The kittens had made me so happy, I was all bouncy and energetic. We called the lady after about two hours with the tiny cats and she came back, smiling at the picture of us both covered in kittens. Jack asked her what she had eaten and she replied with a list that was really long and sounded delicious. After that, she left, carefully getting the kittens back into the boxes.

It made me hungry too, so to repay Jack at least a small bit, I called room service and ordered the “Romantic Menu for Two” to be brought to our room. Excitedly, I waited for it to come, while nibbling at Jack’s neck. He seemed to like it a lot because his hands began to roam my body. I had to take a break, it was all a little too much for me.

“Alex, is everything okay?” – “Not completely, Jay…” I answered. “Lexy, we will do whatever you want to do. There is no pressure. I love you.” I was so grateful that Jack was understanding, because I could clearly see the little bulge underneath the fabric of his boxershorts.

“May I rub your back?” he inquired softly. I nodded, and his hands began to travel up and down my back. I shivered at his light touches. He sat down on my butt after asking if it’d be okay for me. He began truly working my back, massaging away any tensions. Some weeks ago I had given him massaging oil, which he was using now. I could feel myself relax, letting go of all the bad memories. I was incredibly insecure, I was scared Jack would think I was really ugly or something but he seemed to enjoy it just as much as I did.

When our food arrived, basically a giant pot on a little heater filled with molten chocolate and a bowl with chopped up fruits, I decided it was my turn to do something nice for Jack. I stabbed a grape on the little skewers that we had and fed it to him. I did that with a few, and also ate some myself.

“Mhm… Thank you,” with that he pulled me down and kissed me deeply. Surprisingly, I didn’t feel any fear at all. I let go and kissed him back. Our kissing became more intense, and soon his hand ‘accidentally’ brushed my boner. He gave me a questioning look and I guided his hand to the waistband of my underwear.

He kissed me hungrily while pulling down my underwear. I was hard as a rock now, and there were still no bad memories on my mind. In fact, I was the most turned on I had been in a long time.

I couldn’t wait for Jack to touch me anymore, so I grabbed his hand and put it exactly where I wanted it to be. He started slowly moving his hand up and down, getting faster when I moaned. Without me telling him to do so, he lowered his mouth onto my dick.

I let out a gasp as his tongue touched the tip of my member, and swirled around it. When he took it in his mouth, I couldn’t hold back any longer and let out a moan. With his hand still pumping, he sucked at the tip, then he took my full length into his mouth. I grabbed his hair, pulling it, and he liked it, as he moaned too.

I was close when he stopped to get back up to my mouth, kiss me and put my hand to his own dick. I didn’t hesitate, and started pumping it. We both moaned at the intense feelings and Jack didn’t let me wait any longer, and I came. It was the best orgasm I had ever had, I couldn’t stop shuddering long after it was over.

Then I remembered Jack and did my best. He loved it, and kissed me hard. There was the hint of a bad memory at that, but I did as my therapist had taught me, and imagined my safe place. It was a beautiful beach, with palms and crystal-clear water.

Jack moaned into my ear, and I nibbled a bit at his. This gave him his final push, and he came all over my chest.

I rolled over, still with the memory at the back of my mind. I didn’t want Jack to notice, so I tried my best to block it out. Jack snuggled closer and spooned me. He could always sense if something wasn’t right with me though.

“Alex? Did any bad memories get triggered?” I nodded. “I am trying to calm down. Could you maybe rub my back and sing a little?” Jack did as I asked, and soon, with that help, I was calm enough to fall asleep.

Notes

This is my first attempt at writing smut (just as this fic is my first proper fic ever :P). I hope it is not too bad and not too unexpected, I felt like it fit.:)

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