I don’t wanna be another wave in the ocean
I am a rock, not just another grain of sand
I wanna be the one you run to when you need a shoulder

- Because We Can

Outfit of the chapter
London

Alex stared at her. She was going to do what?
"What?" he finally said.
"As I said… I am going back to London" she said.
"Why?" he asked, and felt his heart dropped. Why would she want to g back to London?
"I’m going back so that I… so that I can sell my mothers house, and… come live here permanently" she said and bit her lip, and glanced up at Alex. He still stared at her and then he understood what she was asking. He relaxed and let out a small sigh of relief. Then to her surprise he leaned over the table and laid his hand over her neck and brought her closer, so he could kiss her. And she kissed him back.
"Okay" he said when they parted.

They got back to the apartment and Max giggled when Alex wrapped his arms around her. She smiled when music suddenly started to play and it was Born To Be My Baby with Bon Jovi. Alex took her hands and started to dance with her, and sang together with Jon.
”You were born to be my baby and baby, I was made to be your man. We got something to believe in even if we don’t know where we stand. Only God would know the reasons, but I bet he must have had a plan. Cause you were born to be my baby and baby, I was made to be your man” they both sang loud when the chorus came. Then they laughed and Alex crashed his lips onto hers, and she wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him back. Words was not needed to express what they felt right now. His hands searched their way down and gently squeezed her bum, and continued down just a little bit more and she jumped up and wrapped her legs around his waist. He looked into her eyes and his whole body felt the urge to just rip her clothes off. She felt a bit scared, since it had been quite some time since she had sex. She didn’t want to disappoint him with her inexperience. But she also wanted to see his body, touch his skin and see for real what was hiding under his red t-shirt, and the dark jeans hood he had on.

He felt that she got nervous so he carried her over to the bed, where he dropped her down and crawled up and hovered over her. He looked into her eyes and he had a warm smile on his lips.
"I’m not going to do something if you don’t want me to" he said and brushed away some hair from her face.
"I want to" she whispered and felt how her whole body tingled. Feeling a small crave for him. For more.
"Okay" he whispered and softly kissed her again, causing them both to shiver. In the background a new song started to play. Thin Line with Macklemore. Max giggled a little and Alex smiled, and he took off his hood. Fingers moved through his hair and he bit his lip a little, before he leaned in and kissed her again. More desperate this time, and she answered with just the same desperation. A dance for dominance between tongues. Their breaths burned against the skin. His against her neck, and her against his shoulder. She tugged a little on his red tee and he shot her a small grin before they pulled it over his head, together in one motion. She looked at his chest and traced her fingers over his collarbones. He smiled and shivered a little, and tugged on her tee as well. She giggled and removed it and he looked a little bit impressed, and shot her a grin.
"What?" she said and blushed a little.
"They are bigger than you think they are" he chuckled and pressed his face into her chest, and kissed her all over. She blushed and felt embarrassed, and he chuckled again. He kissed her all over, leaving burning marks all over her body. But this was not burning marks of pain, this was love and sensation. The eager between two people who just had started to really love each other. That finally tok that final step and gave everything to each other. Alex moved his hands down her sides and over her hips, and looked up to see if it was okay. When she smiled he slowly pulled her pants down and kissed her belly. She shivered and let out a small giggle, causing him to smile against her skin. He wanted to tell her how much he cared, how much she meant. Right in this moment he wanted to tell her how much he liked her. But no words was needed. She already knew it. She felt it with his touch. Like feathers against her skin. The electricity between them and the heat in the kisses he left on her body. He didn’t need to say anything, nothing at all. And soon they were both completely naked. Exposed to each other. He reached for a condom by the night stand, and he ripped it open.

He looked into her eyes once again and lined himself up, he interlocked his fingers with hers and slowly pushed himself inside. She gasped a little and he stopped, waiting to see pain but he didn’t. He only saw a little bit of surprise and pleasure.
"Alex, it’s okay" she said with a giggle and kissed him.
"I’m not hurting you?" he whispered. She shook her head and kissed him again, and he kissed her back. Pushing himself inside completely. Slowly he started to move, to let her adjust and he shivered a little. It had been some time since he got some, and it had been even longer for her. He thrusted in faster when he felt that it was okay to do so, and he smiled when he heard her moan out. It was the cutest he had heard, and just the thought of knowing that she felt good, that she liked this made him happy. He didn’t care about himself. tonight was all about her. Showing her that he meant everything he told her, and showed her. But he was a bit surprised when she pushed him over and straddled him. He had to bit his lip to not go crazy, and she shot him a small grin.

He held his hands over her hips as she moved them, and he was surprised by her movements. Gentle and soft, yet filled with confidence and it turned him on even more. He bit his lip and smiled, and looked at her body. He liked everything about it. Even the glances of the scar on her back. It made her into the person she was. Then he flipped her over again and he thrusted in hard and fast for a few seconds, causing her to gasp again. But she trembled and let out a cry, and her fingers pressed themselves into her arms. Just a second later he felt her walls clench around him and it drove him over the edge. He released with a groan and bit his lip again, almost puncturing the skin. He moved his hands over her hips and slowly rode out their highs. He looked into her eyes and they both panted a little, and then he pulled out. She pulled her fingers through her hair and smiled, and it caused him to smile as well.

After taking a quick piss and put on a pair of new boxer briefs he made his way out to the bed again. Only to find her sleeping. She was in a pair of black hipsters, no bra and she hugged the duvet. Without really covering up anything of her body. It was just like a bigger version of a baby blanket, and Alex chuckled. He made his way over to the bed, kissed her cheek and forehead and crawled in under the duvet. He placed it over her and looked at her. Taking in her sleeping features he never really looked at before. She wasn’t snoring but she made small sounds, like she was about to talk but never do. He chuckled and placed a soft kiss on her lips, and then he stretched out on the bed and looked up in the ceiling. He had missed this feeling. The feeling of knowing you had someone next to you. Of having someone. He turned to his side again and looked at her one last time, before he moved closer, gently laid his arm over her waist and moved her a bit closer. This was exactly what he had wanted to do for a long time, and now he finally did it. He kissed her one last time on her temple, before he closed his eyes and yawned.
"goodnight" she whispered and moved a little bit closer to him.

The morning after they woke up to the sound of someone chuckling. Max opened her eyes and saw Jack staring at them. Alex opened his as well and protectively he pulled Max closer.
"So you two finally took the next step" he teased and shot them a grin.
"How did you come in?" Alex asked.
"You forgot to lock the door" Jack said and shook his head.
"I need to get up" Max yawned.
"Shit, I forgot… When does your plane leave?" Alex asked.
"Not until tonight, but I still need to pack a few things" she said.
"You’re leaving?" Jack asked, a bit surprised.

Alex drove her to the airport, kissed her goodbye and told her to call him when she had landed. She smiled and kissed him back, and promised she would.

The flight to London didn’t take long and when she was over London she took a picture, to post on instagram later on. She thought it felt weird to be back. It had been ages, it felt like, and she wondered if Bella wanted to meet her. Or was she still mad?

She posted the picture on Instagram with the text “I’m back in London for a while”, and then she called Alex. It didn’t take long before he answered and he was glad she had made it. She laughed a little and smiled. She was back at the house and she unlocked the door. Alex told her that he was heading out with the boys, and she told him to have a good time.
“Max?” Someone said behind her and she turned around, and to her surprise Bella stood there.

Notes

Just want to know what you guys think so far?