly remembered that I've been hurt. Quickly I stand up and take off my shirt. I looked over to my right arm where a cut should be,only to discover it gone. What the hell? I look at Chris to see him with the same expression. He quickly walked over to me to examine it. Slowly he looked up to face all of us.
"Are you sure you didn't drink any of his blood?",he managed to say. I shake my head to which he stepped back, shocked.
"Well he um.....he healed your wounds.",he sat down on his desk. Jack healed my wounds? I shaked my head again while looking down.
"You must be fucking joking me?!",am equally shocked as all of them. He can't possibly heal my wounds, he's a human for fucking sakes. Only humans can give vampires a full stomach, nothing more. All this is just confusing as it is. I sit back down and take a deep breathe. I realized that I have a better reason to stay away from Jack. Even if it pains me.

Notes

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