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No Pads… No Helmets… Just Memories!

Seasons Change But People Don't

Title Credit: The Take Over, The Breaks Over - Fall Out Boy


"Would you lighten up it won’t be that bad!" Jack nudged my elbow with the end of his pencil. All throughout French class that week Jack had been trying to get me to tag along to the new arcade up town with Zack and him, and as much as I told him I was still very much grounded from any and all possible fun, the boy refused to listen. It being last period on a Thursday, I was beyond done with his shenanigans.


The fact that Alex had yet to show up to school the remained of the week only heightened my anxiety towards the situation brewing with Tammy even though after the... Incident, she was sure to keep her distance. Though she kept her distance, what was that to stop her from slowly nipping at my brain. The absence of Alex in my few classes with Tammy only made her cocky smirks and cold stares that much harder to ignore, and the urge to not punch her in her stupid little face that much harder to fight.

But above it all Jack had managed to ignore any other issues stirring on the back burners of everyone’s minds. My eyes rolling as they slipped up from the French work sheet we were supposed to be working together on to glare at him, "Jack!" I scolded as he smiled down on me, "I don't want to go!"

"And why not?" He grumbled as I flipped through the book looking for any clue on what the hell we were supposed to be doing.

"I just want to go to bed!" I whined copying down some notes that looked familiar to the corner of the worksheet.

"Well to bad!" Jack smiled a toothy grin as he pulled on the edge of my sheet to sneak a peek. "We need to get you out of this sickie slump you’re in!"

A groan rumbling past my lips as I looked up at the ceiling as if to ask god why I was in this class with Jack, my lower lip quivering to a pleading pout before a pencil was jabbed into my side. Just as I shifted to glare at the skunk haired boy, god answered my prayer by signaling the bell. The two of us pulling to our feet to mindlessly shove the then forgotten work into our bags and sling them over our shoulders. "If I’m in a 'sick slump' why isn’t Alex being forced to go, he’s the one that’s skipping school!"

"Because Alex is a little bitch when he’s sick..." Jack scoffed though we both had our separate doubts on whether the singer in question was even truly ill or not. "Needs his mommy to help tend to his every need till he feels bwetter!" Jack continued with a fake pout as I laughed.

"You know!" I stopped just outside the junior connector and held up a finger to my friend, "maybe I should go help Isobel tend to the lil baby!" I smiled at the idea of avoiding going to an arcade with those two boobs.

"No!" Jack pouted pushing my hand down to my side, "Alex is always the favorite!"

I rolled my eyes as I adjusted the straps of my backpack over my shoulders, "Jack, I don't pick favorites, and if I did it’d be Zack, because HE doesn’t drag me places and just kind of silently sits in the background and breathes most of the time..."

"Please!" Jack scoffed poking my shoulder, "says the girl who knows what the inside of Alex's mouth tastes like!"

"Oh like you don't!" I winked trying to contain the blush I knew was creeping onto my flushed skin as he spoke.

"We don't talk about that!" Jack pointed a finger as I laughed rolling my eyes.

"And I don't do arcades!" I lofted a brow at the guitarist.

"Just like you don't pick favorites!" He taunted poking his tongue out at me before obnoxiously making a kissy face and obscene noises.

"Jack stop!" I laughed lightly pushing on his stomach as he continued.

"Oh Alex!" He groaned in a shrill high pitched voice before doubling over in laughter. My face turned a rosy red as he laughed. My eyes shifting to acknowledge a cold glare from across the hall. No surprise to anyone it was Tammy who passed with a scowl. I was sure even then she hadn't heard the Alex comment, that bitch just had it out for me.

"Jack it’s not funny!" I smiled pushing on his shoulder letting Tammy's glare roll off my shoulder.

"Sure it is!" He chuckled trying to regain a composed hold.

"And for that... I’m not going to the arcade!" I taunted poking my tongue out at the taller boy.

"Oh on the contrary little one, you are!" He smiled as I crossed my arms over my chest, "I told Rian I'd watch you today so he picked up an extra shift!"

"Watch me?" I cocked a brow at Jack as he smiled, "I'm not a little kid, and doesn’t he know I’m the older twin, I don't need to be babysat!"

"Not babysat... Guarded!" Jack rolled as I shot him a questionable look, "he just wants to make sure nothing happens and you don't get either in more trouble or grounded longer is all!"

"So sending me into public with you was his solution?" I laughed shuffling a bit to let the kids flooding for the exits get by.

"No, out with Zack, but I wanted to tag along!" He smiled rocking to his toes.

"Well aren’t you just adorable!" I giggled as I reached up to pinch his cheek before my hand was swatted away.

