"I like big butts and I can not lie!" My phone yelled at me. I searched around my bunk for my phone. I came across it and tried to unlock it with out looking at it. I got it unlocked and pushed it to my ear.

Me: Hello?
Chris: Hey babe! Where are you, I'm in need of... you. You know and I need you bad.
Me: Chris, I'm not in town. I'm no where near you.
Chris: Where did you go? And why did you leave me with no notice?
Me: Chris, I left with my brother and the guys remember? And you're so drunk. You need to go home and get some rest.
Chris: But Izzy... I'm horny and it wouldn't be an issue if you'd just come see me.
Me: I can't Chris and don't do anything you'll regret, go home. Go to bed, you'll thank me later.
Chris: What would I do without you? You're like my hot guardian fuck angel.
Me: Yeah, now are you gonna go home and to bed?
Chris: Yes, love.
Me: Call me tomorrow, to let me know you got home safely.
Chris: I can do that. I'll talk to you tomorrow, babe. Love you.
Me: Love you, too.

I hung up and threw my phone to the bottom of my bunk. I went to roll over and realized their were arms wrapped around my waist, and I was leaned on a chest. I pulled up fast. "Don't freak out, It's me." Jack said in a sexy, groggy voice. "Oh my god, you heard that whole conversation..." I said mortified. "Yeah, Paige Elizabeth Flyzik... you're a booty call. I never thought I'd hear those words." "Well, I am hot as you heard and not only am I booty calls, I have booty calls." I leaned my head back on Jack's chest. "I can't help it if people find me attractive and a good fuck."

I went to move my right leg but realized it was tangled in his. I moved it past his crotch. "Jack, seriously?! A boner?!" I said and sat up. "It's a natural reaction, and I'm not ashamed as much as I should be." "Why should you be ashamed?" I asked completely serious. "Cause your Matt's little sister and here I am sleeping with you in your bunk, I have no shirt on and you're in your underwear and we're talking about sex. But not just sex casual sex." I looked down and sure enough I had no shorts on. "What happened to my shorts?" "You looked hot so I took them off..."He said in a low voice.

"Well we're already clothes down and a boner high, we could have some fun." I suggested moving my eye brows suggestively. I poked my head out of the bunk and looked around everyone was sleeping. I climbed over Jack and out of the bunk, but pulled him with me. We made it to the front lounge. "We need alcohol." I said and pulled out a bottle of Jack. I stood up and tilted the bottle towards him, he didn't open it like I wanted but was staring off. Then it came to mind I just bent over in front of him and I happen to be wearing my black thong.

I twisted the top off and took a sip. I passed it to Jack and he took a sip. "Paige, I'll drink with you but there's no way I can have sex with you." He said taking another sip. I pulled the bottle from his hands. "And why not?" I asked taking two large gulps. "Cause like I said earlier, you're Matt's little sister-" "What does that have to do with anything?!" I asked a little offended. "Cause he made us swear that you would remain off limits." "Since when does the Jack Barakat listen to rules?" I asked taking another gulp of jack. I took a step towards him and ran my right hand down his chest and curled my fingers into the belt loops on the front and pulled his body towards mine.

"I'm old enough to make my own decisions Jack, and so are you plus Fuck Matt. I do what I want." I said. I could see the struggle of what to do apparent on Jack's face. I knew the alcohol was now hitting me cause I could feel the burn in my cheeks. I leaned closer after I still got no answer from Jack. I leaned to his ear. "Come on Jacky, no one has to know..." I said biting on the shell of his ear. His hand took the bottle from mine and I was about to say 'Hey' when Jack pushed his lips to mine with force.

His tongue immediately gained access to my mouth. One of his hands was placed at the small of my back, which was still bare from my crop top. "I'm Jack Barakat and I do what I want." "So we're gonna do what we want together." I said back against his lips. He nodded and I ran my nails down his chest, he let a moan out in my mouth and I smirked. I pushed my hand against his crotch earning yet another moan. I pulled away and sat Jack down on the couch. I came over and straddled his hips.

His hands went to my hips and mine went to his neck. I crashed our lips together. Our tongues fought for dominance. I let him win. I ground my hips into his and he released a growl into my mouth. I bit his bottom lip and pulled away. I grabbed the bottom of my top and pulled it over my head, letting it fall to the floor. Jack's lips found their way to my neck and started to bite. "Jack, no evidence." I said breathlessly. He let go and rolled us over so I was underneath. I ran my finger through his hair as he came back down connecting our lips.

