A Dark Love To Hold

Once I came home, I went straight to my room and locked it behind me. I just need time for myself right now, and I know I won't be able to handle my dad and May at the moment. I stripped out of my clothes and changed into pajamas. I walked over to my window and slightly opened it, I need air. I took a deep breath and relaxed, I walked to my bed and laid down. All I can think about is Alex. He's......a vampire. What's even more crazy is that I wasn't afraid of him, even though he thinks and considers him self a monster. Oh how must he feel, so negative and lonely. It upsets me to know that, and I want to be there for him even if he doesn't want me to. Some where along the way I felt extremely tired and slowly went to sleep.


"Jack....",I groaned and slowly opened my eyes.
"Jack please!",i blinked a few times and gasped. I became fully aware of my surroundings. A group of men with torches and knives were laughing and pointing to a burning house.
"Run Jack!",she yelled as they stoped laughing and turned to look at me, smiling widely. I tried to turn around but my feet felt as if they were glued to the ground. They where getting closer and I, struggling to get free, began to panic.
"Alex!",i yelled out while I was crying. They stoped for a second before Alex came down out of no where and began to rip off there throats. One by one, there bodies where thrown around, blood being drained from them. Parts of there flesh missing. Alex had one left, to which he removed his head from his body, throwing it into the fire. He slowly turned around, revealing blood on his mouth, chest, and hands.
"Jack....",i slightly turned to the left of Alex. A young women, who's throat has been severely cut, had a desperate look. She's gracefully walking towards me.
"Trust Alex. Trust him with everything.",she leaned close to my face and gave me a kiss on the check. Not giving me time to respond as everything fades into darkness.


I snap my eyes open, realizing that it's morning. My dream........it's different then usual and Alex was there. I sit up and looked over at my clock, it's 6:30. There's no way I'll be able to sleep again. I get up and head over to take a shower. Why would she tell me to trust Alex? And why did she kiss my check? What's happening to me? I sign and turn off the water, as I was stepping out, I lost my footing. I hit the door to the sink drawer, causing me to have a big cut on my thigh. I quickly get up, take out some bandages, and clean the cut up. It's not deep but it isn't light either. I'll just keep quiet about this, I just hope Alex won't notice. I quickly dress and fix my hair, when I'm done I grab my bag and head down stairs. I head into the kitchen and grab an apple when May walks in.
"Morning Jack. How'd you sleep?", she asked while she is setting up coffee.
"Good I guess.", I decided not to tell her my dream. I don't think I can explain it to her just yet.
"That's great. By the way dad was-", she suddenly stops half way into her sentence when she looked at me.
"Where's your necklace Jack?", she asked in a serious tone. I completely forgot about it, and there's no way of hiding it from her.
"I ah took it off for a bit. It was bothering me while I was sleeping.....ill put it back on when I get to school. Don't worry.", I lied.
She nod and went back to making coffee. I took that as an opportunity to leave. Just when I closed the door I yelled out that am off to school. I hate lying to my sister, or anyone whom I love. I felt terribly guilty, I signed and just decided to listen to music. As I was nearing school, someone put there hand on my shoulder. I quickly turned around.
"Whoa calm down Jack it's just me.", Zack said while he chuckled a bit.
"I'm sorry. I guess it's just morning so I'm not aware of what's going on.", which in my defense was sort of true. We began to walk to class when Zack suddenly stoped in front of me.
"Here, I found this on my way to school.", He smiles and holds out my necklace. That's odd I'm sure the bird from yesterday took it so how does Zack have it? I guess I took to long to respond when I realized that Zack finished putting on my necklace. I blushed slightly and said a quiet 'thank you', when I looked up I saw Alex. He look mad for some reason which caused me to frown. I looked at Zack, who was smirking at Alex. What?
"Let's go to class. Will be late.", with that he pushed me inside, not giving me time to see Alex. What did I just witnessed? What's going on between them? I'm deep in thought that I hadn't realize that class had started.


School is surprisingly going by extremely fast. All I can think about is why Zack would do that to Alex. I didn't take Zack to be one of those people. You know, the type that would anger a teacher just to be 'funny'. But then again, I don't know Zack all that well. I told him that it was fine for me to walk to English by myself. I don't think it will be all that great of an idea, considering what's going on between them. As I walk in, I see Alex sitting at his desk. He has such a sad yet confused expression on. When I sit down he suddenly snaps his head up and looks at me, I start to feel extremely nervous so I look down at my hands until the bell rings and he begins he's lecture. I'm writing my notes as a feel a sudden wave of pain shooting through out my leg, making my wince and lay my head quickly on my desk. My cut. I didn't feel any pain this morning so why is it hurting now? I need to hide this from Alex, he'll notice for sure. It took all I could to lift my head up and not show any pain. I bit my lip hard and tired to write down some notes. He started to walk around the room, getting closer to where I'm at.
"Stay after class", he whispered quickly for only I can hear. He walked back up front and explained tonight's homework. Just when the bell rang, everyone left and here I am, staying here just like he said. He closed the door and locked it, then went to his desk and motioned me to come. I carefully got up and slowly walked to him, standing just a few inches away.
"What happen to your leg? I smelt blood when you walked in here.", He looked at me, having a serious tone.
"I fell this morning.......while I was taking a shower....", I know I can't lie to him. Especially since his either mad or angry.
I look at him when suddenly he reaches for my neck and tanks off my necklace, throwing it in the back of the room. Then he quickly grabs my waist and slams me on the desk, all while he pulls down my pants and rips off my bloody bandages. I stared wide eye at him as he leans into my ear.
"Try to keep quiet.", then he goes down to my thighs. It sends a cold shiver down my spine when I feel a sudden burn. I grasp and lay down on his desk, desperately trying not to yell out in pain. At first I'm confused by it when I realized what he's really doing. He's healing my wound. I hear some students laughing out in the hall, making me bite down on my lip not making any noise come out of me. I hear them leave when soon the agonizing burning sensation leaves as well. I gasp for air, feeling to weak to even stand up. He leans back down when I see fangs come down from his front two teeth, at first I panic when he suddenly pulls me up from his desk. He pulls up my pants, which causes me to blush. When he says something in a angry voice, letting out a small growl.
"Don't let anyone touch you. Especially him."

Notes

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who do you think Alex is talking about? I guess that's easy to find out. Any who,sorry if it's shitty. I write and up load all this on my kindle and let me tell you it's not easy(the grammar and spelling.....i know forgive me for that as well). Please tell me what you think. I really love seeing all the subscribers and votes on my story, it gives me motivation to continue my story. There's been numerous times when I would almost deleted it because I feel that it's bad but you guys make me continue it so big thanks!
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