"I know I know!" Jack smacked as I laughed, "just get the rest of your shit; I’ll go start the car!" He finished reaching for my bag as I let him slip it of my back. I only had one book to grab, and looking back now, it wasn't all that important, no one would have died if I had just gone with Jack and left the book. The world wouldn't have come to an abrupt halt had I not had it. And maybe that day would have turned out differently if I just brushed it off.

Maybe if I hadn't gone to my locker I wouldn't have been in his path. Maybe if I hadn't fumbled with my combination I would have been out of there fast enough. Maybe if I talked to Jack less I would have never been left in that hall alone. And maybe I would have never had to feel that hand grab at my ass.

"Jasey..." His gravelly voice would hum, "haven't seen you in a while!"

"N- Not uhm- not quite a coincidence..." I fumbled keeping my eyes trained on the metal rectangle before me as I tried to ignore his motionless hand.

"Why would you avoid me, not when we have so much fun..." Riley cooed giving my butt a squeeze.

"YOU CALL THAT FUN!" I snapped throwing my elbow back to clip his chest, his body stumbling back before quickly regaining focus. His blue eyes shifting to lock on mine. His face grew hard and ridged.

"The fuck did you just say?" He hissed taking hold of my wrist causing my book to litter the floor, my body being crushed against the lockers. My torso squirming under his grip as his gaze grew closer and closer. My legs kicking uselessly as I was suspended above the ground.

"Put me down!" I gritted through clenched teeth as I kicked.

"But Jasey why?" He cooed with a twisted smile, "Why would I do that when we can have some more fun!" His free hand moving to cup my jaw as I winced when he ran a thumb over the small slit in my lip. "You’re healing so nicely, I'd hate to ruin that!" He hummed as his grip on my wrist tightened, a light gasp passing my lips as the pain pinched down my arm. "Oh darling..." He sung, "you gasp now, but I’ll make you gasp for a whole other reason soon enough, with no Alex to ruin our fun-"

"STOP!" I called out though the plea just bounced off the empty hall of lockers, not a classroom door within over one thousand feet. I was totally and utterly trapped.

"Why, we have unfinished business to attend to..." He tightened his grip as his eyes slid shut. A sickening smile falling on his face as he listened to me gasp and my breath quicken in fear. "I can't wait to see the things I will do to you, the things I can get you to say, the bruises I could leave... Mhmmm...." He hummed as my stomach churned. His eyes snapped open to mine as a thick smirk pulled at his lips. His cold slimy lips that were then pressed to mine. His hand giving my jaw a squeeze causing it to pop open and allowing him to invade the area as much as I fought. Everything about him felt so wrong from the start. There was nothing about him I would ever enjoy. I continued to squirm and kick as I remembered what it felt like to kiss someone that felt right, or just anyone else but him. My mind wandering to past encounters. My body pinning for a familiar taste, one that felt safe, and right, one that wasn't Riley.

With one last attempt I bent my knee and cracked it against Riley. The larger boy pulling away as I slumped to the ground. My body collapsing in a heap on the floor as Riley swore and hissed. Quickly, I pulled myself off the floor. My hands reaching for my book as I slammed my locker shut and bolted for the hall.

I paid no attention to the scolding words of the school's staff as I sprinted for the main exit. I paid no attention to the tears streaming down my face, or the cold wind as it whipped around me. I paid no attention to how my lungs begged for air when I pulled the door of Jack's shit box of a car open and pulled out my bag of the passenger seat, his concerned look filling his face as he watched me.

"WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED IN THERE?" He asked, his curious brown eyes scanning my face for any sign of what could have happened.

"Nothing, I’m fine." I snapped coldly looking at the boy, "I'm walking home, I need to clear my head." And with that I slammed the tan door and let the metal rattle behind me as I ran for the sidewalks. Jack would watch as my back retreated from his heated vehicle and into the winter cold with nothing but a hoodie and jeans draped over my body. His hands moving to reach for his phone and do all he could think of. Jack would let out a breath as he pressed the device to his ear. The boy sitting in silence as the phone rang before it clicked and the second person picked up.

"Hey Jacky, what’s up man?" The voice would chine as Jack let out a breath, not entirely sure on what do to.


"Alex," the singers friend sighed as he looked where i had just run off to, "its Jasey..."

Notes

SO SO SORRY I WAS M.I.A!

i was in Myrtle Beach for a cheer comp all weekend and got back today!

and sorry if this update sucks.. im a little out of it right now. i got more sleep on the plane then i did the hotel so that worked out SOOOO WELL!

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YOU WANT to see happen... and i just might make it happen! :)

-Sarah

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