I arched my back and his hands slid under and unclipped my bra. He flung it to the floor. One hand fumbled with my right nipple as his mouth wrapped around the other. I raked my hands down his chest and to the front of his pants. I undid the button and pushed his pants off. He let light kisses lead their way back up to my mouth. I wanted this to get on and we were both only left with underwear on. I palmed him through his boxers and he moaned into my mouth. He squeezed my breasts and I let out a moan into his mouth.

I let my fingers curl into the waist band of his boxers and he took the hint and ripped my underwear off. I yanked his boxers off and with out any warning Jack slammed into me. I let out a gasp but closed my mouth. Jack started to thrust fast and I wrapped my arms around his neck. I let out a moan and Jack pushed his lips against mine to shut me up. I released countless moans into the make out we had going on. His hands found their way to my hips only making his thrusts harder.

"Fuck." Jack said breathlessly. He gripped at my hips using a death grip. I smirked and kissed down his jaw. But then he hit my spot and I spoke through clenched teeth into his ear. "Fuck fuck fuck. Jack do that again." I begged. He did it against and I could feel that knot forming in my stomach. "Fuck, I'm close." Jack said quickly. I nodded. I bit down on his shoulder as I came unglued. I was trying to muffle my moans. Jack was close and I could feel it, his thrusts got sloppy. He pulled out I'm sure all intentions of just going on my stomach.

I leaned up quick and took him in my mouth, all the way letting my nose hit skin. I swirled my tongue the best I could seeing as he was completely in my mouth. He grabbed the back of my head and pushed me further. I had no gag reflex so it wasn't an issue. He gripped my hair and came in my mouth. I swallowed and he pulled away. We both collapsed on the couch, bot not saying a word. I gained my breathing back and stood up, I was a little wobbly.

I picked up my clothes and walked back to the back lounge. I opened my suit case and threw my clothes in it and retrieved new ones. I pulled on my new underwear and two arms snaked around my waist. "That was amazing by the way." He said into my ear. "Well, I'm glad you enjoyed it, I did too." I said and pulled on my shirt. He let go and I pulled on some jogging pants. I turned to him. "Care to join me in my bunk again?" I asked. "Sure, I don't see why not." He said picking me up bridal style.

He pushed me into my bunk and laid down next to me. I snuggled into his side. He had his boxers back on. I checked the time on my phone really fast. It was only ten til four so we had a couple hours before we needed to be up. Jack and I fell asleep quickly.

I woke up to an empty bunk. I peeked out and heard voices, which meant I was the last up. I crawled out and walked to the back lounge. I felt awesome, I stretched and pulled out some clothes. A button up and some shorts, I pulled on some socks and my black converse. I ruffled my hair and walked into the front lounge. "Well, look who's awake." Alex said. "Haha, like you've never slept in before." I said back walking into the kitchen area. I opened the fridge and pulled out a water. Before I turned back around I felt someone grab my butt.

I turned around to see Jack smirking and sitting next to Alex with a poptart in his hand. I smiled and leaned across our little breakfast bar. "What are we doing on this glorious day off?" I asked taking a sip of my drink. "We're thinking about going to the beach." Rian said. "Really?! The beach?!" I asked all excited. "Yeah, I'm gonna take that as a yeah I wanna go." Matt said walking back onto the bus. I walked over to Jack and sat on the floor in between his legs. "Duh." I said to Matt.

I started to sing along with my phone. "I like big butts and I can not lie!" I stood up and walked to my bunk but came back to the front lounge.

Chris: Hello, lover.
Me: Good morning, sweet heart. *All heads shot up to me but Jack was the only one with a non-confused look*
Chris: Letting you know I got home last night, safely. But you owe me next time you're in town.
Me: You can't just schedule things like that in advance.
Chris: Sure you can plus you always have room for the Chris-inator.
Me: Alright, "Chris-inator" Consider yourself penciled in.
Chris: I'll talk to you later babe. Love you.
Me: Love you, too darling. Talk to you later.

I hung up and walked over and sat next to Jack. "How long til the beach?" I asked. "Wait, who was that?" Rian asked. "Chris. Just a friend of mine I met at a party, we're cool. He comes hangs out for days at a time and I go over and hang out with him for days at a time." "That answer was very vague... is he older?" Matt asked. "Yeah, but it's cool. We met at a party. When's the beach?" I asked excitedly. "We just have to get ready for it." Jack said interrupting whatever words were gonna leave Matt's mouth.

I jumped up and ran to the back. I pulled off my clothes and pulled on my bikini. I slipped back on my clothes and my flip flops. I ran back into the front. "Are you guys not gonna get dressed?" I asked. "We were already dressed before you woke up." Alex said. "Oh, well can we go?" I asked jumping a little. "Yeah, come on." Jack said standing up. We grabbed whatever stuff we thought we would need and walked off the bus. We made it a little down the side walk. I had my sunglasses on.

