Long Distance Calls
Sixteen
In forty-eight hours, Alex was going to leave for tour, and I was dreading every part of it. I didn't want to see him go. I didn't want to say goodbye. I know he promised that he's not going to leave me alone and that he would call, text, and Skype me every moment he got, but none of that was the same as him being here.
"I know something's on your mind, Abs," Alex spoke up as he packed up his bags. I was over his and Rian's place, sitting on his bed as he packed. My mind was swimming with doubts that he'd have a hook up on tour and forget all about me.
"I'm fine," I lied.
"Liar," Alex smirked as he walked over to sit behind me, pulling me into his arms to hold me against his chest, "I know you're worried about how tour is going to affect what we have."
"We've been dating only for a short period. I highly doubt what we have has the ability to stick once you go out on tour," I confessed, "I know there are going to be girls that have more to offer than I do."
"Abbey, no other girl in the world has made me work harder than you have," he interrupted me, "Abs, when I met you, you made me see I was an asshole to girls when I got drunk. But when we hit it off at that dinner party, everything changed. You are my girlfriend and you are the only girl that will hold my attention and my heart. You should only worry about what outfit you'll wear when I come into town again, your studies at school, and what we'll do the first thing I get off tour."
"Maybe you're right," I sighed as I felt him tighten his embrace around me.
"Of course I am," he smiled. Alex released me and I turned around to face him, letting my eyes lock with his warm chocolate brown eyes.
I captured his lips with mine and wrapped my arms around his neck. Alex responded by kissing me back, his lips moving in sync with mine as his hands took hold of my hips. I slid my hands down to the hem of his shirt, tugging at it before he got the idea I wanted more out of him than a simple kiss. He broke his lips away from mine and I took his shirt off, and he did the same with mine.
"Are you sure you want this," Alex asked, "I don't want to do this and leave you to your anxiety, Abs."
"I want this," I replied as I unbuckled his belt, "I want you, Alex."
He replied with kissing me again, his tongue making its way into my mouth and exploring every inch of it. I moaned into the kiss as I got the jeans unbuttoned and unzipped. I pushed his jeans down to reveal his boxers and he helped me get them off the rest of the way before taking my shorts off. Alex flipped us around so I was laying on his bed with my head on a pillow.
Alex's calloused fingers inched up my back and found the clasp of my bra, releasing it and tearing it from my chest to reveal my naked chest. Alex smiled and capture one of my breasts in his mouth while his left hand played with the other one. I grabbed at his hair as I moaned out in pleasure at what his tongue, teeth, and lips were doing to me, making him moan a little too. I reached around Alex and tugged at the waistband of his boxer briefs, trying to take them off without throwing off Alex's work on my chest.
Once I had his boxers off, Alex pulled back from me and went into his night stand and grabbed a condom. He slipped it onto his erection, all the while I was thankful he thought of that. I know I was not ready to have a baby and I know mine and Alex's relationship was too young for that responsibility. With his condom on, Alex carefully removed my panties and positioned himself between my legs. He inserted his middle finger into me, making me arch my back at his touch. Alex pumped his finger into me for a bit, before he finally removed his finger and he lined up with my sex and slow entered me. I bit my lip and moaned in the slight pain I was feeling. I forgot to mention I was a virgin, believe it or not.
"Am I hurting you," he asked as he leaned over me, "I can stop if I am."
"Please," I whimpered, "Keep going. I'll never get used to this if we stop."
"Okay," he replied, "Bite into my shoulder if it gets too painful for you."
I wrapped my arms around his shoulders as he lowered himself so I could reach up and bite him if I needed to. He slid in further and I yelped in pain. I bit down into his shoulder as he kept going. Soon he backed out before slowly going back in. I moaned into his shoulder as I held on with my teeth, my nails were digging into his back.
"You feel so right, Abs," Alex said huskily, meaning he was enjoying himself.
Before long, the pain turned into pleasure and I found my release with Alex as he climaxed into his condom. He stayed in me for a moment, smiling warmly at me as he brushed some of my hair out of my face.
"I love you Abs," he whispered, "I'll miss you while I'm gone, but it'll making come home so much better."
