Who Said It Was Gonna Be Easy?

Jack came home about a week later after having surgery on his ribs. They'd put some metal plates in to make sure his ribs would mend properly and wouldn't have a risk of actually puncturing his lung. He wasn't allowed to do anything particularly strenuous so we couldn't have sex or anything, although he was still allowed to cuddle so it wasn't too bad. He was given time off work as well so he was always pleased to see me when I got home from school.

By the time Jack had healed enough to go back to work and stop being so cautious about overdoing things, finals were getting closer and closer and the pressure was on to do well. It sunk in that I needed to actually do well, so I was spending all night every night hitting the books.

"Lex, come snuggle for a bit" Jack whined. He was in the front room and I was sat in his bedroom, hunched over my books, scribbling down revision notes.

"No" I muttered loud enough for him to hear. I heard him come into the room.

"Please, lex"

"No, leave me alone. I have to revise" I said irritably, not taking my eyes off my work.

"You have to give yourself breaks as well, baby. Its not healthy to work so much all the time. C'mon, take a break, have a rest, we can have some fun. Its been a while" he walked his fingers over my shoulder as he spoke, bending down so his breath tickled my ear. I didn't reply so Jack kissed my jaw gently before moving to kiss my neck, just below my ear. I squirmed to get away from him.

"Get off. I have to revise. Do you want me to fail my exams?"

"Of course I don't. I just know you're under a lot of pressure right now and a lot of stress and I think never taking breaks is going to make it a hell of a lot worse. I just want to help you, baby"

"You want to help me? Then go and sharpen my pencil or something, I dunno. Distracting me is not helping me. I don't want to take a break, I don't need to. I need to revise and I need you to leave me alone"

"Can you not take even an hour off? You should just relax, eleviate some stress. I've heard sex is good for relieving stress. How about it?" Jack started to kiss my neck again. My breath hitched when he kissed me in a specific spot. He noticed and set to work on marking my neck with his mouth. I closed my books and put away my pens.

"Sound good?" Jack murmured.

"I'm going home"

"Why?"

"Because you won't fuck off and leave me alone! I just need to do well in these exams and you're stopping me from doing that! I don't want to fail these exams, Jack, I need to pass, I need to do well and to do well, I need to revise. I can't revise with you pecking my head every two minutes about sex! Go and fucking jerk off or something! Hell, go and fucking find Rian!" I yelled at him as I stood up. His face fell and he looked extremely hurt. I immediately regretted saying that.

"Jack, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean that, I swear, I'm sorry"

"You're a fucking bitch" he said softly, his mouth turning up at the edges slightly before he pushed me against a wall, kissing me hard. I dropped my bag, sub-consciously pulling him closer to me by his hips. He pulled my shirt off roughly, ignoring my lips to attack my collarbones with his mouth. I let out a groan as he undressed me, slipping his hand into my boxers to squeeze me gently. He smirked, taking my hand and pulling me over to the bed, waddling due to my pants being round my ankles. He pulled my boxers down leaving me completely exposed whilst he stood there, fully dressed.

"Hey, no fair, why are y-"

"Shut up" he interrupted me sternly. I abruptly stopped what I was saying in shock. I'd never heard Jack like this before and I had to admit, I kinda liked it.

"Get on the bed" he ordered me. I quickly did what he said, falling into the middle. He then got a bottle of lube out of his bedside cupboard, chucking it at me.

"Finger yourself" he said firmly. I nodded and popped the cap of the lube.

"Start with 2 fingers" he added as I coated my fingers. I winced slightly at the burning sensation as I pushed my fingers inside of myself, Jack quickly whipping his t-shirt off and taking his jeans off.

"Jack? Am I losing my virginity?" I think Jack could tell by the way I asked that I was ok with it.

"You're not losing it, I'm taking it. Its mine" he smirked again as he snaked his hands into his boxers. I could see his hand moving slowly up and down as he watched me finger myself.

"Add another finger" he told me.

"J-jack, can I-I touch myself..please" I stuttered as my dick throbbed painfully.

"No. I said add another finger" I nodded and proceeded to force another finger into my ass, stretching it out ready for Jack.

"Fuck, Alex, you're so hot, baby" jacks hand started moving quicker as I pushed my fingers in and out, whimpering occasionally.