I stopped by a Brusters and got an ice cream. "What kind is that?" Alex asked. "Choclate chip cookie dough. Want a bite?" I asked holding out my spoon. He took the bite off the spoon and walked up to the counter getting his own. I felt a head lean on my shoulder. "What kind did you get?" I asked Jack. "Cheese cake." I turned and took my spoon and stole a bite. "Hey." He said. I rolled my eyes and held out my ice cream. He took a spoon full and we walked outside. We continued down the side walk just the three of us cause the guys left for the beach already.

"I fucking love ice cream!" I said and threw my bowl away. The two laughed at me. "What? Don't judge you like it just as much as me." I said walking onto the beach. I closed my eyes and felt the sun. I was picked up. "Oh my god! Put me the fuck down!" I yelled. "Alright!" Zack yelled back. He set me down and I hit his chest. "At least let me take off my clothes before you throw me in." I said. "Ok, I can wait." He said. I pulled off my shorts and threw them on my towel. I started to unbutton my shirt.

I took it off and folded it up putting it on my shorts. I pulled my hair into a bun. I stood up and looked at everyone staring at me. "I know, I know. 'Your swim suit is way too little'" I said rolling my eyes. "No, we're staring at the bruise hand prints on your hips..." Vinny said. I looked down and sure enough, hand prints on my hips. How did I not notice that. Jack and Alex walked up. "Oh fuck, how did you get those?" Alex asked. My cheeks started to blush. "Umm... I don't know... I mean I know but you don't need to..." I said.

"Paige, can I talk to you for a second?" Matt asked. He came over and grabbed me by the arm. We walked a good twenty feet away. "What the fuck?!" He said. "Matt, I can do things and I did something and I feel awesome so don't ruin this for me." "It's just, your my little sister-" "I know but please try to realize I'm not little anymore, now given eighteen isn't really that old but legally I'm an adult... just keep that in mind." I said and patted his shoulder walking back to the guys. "So... I was" Zack picked me up throwing me over his shoulder. "Carrying you off to the water."

I wiggled but knew it was unavoidable. He threw me in and I stood up. "Come on in guys!" I yelled. They all ran down and splashed into the water. Alex came over and pulled me into a hug. "Cool for your first beach experience right?" "You remembered I've never been to the beach." "Duh you're my best friend, why wouldn't I?" I kissed his cheek. "I think you're amazing." "Oh why thank you." He said. I used all my body weight to push him down. He went under but took my leg and pulled me down.

We both came up and I wiped my eyes and laughed at him. Someone took me by the arms and started to pull me away. "Hey! Give me her back!" Alex yelled. "No way, dude!" I heard Jack yell back. He pulled me around a rock structure. "Hello, Barakat!" I said as he plopped me on a rock. "I'm sorry about the bruises..." He trailed off. "Hey, It's fine. Plus I liked it, so there's nothing to apologize for." I looked at his shoulder. I quickly pulled my hand to it. "Holy fuck Jack! I bit you hard enough to break skin!" He laughed. "That's not funny." I said. He smiled at me.

"I take it as a compliment, plus none of the guys noticed so we're good." He pushed his lips to mine and I kissed back. I wrapped my legs around his waist and he held me up by my thighs and butt. I bit his bottom lip and let go. "I have to go harass Alex now, wanna help?" I said swimming away. He laughed. "Yeah, I'll race you." He said taking off. I started to swim. I beat him to Alex. "H-how the fuck did you do that?" He asked out of breath. "I was on the swim team Jack. Of course I can swim fast." "I didn't know you were on the swim team?" Alex said.

"Yeah, senior year I did a lot of stuff I bet you guys don't know about." "Like what?" Rian asked. "Well, I took a photography class. I was on the wrestling team, I did gymnastics, I got lead in the musical, I won first place in battle of the bands-" "She was also Prom Queen." Matt chimed in. I gave him a death glare, I didn't want anyone to know that. "Wow, I didn't know you won Prom Queen." Zack said. "Yeah... I didn't go to Prom..." I said playing with my fore arms. "Why not?" Alex asked. "I don't wanna talk about it." I said.

"Why, what happened?" "Can we not-" "We're just gonna keep asking." Rian said. I sighed and crossed my arms across my stomach. I mumbled my answer looking down. "Wait, what?" Matt asked. "I was nominated as a joke." I said. I froze remembering getting nominated, that was the worst day ever. "How do you know it was a joke?" Zack asked. "Cause I didn't win Prom Queen..." "Alright, I'm officially confused." Matt said. I wiped the bottom of my nose. "I won Prom King." I said looking up at them. I started to cry and leave the water.

