Your Lost Boy
Thirteen
I feel so bad for Alex. I'm an emotionally roller coster thanks to the two little babies slowly growing inside me. I always think about my mom now. My fears of me not making through my pregnancy kept me up at night sometimes. Especially tonight.
Alex was sound asleep next to me. His mouth was slightly open like usually and his breathing was slow and even with a little snore coming through from time to time. He was absoultely adorable when he slept. I hoped my twins woul dbe like their father, sound sleepers that look like angels when lost in their dreams.
"Morning Jules," Alex greeted me as I walked out of the bunk area slowly.
My stomach had grown a little in the time since Alex and I talked everything over. Which meant I was now stealing all of Alex's shirts since mine won't stretch enough for me to be comfortable.
"Morning," I replied simply as I grabbed a bowl and found my cereal in the secret hiding spot Alex never showed Jack so he'd stop stealing my cereal.
"How did you sleep last night," Alex asked as I took a seat next to him with my prepared cereal and satrted digging in. The cereal really hit the spot and made me feel so much better.
"Okay, not spectacular," I told him with a shrug. He was always such a worry wart over me. But that was a part of his charm and why I could never let him go. Micah was one the only people that cared about me before Alex came into the picture. Since then I haven't been able to stay away from him. He became my world all thanks to Micah's letter.
"Since we have the day off what do you want to do," Alex asked.
"I was thinking on just staying here on the bus and making plans for the wedding since I'll need to get my dress taken out instead of in. Plus we have to pick out flowers and a cake. Plus we need to select people for the wedding party," I told him.
"Then we can plan out everything for the Gaskarth duo," Alex mention as he laid his hand on my growing belly, "We'll need to pick out names, design a nursery, plan a baby shower. We won't be able to get everything we'd need on our own, babe."
"Yeah I know. I'm still in awe that we're going to be parents soon. We haven't even married yet and we have two babies growing inside me. I hope I can be a good mom like you say, Alex," I sigh, holding back my waterworks. I cried enough yesterday and I'll cry more. For right now I wanted to be happy and have fun planning everything with Alex.
"Everything will be fine. We'll be preparing the entire time. I'll get a doll for us to practice with and when we go home I can have my mom swing by for a visit and give us a crash course on being parents," Alex said soothingly, somehow knowing I was trying not to cry.
"And I can play the baby," Jack shouted before he put his thumb into his mouth.
"You'd be in your natural element," I joked.
"But you are not putting that dirty mouth of your anywhere near Jules's boobs," Alex said strenly. I could tell he was getting protective with me.
"Eww hell no. I won't suck on my best friend/sister that happens to be the future wife to my best friend. That's just plain awkward," Jack scrunched up his face and we all laughed at the little incident.
"How about Emily," Alex asked.
"No, try again," I replied.
Alex and I went out to the story and got a deck of playing cards and book of baby names. We went through the book at random and picked out 52 girl names and wrote one on each card. Our son's name was easy since we went with Thomas Alexander. That way our son was named after Alex and his brother. Our daughter's name was being a pain to pick out.
"Oh look at that. I drew Stella," Alex held up the card that had his handwriting on it with the name Stella. Oh the irony of that moment.
"It's perfect. Now her middle name has to be my mom's name, Marie," I told him.
"Stella Marie and Thomas Alexander. Perfect names for the Gaskarth twins," Alex smiled, pleased with our choices for our babies' names. He crawled to me and pulled up his shirt that I was wearing and planted a soft kiss on my belly before he kissed me.
Stella and Tom, you two are going to be so lucky. You'll have a mommy and daddy that love you with all our hearts. I can't wait to meet both of you.
Alex was sound asleep next to me. His mouth was slightly open like usually and his breathing was slow and even with a little snore coming through from time to time. He was absoultely adorable when he slept. I hoped my twins woul dbe like their father, sound sleepers that look like angels when lost in their dreams.
"Morning Jules," Alex greeted me as I walked out of the bunk area slowly.
My stomach had grown a little in the time since Alex and I talked everything over. Which meant I was now stealing all of Alex's shirts since mine won't stretch enough for me to be comfortable.
"Morning," I replied simply as I grabbed a bowl and found my cereal in the secret hiding spot Alex never showed Jack so he'd stop stealing my cereal.
"How did you sleep last night," Alex asked as I took a seat next to him with my prepared cereal and satrted digging in. The cereal really hit the spot and made me feel so much better.
"Okay, not spectacular," I told him with a shrug. He was always such a worry wart over me. But that was a part of his charm and why I could never let him go. Micah was one the only people that cared about me before Alex came into the picture. Since then I haven't been able to stay away from him. He became my world all thanks to Micah's letter.
"Since we have the day off what do you want to do," Alex asked.
"I was thinking on just staying here on the bus and making plans for the wedding since I'll need to get my dress taken out instead of in. Plus we have to pick out flowers and a cake. Plus we need to select people for the wedding party," I told him.
"Then we can plan out everything for the Gaskarth duo," Alex mention as he laid his hand on my growing belly, "We'll need to pick out names, design a nursery, plan a baby shower. We won't be able to get everything we'd need on our own, babe."
"Yeah I know. I'm still in awe that we're going to be parents soon. We haven't even married yet and we have two babies growing inside me. I hope I can be a good mom like you say, Alex," I sigh, holding back my waterworks. I cried enough yesterday and I'll cry more. For right now I wanted to be happy and have fun planning everything with Alex.
"Everything will be fine. We'll be preparing the entire time. I'll get a doll for us to practice with and when we go home I can have my mom swing by for a visit and give us a crash course on being parents," Alex said soothingly, somehow knowing I was trying not to cry.
"And I can play the baby," Jack shouted before he put his thumb into his mouth.
"You'd be in your natural element," I joked.
"But you are not putting that dirty mouth of your anywhere near Jules's boobs," Alex said strenly. I could tell he was getting protective with me.
"Eww hell no. I won't suck on my best friend/sister that happens to be the future wife to my best friend. That's just plain awkward," Jack scrunched up his face and we all laughed at the little incident.
"How about Emily," Alex asked.
"No, try again," I replied.
Alex and I went out to the story and got a deck of playing cards and book of baby names. We went through the book at random and picked out 52 girl names and wrote one on each card. Our son's name was easy since we went with Thomas Alexander. That way our son was named after Alex and his brother. Our daughter's name was being a pain to pick out.
"Oh look at that. I drew Stella," Alex held up the card that had his handwriting on it with the name Stella. Oh the irony of that moment.
"It's perfect. Now her middle name has to be my mom's name, Marie," I told him.
"Stella Marie and Thomas Alexander. Perfect names for the Gaskarth twins," Alex smiled, pleased with our choices for our babies' names. He crawled to me and pulled up his shirt that I was wearing and planted a soft kiss on my belly before he kissed me.
Stella and Tom, you two are going to be so lucky. You'll have a mommy and daddy that love you with all our hearts. I can't wait to meet both of you.
Notes
I am very happy to have Jess helping me out on this. I loved this story so much and I lost my momentum on it. Now with Jess as a working partner on this, you subscribers and readers will be very happy to know that this story will be updated now at a good pace and progressing nicely.Thank you for sticking around and enjoy the awesomeness of this story. When I get to the last story in the Jules trilogy, I will revisit Terrified and revise and rewrite some of it so it's better than it is now.
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5/23/13