I wanna feel weightless

*Elizabeth’s POV*

I woke up and Zack was no where to be seen, I looked around the house but it seemed I was alone, I checked my phone to see of anyone texted, one from Alex is all it read.

From: Alex
Hey, are you with Zack? He’s not answering his phone.

Well that freaked me out, he’s not here and not answering his phone. Where could he be? I started to get up and my foot hit something. It’s Zack’s phone. I texted Alex back quickly.

To: Alex
Yeah, he was here but I fell asleep and I guess he left because I can’t find him but his phone is here on the floor. While I was waiting on a reply from him I saw two texts from and unknown number. They said that my Aunt K and my cousin John were coming to pick me up and take me away from here. I don’t want to leave Zack or the rest of the guys. I couldn’t hold back the tears, I decided to take a shower to calm me down. I didn’t want anyone to see me crying, so I quickly got a change of clothes and took them to the bathroom with me. I got undressed and turned on the water; I still couldn’t stop my crying. I cried through washing my hair, I cried through shaving and I still wasn’t calmed down. I had nothing left to do so I sat down and hugged my knees to my chest and cried. The urge to cut right now was so bad. I held my disposable razor in my hand and contemplated whether to take it apart or not. I was trying to fight the urge but the thoughts kept coming. What if my grandma still hated me, what if my cousins hate me, what if I don’t make any friends, what happens when I get to school and I’m bullied and I don’t have Zack or the rest of the boys to protect me. These thoughts consumed me and before I knew what was going on I heard a knock on the door.

“Elizabeth, I’m back. Sorry I didn’t tell you, I just wanted to go for a run. Hurry up and get out so I can grab a quick shower before practice.”

I got up to turn off the shower but when I looked down there was blood everywhere. My arms, my shoulders, my stomach, my thighs and an especially deep cut on the top of my arm. I didn’t even realize I had taken the razor apart or used it. I quickly tried to clean up all the blood and put my clothes on. Shit! My arms will be exposed, I forgot to grab my bracelets before getting in the shower, now I would have to risk Zack seeing my arms. I opened the bathroom door and looked around. No Zack in sight, great. I hurried to my room and closed the door. I got in my closet and pulled out some sweatpants and a long sleeve shirt. I got my Eeyore pillow pet (my favorite) and a blanket and walked downstairs to relax on the couch. I stuck my headphones in, put on supernatural and got comfortable. I got through half an episode when my headphones were ripped off and I heard Jack’s voice fill the still room.

“Whatcha watching?”

“Supernatural.”

“Cool. Are you going to come watch us practice?”

“I don’t know Jack, I’m not feeling well,” I lied, “I might be contagious and I don’t want to get all y’all sick.”

I don’t know how I was going to tell them I was leaving. Maybe I didn’t have to tell them anything, maybe I could just leave. No, that wouldn’t work, I knew deep inside I could never leave them without saying bye, it would kill me.

“Okay, well if you do decide to come down we’re practicing some new songs.”

“Kk.”

Jack left and I guess the other guys were already downstairs. I turned Supernatural off and put on some music. I couldn’t focus on anything, I didn’t want to leave my best friend and I sure as hell don’t want to move back to Texas.

*Jack’s POV*

“Arrrrrggggghhhhh!” Zack yelled out suddenly.

“What’s wrong dude?” I heard Alex ask him.

He just ignored the question and pulled on his hair. I walked over to him and put a hand on his shoulder.

“Dude, seriously, what’s going on?”

“Well I was hanging out with Lizzy earlier and her phone went off.”

“Uh huh, and? That can’t be the end of your story.”

“I kind of looked at the text messages,” he sounded so guilty, like he knew it was wrong, “apparently her cousin and aunt are coming in two days to take her back to Texas to live with her grandma.”

“No way.” I can’t believe this

“They can’t take her.” Alex protested.

He was right. Where were they before?

“But… She’s ours.” Rian mumbled.

We all sat there taking in this new information and trying to process it.

“Well, we’ll just have to hide her, then they can’t take her.” Alex suggested.

“We can’t hide her Alex,” Zack stated, “plus she doesn’t even know that I know, I told you I looked while she was slee-“

“Hey guys.” Lizzy said as she busted through the door.

*Zack’s POV*

“Plus she doesn’t even know that I know, I told you I looked while she was slee-“

I was suddenly cut off by a cheerful Lizzy walking through the door.

“Hey guys.”

How can she be so happy, there’s no way she didn’t already look at her phone.

“Hey, Lizzy, why so happy?” Jack questioned, rightfully.

“I don’t know I just am.”

Why is she being like this? I thought she was happy here but I guess not. I got up and squeezed past her and walked out the front door, I need to run.

Notes

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I hope you guys are liking it. Do you think she will leave? like I said its only about 5 more chapters BEFORE the sequel type thing

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