Who Said It Was Gonna Be Easy?

We went downstairs and found my mum cooking some eggs.

"good morning! Would you like some eggs before you set off?"

"um..sure" I smiled. I got out some plates and buttered some bread whilst Alex stood there awkwardly.

"you sit down, honey" my mum told him when she saw him stood playing with his sleeves. He just nodded and rushed out of the room.

"what's up with him? Is he ok?"

"he's just mad at me, it's fine"

"oh..okay. Just don't go to bed mad" she advised me.

"I know. Thanks mum" I smiled. We dished out the eggs and took them through to the dining room.

After we enjoyed our breakfast of egg butties and helped my mum wash and dry the pots, we left.

"jack, honey, could I speak to Alex for a minute?"

"sure. I'll be in the car" I gave her one last hug before going outside and getting into the car. I turned the heating on as it was pretty cold outside. Alex joined me in the car a couple of minutes later.

"what did she want?" I asked. Alex still didn't talk to me and just shook his head in reply. I sighed and started the car. I waved to my mum as I drove away.


Alex didn't speak to me all the way home. My annoyance at his silence grew the longer it went on. When we got inside, I was done with being ignored. I pushed Alex against the wall and kissed him hard.

"jack.."

"oh so you're talking to me now?"

"I didn't want to tell you when we were at your parents house, ok?! I was going to tell you when we got back! I wasn't going to tell you at all for a while but I changed my mind! I figured if you can tell me your secret then I can grow the fuck up and tell you mine. I don't fucking want secrets between us but you're pretty much on the way to changing my mind back!" alexs voice was raised.

"lex..just tell me. I'll be able to help"

"stop fucking saying you'll be able to help because you won't! My dad killed my own fucking mum, nobody can fucking help!" Alex lost it, screaming at me and shoving me away from him. I stared at him in shock.

"w-what?"

"my dad killed my mum. It was when I was little. I was about 6 I think, maybe 5. She was pregnant with what was going to be my little brother. But my dad killed her. He killed her then went and confessed. I still don't know why he did it. He's in prison now so I never see him. I refused to go and visit him and even now I don't think I could face it. He locked them in the car then purposely drove into a river, only getting himself out and leaving them to drown. I lost 3 people in one go. I miss them so much. I just want my mum" Alex said all this calmly. I wasn't sure what to say or do so when tears started to roll down alexs face and he looked at me desperately, I acted on instinct and pulled him into my arms. He wiped his eyes and I kissed the top of his head.

"lex..what do you want me to say?"

"I don't know. Just distract me" he said quietly. I lifted his chin gently and pressed my lips to his. He kissed back longingly and his arms moved to hang around my neck loosely. I moved my hands to his thighs and picked him up as we kissed. I walked the short distance to my bedroom with Alex in my arms, kissing him enthusiastically. I laid him down on the bed and immediately set to work on undressing him. I pulled his shirt off then kissed him again, his hands reaching for my top wanting it off. I helped him tug it off then returned to kissing him. I bit his bottom lips gently and he moaned, his hands exploring my chest and back. I moved my leg to in between his so I could get some friction for us both.

"jack..p-please.." Alex groaned. I planted light kisses all the way down his chest, replacing my lips with my hands when I got to his jeans. I undid them quickly, pulling them off, chuckling at the pitched tent in Alexs boxers.

"jaaack" he complained. I moved to kiss him again whilst I
grinded on his leg, my thigh rubbing against his erection, making him whimper quietly. I pulled his boxers off then began to suck him off for a couple of minutes. I looked up at him and as if he'd read my mind, he nodded to let me know he was still ok with what we were doing. I opened the drawer in my bedside table and grabbed a bottle of lube, coating my fingers in it.

"have you ever fingered yourself, lex?"

"no"

"and you've never been fingered?"

"no"

"ok. Just to let you know, it feels weird at first and it doesn't hurt too much but when the pain and the weirdness goes, it feels good"

"jack..just..please.­ I need you..please" I grinned at his words and pushed one finger inside him, curling it and beginning to push it in and out, attempting to stretch him slightly as I did it. I then pushed a second finger in slowly. Alex winced and made a small mew.

"I know, baby, I know" I soothed him then kissed him again to distract him from the slight pain.

"ok I'm ready" he told me when the pain had subsided. I began to move my fingers around, scissoring them and curling them until Alex began to moan. I grinded on his leg again, needing the friction and Alex began to get himself off. After a few minutes of our moaning filling the room, I added a third finger causing Alex to cry out in pain. I let him adjust before carrying on the movements of my fingers and my hips.

"aah, fuck, jack! There! Fuck!" Alex nearly screamed when my fingers hit that special spot. His hand was moving faster up and down his dick now that I was hitting his prostate. He cried out every single time I made contact with it and after a few minutes, moaned my name as he came, cum cascading over his hand like a waterfall. With one last lot of friction, I came in my pants, collapsing half on top of Alex. We both lay trying to get our breath back for a couple of minutes before Alex cleaned himself up. We then lay on my bed in silence, hand in hand for a few minutes.

"that was...wow" Alex said quietly. I chuckled.

"mhmm. Told you it feels good"

Notes

Worst smut eVER but


oooo alexs secret; PLOT TWIST??????


bet u weren't expecting that hey


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