Chased by the Past
Misunderstandings and false friends (Alex POV)
“ALEX, LET GO AND FUCKING CUT YOURSELF.” That one hit home. A sharp pain in my chest came up. I let go of Jack’s hand.
I could see how hurt he was, but he had hurt me too. I waited until he had left and then stood up, even though I wasn’t supposed to. My vision went black.
When I woke up, someone was holding me. I was confused. Then the things that had occurred before rushed back to me. I started crying. The person holding me stroked my hair. I opened my eyes.
It was Rian. “Rian, what are you doing here?” Now I was really confused. “Shh. Hush, my baby. I love you.” This really creeped me out. Rian was leaning down, presumably to kiss me. I tried to push him away, and in that moment, the door was opened.
It was Jack. He had roses in his hands and looked very pale. He saw me and Rian, on the floor, my face in Rian’s lap, and froze. He looked at us, his face expressing shock and sadness. “Alex… Rian… What the fuck is going on here?” – “Jack! Oh my god! Rian let me go! What are you doing?” But Rian wouldn’t give up this easily.
“Jack, Alex told me he never loved you”, he said with a grin. But Jack wouldn’t believe this. He couldn’t. But his face expressed something different. I could see the tears coming to his eyes. “Jack, don’t believe him, he is lying! Jack! No!” I was desperate for him to believe me, because it was the truth. But he turned around and left.
“Rian, what do you want?” I asked in a shaky voice. “Alex, I love you. I only love you. Cass was just a distraction; otherwise I would’ve fallen apart. I want only you, and I will do whatever it takes to get you.” – “Rian stop it, you’re scaring me!” I eyed the door, estimating whether or not I would be able to make it. It seemed possible, and so I decided to play along, soothe him and then make it to the door and get help. But no, there was my phone!
“Rian I gotta pee, can you please let me go?” – “Okay sweetie, but only if you return.” I stood up slowly, grabbing my phone in the process, hoping Rian wouldn’t notice. But he did.
“Sweetie, why do you need that phone if you want to pee? Give it to me.” I hesitated, not wanting to give up now. I could feel panic rising inside me, so, in a desperate attempt to escape I ran to the door. But I was still weak, and Rian was quick.
“NO ALEX, YOU WILL NOT ESCAPE! YOU ARE STAYING WITH ME!” he roared, scaring me out of my wits. Before I knew it, he had thrown me to the floor and straddled me. And then he started pulling up his t-shirt. And his pants, still holding me down. I knew where this was going. “HELP! SOMEONE HELP ME! JACK! HE-“ Rian brutally gagged me with his t-shirt.
But then the door flung open.
It was Jack, again. He was teary eyed and his hair a mess. When he noticed us, his eyes widened. He saw my tears, and instantly realized what was going on.
I could see how hurt he was, but he had hurt me too. I waited until he had left and then stood up, even though I wasn’t supposed to. My vision went black.
When I woke up, someone was holding me. I was confused. Then the things that had occurred before rushed back to me. I started crying. The person holding me stroked my hair. I opened my eyes.
It was Rian. “Rian, what are you doing here?” Now I was really confused. “Shh. Hush, my baby. I love you.” This really creeped me out. Rian was leaning down, presumably to kiss me. I tried to push him away, and in that moment, the door was opened.
It was Jack. He had roses in his hands and looked very pale. He saw me and Rian, on the floor, my face in Rian’s lap, and froze. He looked at us, his face expressing shock and sadness. “Alex… Rian… What the fuck is going on here?” – “Jack! Oh my god! Rian let me go! What are you doing?” But Rian wouldn’t give up this easily.
“Jack, Alex told me he never loved you”, he said with a grin. But Jack wouldn’t believe this. He couldn’t. But his face expressed something different. I could see the tears coming to his eyes. “Jack, don’t believe him, he is lying! Jack! No!” I was desperate for him to believe me, because it was the truth. But he turned around and left.
“Rian, what do you want?” I asked in a shaky voice. “Alex, I love you. I only love you. Cass was just a distraction; otherwise I would’ve fallen apart. I want only you, and I will do whatever it takes to get you.” – “Rian stop it, you’re scaring me!” I eyed the door, estimating whether or not I would be able to make it. It seemed possible, and so I decided to play along, soothe him and then make it to the door and get help. But no, there was my phone!
“Rian I gotta pee, can you please let me go?” – “Okay sweetie, but only if you return.” I stood up slowly, grabbing my phone in the process, hoping Rian wouldn’t notice. But he did.
“Sweetie, why do you need that phone if you want to pee? Give it to me.” I hesitated, not wanting to give up now. I could feel panic rising inside me, so, in a desperate attempt to escape I ran to the door. But I was still weak, and Rian was quick.
“NO ALEX, YOU WILL NOT ESCAPE! YOU ARE STAYING WITH ME!” he roared, scaring me out of my wits. Before I knew it, he had thrown me to the floor and straddled me. And then he started pulling up his t-shirt. And his pants, still holding me down. I knew where this was going. “HELP! SOMEONE HELP ME! JACK! HE-“ Rian brutally gagged me with his t-shirt.
But then the door flung open.
It was Jack, again. He was teary eyed and his hair a mess. When he noticed us, his eyes widened. He saw my tears, and instantly realized what was going on.
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Idk what to think about this... What is your opinion?Probably making another chapter about this from Jack's POV.
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