"Jack...I can't find it..help me?" Jack nodded and climbed onto the bed. He took my hand in his, pushing one of my fingers and two of his own back inside me, guiding me to my prostate. I groaned loudly when our fingers grazed against it softly and Jack smiled.

"Now you do it" he told me, taking his hand away. I nodded and carried on, watching Jack as he moved to the end of the bed again, pulling my pants off fully, chucking them onto the floor with the rest of our clothes.

"Jack..can I please..touch me...it hurts" I whined in between small moans.

"Nu-uh. Nope. You're not allowed to touch yourself" he said firmly.


After a couple more minutes of pain, Jack crawled over me on the bed and kissed me.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" He asked. I nodded, moving my hands to his boxers to pull them down.

"No, are you sure you're ready?"

"Mhmm"

"Say it. I'm not carrying on until I've heard you say it"

"I'm ready, Jack"

"Okay, baby" he said softly, kissing my forehead before sitting back on his heels in between my legs. He put a condom on then lathered his dick in lube. He settled back over me again, pressing his lips to mine. My breathing got shallower and slightly shaky. He propped himself up higher and narrowed his eyes at me.

"What's wrong?"

"N-nothing, I'm..I just- I"

"You're not ready, are you?" Jack sighed and sat back on his heels again. "Lex, you should just have said you weren't. Don't just think that you have to do these thi-"

"I am ready...I-I'm just..a bit..nervous?"

"Lex...we shouldn't be doing this if you're not ready. We can wait" he bowed his head to kiss my thighs gently.

"I don't fucking want to wait. I want to do this, I'm ready but I'm nervous. I've never done it before, I'm fucking scared, ok? I'm scared that I won't be good enough and you'll leave me and I'm scared I'll do something wrong and mess it up and you'll leave me and I jus-" Jack kissed me again to shut me up.

"That's what you're scared of, baby?"

"Mhmm"

"I would never leave you. I love you. Even if you do something wrong, god knows what you could do wrong, but if you did, I'd find it really cute and just adorable because its you, silly. I wouldn't leave you. Besides if you're not too good at it, which I doubt you won't be, practice makes perfect, right? I love you"

"Okay..I'm ready. I love you, I want to do this" he nodded and kissed me softly. One of his hands stroked my dick lightly making me gasp in surprise.

"You ready?" Jack murmured as he moved his lips to my neck. I nodded and Jacks hands held my hips gently as he slowly pushed into me. I whimpered and my eyes prickled with tears.

"Its okay, baby, it'll pass. Tell me when you're ready for me to move" Jack whispered, kissing my chest.

"Okay..you can go now" I told him when the pain subsided.

"I love you" he said quietly, slowly pulling out.

"I love you too" I told him as he began to thrust his hips more continuously. He kissed me again and I moved my arms so they were around his back, keeping him close enough to me to kiss. Jack changed the angle he pushed in at and suddenly I was crying out.

"There, ja-" he cut me off by kissing me hard. I reached down to touch my dick, doubling the pleasure that I was feeling.

When Jack started speeding up I could tell I was starting to get close. I moved my hand faster and after a few minutes I was coming, moaning jacks name. Not even a second after I came, Jack did too, collapsing on top of me, kissing my temple gently. We lay there in silence, just listening to the sounds of our heavy breathing for a minute until Jack pulled out of me, taking the condom off and throwing it in the bin. He cleaned up our stomachs then lay next to me, pulling me into his arms.

"That was..perfect" I murmured, placing a soft kiss on his shoulder.

"You're perfect. I love you"

"I love you too"

"Better than revision?"

"I think I could possibly have tonight off. And take more breaks"

"Good boy, baby"

"I might take the day off tomorrow to do revision"

"Why?"

"Because, I don't think, after tonight, I'll be able to walk properly"

"I don't think I'm following"

"I'm sure you will be soon enough" I told him before wriggling out of his grip, moving down his body and taking his dick in my mouth. I heard Jack groan loudly as he started to harden at my tongues gentle licks.

This was going to be a long but fun night.

Notes

HappY 60TH CHAPTER!!


sorry it took so long wow


I hope my absolutely awful smut sorta makes up for it