I heard splashing and then two arms pulled me into their chest. I leaned my head into them letting the tears run down my face. I wrapped my arms around their neck. "W-why do things like that happen to m-me?" I said into the crook of their neck. "I wish I had an answer for you, but I know that the kids who did that were dicks." I looked up at Jack, and wiped my eyes laughing a little. "Thanks." He pulled me tighter into him and kissed my head. I kissed his neck. He let go. "I'm gonna go back to the bus, I don't wanna be out anymore." I said. You could hear the nassaliness in my voice.

"Do you want me to go with you?" He asked. "No, stay here have fun. I'll go watch a movie or something." I smiled at him. "You sure?" "Yeah." I said and got out of the water. I walked over and grabbed my towel. I wrapped it around my body and pulled my hair out of the bun. I shook it and grabbed my shoes and clothes. I walked down the sidewalk, I sang quietly to myself. I reached the bus. I walked on. I pulled on my shirt but noting else over my bathing suit. I turned on music and danced around the bus.

About two hours later, I still listening to music. "The world is wide, the time goes by The tour is over, I've survived I can't wait till I get home To pass the time in my room alone" I sang the end of Adam's song and laid on the floor. I was hammered. "I lied to them! I need them! I want them!" I yelled rolling over. I started looking through everything. I couldn't find them. "Fine! I'll use these! I don't care!" I yelled grabbing the scissors out of a drawer. I walked into the bathroom. I slammed the door behind me.

I pulled up the sleeves on my shirt. I opened the scissors and ran it along my wrist. It felt amazing having all that hurt leave my body, I didn't want to feel it anymore. I did it along both wrists many times but wasn't done. I ran it along my thighs. I could feel the sting. I continued to cut. I was getting angrier and angrier cause I said I didn't need to anymore. "Liar! Liar! Worthless!" I yelled.

I opened the bathroom door and cleaned the bathroom. I wiped off the scissors and put them away. I was so drunk. I finished off the bottle of Jack and laid down on the couch in the back lounge. I fell asleep. "Paige! Wake the Fuck up!" I heard someone yell. I moved a little. "Wake up!" They yelled again. "What?" I asked. "What did you do to yourself?!" I heard the voice clear now, it was Alex. "I feel a lot better Alex, honestly." I said with a slur. "How much did you drink, Paige?"

"A lot, Alex. I feel fine, I'm actually gonna go to my bunk now." I said trying to stand up. He jumped up and caught me before I fell. "Thanks." "Why, did you do that, Paige?" "Cause it makes me feel better about my life." "No, Paige. You don't need them, you need us your family." "But I just want someone to hold me and tell me it's ok, but no one will do that." "I will, I promise I'll be there for you." I leaned my head on his shoulder. "Thanks Alex. I'm gonna go clean off my legs." I said and pulled away from him.

I stumbled down the hall and into the bathroom. I took a towel and wiped off my legs. I cleaned my arms. I looked down at them and started to cry, reality of what I just did setting in. "I can't believe I did that. I ruined everything." I said and clutched the towel in my hands. I stood up being way too sober now , for all the alcohol I consumed. I opened the door and walked back to the back lounge. I stopped at the door way cause everyone was in the back lounge.

"Wh- I..." Matt rubbed the back of his neck. "I'll be fine, they just need to heal." I said walking over to my suit case. I pulled on my jogging pants and a sweat shirt. "You're not gonna be fine, Paige! I can't believe I let all this bad shit happen to you, you're destroying your body because of it!" I walked over to Matt and pulled his face into my hands."I know, I'll try to stop I promise, I'll try." I said. "Paige, where are your extra blades?" Matt asked. "Matt I-" "Where are they?" He asked again. "Matt, I didn't use a blade like that... I used scissors..."

He just stared at me. "How did you even think to use that?" "Kitchen knives cut to deep. If I want to cut deep I would, nothing would stop me. Bass took my blades once and I used scissors and he ended up giving me my blades back. He helped me out of my depression... but I fell back in." I said. I sat on the couch and ran a hand threw my hair. "I'm gonna go to bed... I don't wanna ruin you guys night, don't worry about me. I'll get over it I've done it before. Hopefully I can do it again."

I hung my head as I walked to my bunk. I crawled in and stared at the back trying not to cry. I heard my curtain open and a body slipped in. They wrapped their arms around me and pulled me to their chest. I started to cry. "It'll be ok. I promise, I will help you this time." Alex kissed my head. "I promise, I'm not going anywhere this time." "I-I love you Alex." I said with sobs. He mumbled against my head. "I love you, too. I'll always be here for you."

Notes

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