Me Without You

Ever since the day Alex had ditched his tour I knew this was the man that I would marry. It had been a year now since that day and Alex and I were getting ready to celebrate our one year anniversary.

Over the past year I had gone on many tours with them, I also had the opportunity to meet fans. Most of them loved me but I had came across a few who weren't to find of me. You learn to laugh off that sort of stuff.

Alex had also not wanted me to be so far from him, I argued that I was only in Pennsylvania but he insisted that I were to move in with him. Everything had been going smoothly until one day some crazed girl came up to me claiming Alex had cheated on me with her. At first I doubted this but she seemed so sincere and honest, I learned to believe it. See that's the thing with listening to lies, you start to tell myself that they're true. Alex and I had a long talk and after it diminished any doubt I had. I knew he hadn't cheated on me.

My modeling career had also taken off in the process, everyone wanted me to model for them. Currently, I was packing to head over to Fashion Week in New York. The day before the boys headed out on a short tour in Europe and by the time I was coming back they would be home.

I hopped into my car, driving to the airport I was a little behind schedule. When I pulled up everyone started to assist me making this whole traveling thing so much easier for me.

I passed through security and found the gate my plane was going to depart from. I decided it would be a good time to call Alex and see what he was up to.

The he phone rang four times until he picked it up.

"hello?" He croaked, he sounded tired and groggy.

"Hey sorry babe, did I wake you?" I felt bad for waking him up, I had forgotten about the time difference.

"No no it's okay! What's up?" He asked me

"just wanted to say that I'm about to head to New York and that I will be home the day after you" I could tell he was drifting off and I didn't want to keep him up.

"Goodnight, Alex" I said into the phone, I gently hung up and got out my ticket as they said it was time to board the plane.

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in New York I met with my agent and she filled me in on what I was to be doing for the rest of the week.

"Runway everyday and then interviews every other. We have a big client looking at you for future use so please do your best." She gave me a weary smile, obviously she was worried. This was going to be a long week.

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*alexs POV*

the sun shined in through the window illuminating my face and waking me up. I tried to think of the events that went down last night but I was drawing a blank. I turned over to my other side and saw someone else laying in my bed. It was a girl. Shit.

"Goodmorning" she smiled slowly opening her eyes, what was I going to say?

"Who are you?" I asked my voice shaking. She gently slid her hand up and down my arm as a sour look crossed her face.

"You don't remember?" She asked

"I'm not just asking for no reason" I laughed nervously, a feeling of guilt washed over me. Shit shit shit.

"You came up to me in the bar last night and said you wanted some entertainment, so that's what I gave you" she winked rolling out of the bed and putting some clothes on.

"Please leave" I pointed to the door and turned my voice to a harsh tone.

she came in to kiss me before she left but my body went rigid and I pushed her away.

"What no goodbye kiss?" She looked hurt

"no now please go"

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*1 week later*

i was finally heading home from fashion week and boy was I exhausted. Up and down the runway, reporters asking me the same questions, hell the clothes were to tight and the shoes to small. I found out the big company that wanted to hire me was Chanel! To turn that opportunity down someone would have to be stupid.

As as I thought of stupid I thought of Jack and how he always acted like a jackass. Get it because his name is jack, anyway after that my mind wandered to Alex. He has been home a day and hasn't even bothered to call me.

I couldnt bother to think about it right now because I need to find my plane. Finding it just in time for boarding I looked back at the New York airport and how Alex and I started dating in New York. So I guess it has been a year from today that we reconnected I guess. Kind of.

After a two hour flight we landed safely in Baltimore. I made my way outside a found my car in the parking lot. I shoved my bags into the back, concern filled me Because Alex has yet to call. I texted him and called him numerous times but I got no answer. It was especially weird because today was our one year anniversary.

These thoughts plagued My mind as I pulled up the driveway to a dark home. This was just odd. Had they gotten stuck in Europe? No he would have told me so. Unless he didn't?

I unlocked the the front door; the lights flickered on and the boys jumped out from behind furniture. A banner hung from the ceiling with the words "welcome home"

"we heard all about your big Chanel break!" Rian exclaimsd

"and how was that" I asked, raising an eyebrow

"very good stalking or your agent" jack admittes

all the boys were here except for one.

"Where's Alex?"I scanned the room for any sign of his prescense.

"I'm right here" he stepped out from a room in the hallway. He was wearing a suit and this goofy smile, a bouquet of roses in his hand.

"Welcome home babe, I love you" he said kissing me and handing me the flowers.

"I have a small question for you" Alex said

"it's not penis related is it? Because Alex honey we've been over this, size doesn't matter." I joked causing everyone to laugh.

"No" he said getting down on one knee

"would you do me the favor of marrying me?" He pulled out a ring box and inside was a beautiful round diamond with little diamonds on the band.

"Yes" I said tears forming in my eyes as he stood up and we shared a kiss.

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