Breaking Down Walls.
One
Ivy
It’s been a year since my parents passed I’m not the same person I was a year ago. Today I turn 17 I have hardly left house unless Zack has dragged me out, his band, All time low have got a lot bigger and are now doing tours around America, but today everyone is home, I know I should be getting ready to go and see them all but I don't feel like moving.
I feel the guilt wash over me. I never even got to say I love you to my parents. I want them back. I love them.
Twenty minutes pass I finally get up out of my bed and head to the un-suite bathroom attached to my room. We got to keep the house. My auntie and uncle come and stay here when Zack is on tour. I turn the shower on and step in when I'm done I move towards the bedroom with a towel wrapped around me and pick the clothes that I will wear today. I move towards the mirror and stop. I can see the scars all up my arm the fresh ones from last night are left red. I change into my sweater my black jeans and a pair of studded converse that mom and dad got me last year before they left to go to New York.
Today I thought I might make and effort with my hair and face I can hear the guys walking around down stairs. I straighten out my Burgundy hair then apply my make-up not forgetting to add some red lipstick. I take one last look in the mirror before making an exit to the stairs. The house feels empty without them here by now they would be making a big fuss over my birthday they'd give me my presents and sit watching crappy cartoons and then have a big meal where the family would come over and again me receiving presents but I know that this year will be a lot different it will consist of Zack trying to get me out of the house which I will mostly likely decline politely then Zack will make me a deal which he will never keep. Happy birthday Ivy.
Alex
I can hear Ivy walking around upstairs completely forgetting that Jack is trying to talk to me about today.
“Alex are you even listening to me?” Jack shouting at me completely brings me out of my thoughts
“sorry bro what was you saying I didn't hear you.”
“Dude you have to keep listening it's important as you know it's our little Ivy's birthday today, we have to get her out of this house somehow. She hasn't left in 2 months she's going to go crazy soon if she doesn't leave. I was telling Zack that you would come up with something because she trust you and she talks to you about everything so what do you say so you think you can do it?” I looked at Jack this time I listened to him.
“I can't promise anything, but I will try”
We all look up to see Ivy, Jack is the first to get up and hug her which then turns in to a group hug containing all of us.
Ivy
As I walk in to the kitchen I can see Rian, Alex, Jack and Zack. Jack runs up to me to hug me tightly and whispers 'happy birthday little one' I fake a smile. Right now all I want to do is cry this is not how it's supposed to be Mom is supposed to be the one hugging me tightly not Jack. I know I’m being selfish I should be more than happy that they are all trying to make me feel better.
Within two minutes of Jack hugging me I feel more arms around me I look up to see my brother and then another face which belongs to Rian and shortly after Alex runs up and hugs me. I am now stood within a group hug it feels loving and warm but still doesn't feel right all I want is my Mom and dad to walk through the door and tell us it was a sick joke. After the funeral I knew all the hope of that was gone. They're gone. I look at the heap of presents on the kitchen side.
“Go on Ivy they are all from us go have fun” Alex says to me.
I walk up to the kitchen side, the fake smile still attached to my face. I started unwrapping all the presents all the guys decided to put their money together and get me a new wardrobe of clothes they are all awesome and so pretty.
I notice a little box being held out in front of me I look up to see who is handing me it.
“Are we just going to stare at each other or are you going to look what’s inside?”
I quickly look away and take the box from Alex's hand and open it. In the box were two beautiful necklaces one was an anchor with a star attached and the other was just a simple feather but yet still beautiful
“Thank you Alex they're gorgeous”. He opens his arms out for a hug which I happily accept.
“I thought I would get you something a bit more you deserve it little Merrick” Alex whispers in my ear.
It’s been a year since my parents passed I’m not the same person I was a year ago. Today I turn 17 I have hardly left house unless Zack has dragged me out, his band, All time low have got a lot bigger and are now doing tours around America, but today everyone is home, I know I should be getting ready to go and see them all but I don't feel like moving.
