Who Said It Was Gonna Be Easy?

"go on then" no sooner than the words had left my mouth, jack was hungrily kissing me. After a few minutes I was gasping for breath. I couldn't get enough of jack. I wondered if he realised the effect he had on me. I wondered if he noticed the way my skin seemed to tingle whenever he made contact with it. I wondered if I had the same effect on him. He kissed my neck, grazing it gently with his teeth. If his mission was to make me breathless, he succeeded.

"jack...fuck" I gently pulled his head back up by his hair so his lips met mine again. He pulled me away from the worktop and a few seconds later I felt my back hit the wall.

I felt his fingers undo the button on my jeans, unzip them and pull them down. My hands pushed their way into his hair as he curled his fingers around my dick. He sure as hell didn't waste any time. Pretty soon, my legs felt like jelly and my heart was racing. I wasn't sure whether that was due to what he was doing or just due to jack. I bowed my head to kiss jacks neck, sucking gently on one spot, wanting to mark him as my own. His hand never stopped moving, never stopped causing me pleasure. I tilted his head slightly to the side so I could kiss his neck better, causing him to groan quietly. I suddenly found myself whimpering his name as I got closer and closer to release.

"jack...I'm..I'm close..fuck" I said breathlessly. Moments later, a kind of warmth churned in my stomach as I came into jacks hand. I kissed him softly and untangled my hands from his hair. He pulled away and grabbed a tissue from behind him.

"you might want to go and clean up" he said bluntly, looking down before walking away. I stood in a confused state of shock for a few seconds before a feeling of hurt washed over me and I silently disappeared into the bathroom.


I cleaned myself up then sat on the floor for a couple of minutes thinking about what had just happened. I came to the conclusion that I'd imagined it and jack wasn't actually being blunt with me at all. I sighed to myself and got up, going back into the lounge.


Jack was sat on the settee watching a programme I didn't recognise. He didn't look up when I sat down next to him. He was sat angled away from me. I reached up and cupped his face with my hand, kissing his jaw softly. he turned his face towards me but seemed distracted when I kissed him. I let go of him and sighed. I wasn't mad, I was just disappointed. I was there for him and he barely seemed to realise it.

"what?" jack asked indignantly.

"you. What's up?"

"nothing. Just leave it" I didn't reply. I attempted to cuddle up to him but he didn't even seem to notice. I took his hand and lifted his arm over my head so it was wrapped around me. He didn't even react. After nearly 5 minutes of our awkward embrace, jack coughed, taking his arm from around me to cover his mouth. He didn't put it back around me. I sat up, moving to the other side of the settee. He didn't seem to notice that either. Ok, now I was mad.

What had I done? Silence between me and jack wasnt usually awkward. It was usually a sign of how comfortable we were with each other. This silence was different. It was strange and obvious something was wrong. After about half an hour of jack ignoring me, I'd had enough. I got up and grabbed my bag.

"well..I guess I'll see you tomorrow.."

"what? Where are you going?"

"home. You obviously don't want me here"

"yes I do" he laughed awkwardly.

"well it doesn't feel like it" I said harshly, turning around to leave.

"Alex, wait! I'll drive you home if you really want to go"

"I'd rather walk"

"I don't care. I'm giving you a lift" he said firmly.

"whatever, jack" I said, throwing open the door and leaving. Jack came running after me a few minutes later. He unlocked his car and I got in, shoving my headphones in and blasting simple plan before he could get in the car and try and talk to me. I saw him say something out of the corner of my eye as he started the engine but I didn't bother asking what he'd said. If he wanted to ignore me then I was going to ignore him back. I sat watching out of the window, ignoring him completely until he suddenly flicked me in the ear. I ripped out my headphones.
"what the fuck was that for?!"

"well you were ignoring me and I don't know where I'm going"

"oh yeah" my cheeks reddened.

"so where am I going?"

"the third left and then the second right. I live at number 26" I told him before going back to ignoring him. When we arrived at my house, jack took my hands in his.

"lex" he said softly. I ignored him.

"lex, please. Look at me, listen" he said more sternly. I turned my head to glare at him.

"please don't hurt yourself tonight. I know I've probably pissed you off but if I'm worth self harming over then surely my request that you don't is just as important"


"get over yourself, Jesus fucking Christ, jack"

"alright well..anyway.." jack leant over to me, planning to give me a kiss but I turned my head away and took my hands from in his.

"bye, jack" I said before getting out of the car and slamming the door shut.

I spent my night ignoring jacks calls and not replying to his texts. I didn't want to talk to him. I felt used and dirty. My teacher had jacked me off and then acted as if he didn't even know me. I know he said he was stressed from work but stressed seemed to be an understatement. So many thoughts were flying around my head. Something had happened to him today and I didn't know what.

Notes

I woke up to 35 subscribers so, as promised, I updated specially (I never update in the mornings) with smut :D


although I kinda broke jalex a bit. ALEX IS MAD AT JACK BUT WHAT ON EARTH'S HAPPENED TO MAKE JACK ACT LIKE THAT?!

I feel mysterious *disappears in a cloud of black smoke*


lemme know what ya think ^_^