"I love you too, Alex," I replied. Alex pulled out and disposed of the condom. He pulled his covers over us and pulled to his body. We soon fell asleep and I was at peace with my anxiety for once, all thanks to Alex and him just loving me so much and just being here with me for his last few hours he had left in Baltimore.
"I know something's on your mind, Abs," Alex spoke up as he packed up his bags. I was over his and Rian's place, sitting on his bed as he packed. My mind was swimming with doubts that he'd have a hook up on tour and forget all about me.
"I'm fine," I lied.
"Liar," Alex smirked as he walked over to sit behind me, pulling me into his arms to hold me against his chest, "I know you're worried about how tour is going to affect what we have."
"We've been dating only for a short period. I highly doubt what we have has the ability to stick once you go out on tour," I confessed, "I know there are going to be girls that have more to offer than I do."
"Abbey, no other girl in the world has made me work harder than you have," he interrupted me, "Abs, when I met you, you made me see I was an asshole to girls when I got drunk. But when we hit it off at that dinner party, everything changed. You are my girlfriend and you are the only girl that will hold my attention and my heart. You should only worry about what outfit you'll wear when I come into town again, your studies at school, and what we'll do the first thing I get off tour."
"Maybe you're right," I sighed as I felt him tighten his embrace around me.
"Of course I am," he smiled. Alex released me and I turned around to face him, letting my eyes lock with his warm chocolate brown eyes.
I captured his lips with mine and wrapped my arms around his neck. Alex responded by kissing me back, his lips moving in sync with mine as his hands took hold of my hips. I slid my hands down to the hem of his shirt, tugging at it before he got the idea I wanted more out of him than a simple kiss. He broke his lips away from mine and I took his shirt off, and he did the same with mine.
"Are you sure you want this," Alex asked, "I don't want to do this and leave you to your anxiety, Abs."
"I want this," I replied as I unbuckled his belt, "I want you, Alex."
He replied with kissing me again, his tongue making its way into my mouth and exploring every inch of it. I moaned into the kiss as I got the jeans unbuttoned and unzipped. I pushed his jeans down to reveal his boxers and he helped me get them off the rest of the way before taking my shorts off. Alex flipped us around so I was laying on his bed with my head on a pillow.
Alex's calloused fingers inched up my back and found the clasp of my bra, releasing it and tearing it from my chest to reveal my naked chest. Alex smiled and capture one of my breasts in his mouth while his left hand played with the other one. I grabbed at his hair as I moaned out in pleasure at what his tongue, teeth, and lips were doing to me, making him moan a little too. I reached around Alex and tugged at the waistband of his boxer briefs, trying to take them off without throwing off Alex's work on my chest.
Once I had his boxers off, Alex pulled back from me and went into his night stand and grabbed a condom. He slipped it onto his erection, all the while I was thankful he thought of that. I know I was not ready to have a baby and I know mine and Alex's relationship was too young for that responsibility. With his condom on, Alex carefully removed my panties and positioned himself between my legs. He inserted his middle finger into me, making me arch my back at his touch. Alex pumped his finger into me for a bit, before he finally removed his finger and he lined up with my sex and slow entered me. I bit my lip and moaned in the slight pain I was feeling. I forgot to mention I was a virgin, believe it or not.
"Am I hurting you," he asked as he leaned over me, "I can stop if I am."
"Please," I whimpered, "Keep going. I'll never get used to this if we stop."
"Okay," he replied, "Bite into my shoulder if it gets too painful for you."
I wrapped my arms around his shoulders as he lowered himself so I could reach up and bite him if I needed to. He slid in further and I yelped in pain. I bit down into his shoulder as he kept going. Soon he backed out before slowly going back in. I moaned into his shoulder as I held on with my teeth, my nails were digging into his back.
"You feel so right, Abs," Alex said huskily, meaning he was enjoying himself.
Before long, the pain turned into pleasure and I found my release with Alex as he climaxed into his condom. He stayed in me for a moment, smiling warmly at me as he brushed some of my hair out of my face.
"I love you Abs," he whispered, "I'll miss you while I'm gone, but it'll making come home so much better."
"I love you too, Alex," I replied. Alex pulled out and disposed of the condom. He pulled his covers over us and pulled to his body. We soon fell asleep and I was at peace with my anxiety for once, all thanks to Alex and him just loving me so much and just being here with me for his last few hours he had left in Baltimore.