I feel the guilt wash over me. I never even got to say I love you to my parents. I want them back. I love them.
Twenty minutes pass I finally get up out of my bed and head to the un-suite bathroom attached to my room. We got to keep the house. My auntie and uncle come and stay here when Zack is on tour. I turn the shower on and step in when I'm done I move towards the bedroom with a towel wrapped around me and pick the clothes that I will wear today. I move towards the mirror and stop. I can see the scars all up my arm the fresh ones from last night are left red. I change into my sweater my black jeans and a pair of studded converse that mom and dad got me last year before they left to go to New York.
Today I thought I might make and effort with my hair and face I can hear the guys walking around down stairs. I straighten out my Burgundy hair then apply my make-up not forgetting to add some red lipstick. I take one last look in the mirror before making an exit to the stairs. The house feels empty without them here by now they would be making a big fuss over my birthday they'd give me my presents and sit watching crappy cartoons and then have a big meal where the family would come over and again me receiving presents but I know that this year will be a lot different it will consist of Zack trying to get me out of the house which I will mostly likely decline politely then Zack will make me a deal which he will never keep. Happy birthday Ivy.
Alex
I can hear Ivy walking around upstairs completely forgetting that Jack is trying to talk to me about today.
“Alex are you even listening to me?” Jack shouting at me completely brings me out of my thoughts
“sorry bro what was you saying I didn't hear you.”
“Dude you have to keep listening it's important as you know it's our little Ivy's birthday today, we have to get her out of this house somehow. She hasn't left in 2 months she's going to go crazy soon if she doesn't leave. I was telling Zack that you would come up with something because she trust you and she talks to you about everything so what do you say so you think you can do it?” I looked at Jack this time I listened to him.
“I can't promise anything, but I will try”
We all look up to see Ivy, Jack is the first to get up and hug her which then turns in to a group hug containing all of us.
Ivy
As I walk in to the kitchen I can see Rian, Alex, Jack and Zack. Jack runs up to me to hug me tightly and whispers 'happy birthday little one' I fake a smile. Right now all I want to do is cry this is not how it's supposed to be Mom is supposed to be the one hugging me tightly not Jack. I know I’m being selfish I should be more than happy that they are all trying to make me feel better.
Within two minutes of Jack hugging me I feel more arms around me I look up to see my brother and then another face which belongs to Rian and shortly after Alex runs up and hugs me. I am now stood within a group hug it feels loving and warm but still doesn't feel right all I want is my Mom and dad to walk through the door and tell us it was a sick joke. After the funeral I knew all the hope of that was gone. They're gone. I look at the heap of presents on the kitchen side.
“Go on Ivy they are all from us go have fun” Alex says to me.
I walk up to the kitchen side, the fake smile still attached to my face. I started unwrapping all the presents all the guys decided to put their money together and get me a new wardrobe of clothes they are all awesome and so pretty.
I notice a little box being held out in front of me I look up to see who is handing me it.
“Are we just going to stare at each other or are you going to look what’s inside?”
I quickly look away and take the box from Alex's hand and open it. In the box were two beautiful necklaces one was an anchor with a star attached and the other was just a simple feather but yet still beautiful
“Thank you Alex they're gorgeous”. He opens his arms out for a hug which I happily accept.
“I thought I would get you something a bit more you deserve it little Merrick” Alex whispers in my ear.
Notes
http://www.polyvore.com/screaming_no_one_is_listening/set?id=68174803So does Alex get her out?
If not what do you think will happen?
Let me know
Ivys oufit
http://www.polyvore.com/screaming_no_one_is_listening/set?id=68174996 Ivys presents
http://www.polyvore.com/screaming_no_one_is_listening/set?id=68174586
More presents
http://www.polyvore.com/screaming_no_one_is_listening/set?id=68174803
-Kay
Hops on black Pegasus of rainbow feels to ride next story
9/6/14