Alex POV:

"We need to talk." I'd never heard that sound in her voice before. I couldn't tell what it was.. fear? She sounded very serious and I sat down on the other chair. "What's wrong?" I asked her. She looked down at her hands. I stroked her cheek and tilted her head so she had to look at me. "Ash, what is it?" I whispered. I didn't know what to expect and I was getting pretty scared of whatever it was that she had to tell me. A tear rolled down her cheek, but she wiped it away quickly. Well, now I was getting worried. "Please tell me what's wrong, baby." I begged her. She swallowed and finally started to speak again. "Alex, I-I'm.." She started sobbing softly, not being able to finish her sentence. I pulled her into a tight hug and rubbed her back softly to calm her down. "Sshhh, whatever it is, it's going to be alright, Ashley. It's going to be alright. Just let me help, tell me what's on your mind." I had never seen her like this before and it broke my heart, seeing my girl like this. She let go of me, wiped her tears away once again and looked me in the eyes. "Alex, I'm pregnant." I don't know what the expression on my face was at that very moment. I don't even know what my feelings were. It took me a couple of minutes before I could say something. "Are you sure?" She slightly nodded and I saw new tears filling her beautiful but sad eyes. I hadn't planned this and I'd always told everyone that I wasn't ready for kids yet. But now I didn't have a choice anymore, I had to be ready for a kid. Because it was coming, and there was nothing I could do about it. Sure, abortion, but I didn't want that. There was a child growing inside the person I love most, my child, and now I had to take my responsibility. "Are you mad?" she asked suddenly, sobbing. I pulled her onto my lap and hugged her. "Of course not, baby. Of course not. How can I be mad at you? It's not even your fault." I let her cry on my shoulder for a while, untill she calmed down a bit. "What are we going to do?" She asked me. "Listen Ashley. I don't know what you want to do, but I want to keep this baby. This is not how I planned it and I may not be ready to be a parent yet, but I still have a couple of months to prepare myself, right? I love you, Ashley. You're not alone in this, we're doing this together, okay?" I took her hand in mine and she smiled a little bit. "Do you really want this, Alex?" "Only if you want this, too." I answered. "Yes, I want to keep the baby." she said and hugged me. "I love you, Ashley." I said softly. "I love you too, Alex." she whispered in my ear.

"We should let our friends know, don't you think?" I smiled when she kissed me. "Maybe we can invite them tomorrow night, since my birthday party was a disaster anyways." She suggested. "Sounds like a plan." I kissed her passionately and then remembered that I hadn't given her birthday present yet. "About that birthday party, I still have a present for you." I mumbled against her lips. "Well, when can I open it?" she smiled. "Hm, tonight. I want to do something else first." I kissed her deeply, her smiling lips pressed against mine. She took off my shirt and I stood up from my chair, lifting her up. She wrapped her legs around my waist and I carried her upstairs like that. Our lips didn't let go of each other for a second and when I entered the bedroom, I laid her down on the bed. She took off my pants and I took off her clothes as well. Soon, we were both naked and breathing heavily. She pulled me down on the bed and ended the kiss, only to take my dick in her mouth. She licked it all the way from my balls to my tip and I let out a moan. Damn, she was good at this. She sucked gently and used her hand for my lower half. I tried to keep her hair out of her face while she was doing her thing. After a while I decided it was my turn, so I flipped her over so I was on top of her again. I kissed her breasts and made my way down. But first I stopped by her flat stomach that won't be that flat anymore in a couple of months. I planted soft kisses on it and she giggled, running her hand through her hair. I looked up at her, smiling and then made my way to her entrance. I sucked my fingers and started rubbing her clit. She moaned softly and I picked up speed. "Oh, fuck, Lex." I sucked my fingers again and put in one finger, causing her to grip the sheets. "Hmm, Alex.." I put in another finger and started pumping gently. Finger three followed soon after and I started pumping more quickly. She moaned louder and her hand reached for her clit. "Oh god, Alex.. Fuck me." she moaned. "It's not like we have to worry about a condom now." I grinned and she laughed. I kissed her softly as I inserted myself. I started thrusting slowly, but began to gain speed quickly. She dug her nails in my back and moaned softly. We both started to get sloppy after a while. "Alex, I think-" "Oh Ashley!" I moaned before falling next to her on the bed. She curled up into my chest and I stroked her hair. "You're amazing." I said. "You are amazing, Mr. Gaskarth." she smiled and kissed my cheek.

Notes

Finally I can update another chapter!
I was at the beach with my family this weekend and there was no fucking internet.
And all that when the new ATL songs just came out and I fucking missed them so much.
Listening to it now on repeat of course.
The good thing about this trip: I have a lot of new ideas for this story :)
& don't forget: if you have some cool ideas, let me know!

OH AND: what's your favorite new song? :D I think I have to go with "Oh Calamity" and the acoustic songs god I'm dying ljglkjeljgqlks