We're leaving to go on tour in a week. I've ended up going for the whole time because Hopeless want to see how I'll last on tour for 2 months. I have to say, I'm dead nervous. Alex's taking me shopping today for stuff I'll need for tour. Since Alex and I have been back together, we haven't had sex. I wanted to wait, and I think tonight might be the night, he'll be here in an hour to go shopping and I'll need to go to Victoria’s secret for a few things.

“I'm here!” Alex called out an hour later, I walked to the hallway where he was standing and kissed him.
“Hello” I smiled.
“You ready to go?” He asked.
“Yep!” I said and we made our way out to his car.
“So, are you excited for tour?” He asked.
“I'm nervous.” I said. He laughed.
“I've been doing this for years Lauren, it'll be fine, I promise” He said.
“I hope so” I replied. We got to the mall and he parked the car.
“Which shop first?” He asked. I looked around and dragged him to a random shop that looked cute.
“So what will I need?” I asked.
“Jeans and shorts to start with” He said. I picked out 5 pairs of jeans and 6 pairs of shorts and tried them all on. The al fit perfectly so I took them up to the counter.
“I'm paying” He said.
“No Alex, that's not fair” I said. He just ignored me and payed for the clothes. We went on to buy some cute tops, dresses and shoes.
“I'm hungry” I said. We went to McDonalds and ate.
“So where to after this?” He asked.
“Well there's one more place I wanna go so we can take the bags to the car and go there?” I said.
“Where do you wanna go?” He asked.
“It's a surprise” I said. We finished eating then took the bags out to the car. I dragged Alex back inside and to Victoria’s secret.
“Pick out something you wanna see me in” I whispered seductively in his ear. He walked over to one side of the shop and picked up a black lace bra and panties.
“Pick two more” I said. He picked a blue bra and panties set with white polka dots and a pink bra with white panties. He payed for them and we went out to the car. We got back to my house and I took everything upstairs to put it away while he stayed downstairs. I then changed into the black bra and panties and looked at myself in the mirror. I put on some red lipstick and I was happy with how I looked.
“Alex, I need help!” I shouted downstairs. I heard him walk upstairs and into my room.
“I just wanted your opinion on how this looks on me” I smirked.
“Well, I think it looks incredibly sexy” He said.
“Really?” I asked, playing along.
“You look beautiful” He said, taking a step towards me.
“How beautiful?” I asked, taking a step back and falling onto the bed.
“Words just can't describe it” He said, leaning down to kiss me. I kissed back and opened my mouth a little, he slipped his tongue in my mouth and pushed me so I was lying down, he got on top and continued kissing me. I tugged on his shirt and he pulled it off and started kissing my neck. I unbuttoned his jeans and kicked them off. It got to the point when we were both naked and he was putting a condom on.
“You ready?” He asked. I nodded and he positioned himself over me.

“Lauren, that was”
“Amazing” I finished his sentence as he fell onto the bed next to me.
“The best I've ever had” He asked. My phone rang, I picked up without checking the ID.
“Hello?” I said.
“Is this Lauren Williams?” He asked.
“Yeah”
“The trial for Dan is all set for two weeks time” The guy on the line said.
“I wont be here then.”
“It's fine, we'll just have to do it without you, I'll call you when it's over” The guy said then hung up.
“Who was that?” Alex asked.
“They're doing Dan's trial without me” I said.
“Well at least you wont have to see him again” He said.
“That's true.”
“I just realised something.” Alex said.
“What”
“We'll be spending your birthday on tour” He said.
“Oh yeah, that'll be different” I said. He smiled at me.

The next six days passed really quickly. I leave tomorrow at 7 am, so I'm spending the night at Jay's.
“I'm really gonna miss you, Lauren, in the past 7 years, I've never been away from you for longer than a week.” Jay said.
“It'll all be fine Jay, I'll be back before you know it” I said.
“It'll still be weird” Max chimed in.
“We really will miss you. Skype us as much as you can” Emma added.
“OF course I will! Now, who's up for pizza? I'm buying!” I said. They all nodded and I ordered 4 large ham and mushroom pizzas. They got here 10 minutes later and I payed the $20 for them and we tucked in.
“When we've finished eating this we should have a horror movie marathon” Max said.
“But Lauren has to be up at six” Emma said.
“It's only 4pm. She'll be fine, plus, it's a fucking tour bus, she can sleep on there if she gets tired” Jay said.
“That's true, but we have to watch the remake of Nightmare On Elm Street first!” I said.
“Hell yeah!” Max said. We finished our food and got ready to watch it. We ended up watching it in Jay and Emma's room because their bed is huge and we could all fit on it.

We watched nightmare on elm street, then Friday the 13th, then Saw before deciding we should go to bed. I climbed into bed and fell asleep instantly thinking about what the next day would be like.

“Lauren, wakey wakey” I heard Jay say. I opened my eyes and saw 4 plates on the floor on a picnic blanket.
“Yay! Picnic fry up!” I shouted, rolling out of bed and sitting on the floor with everyone.
“This is fucking amazing. Who made it?” I asked.
“I did” Max said.
“Max, you gotta cook this more often” I said, shovelling more bacon into my mouth.
“Agreed” Jay and Emma said at the same time. We finished eating and they all left my room so I could get dressed. I already had my cases packed. I had 2 massive suitcases, a duffel bag, 2 rucksacks and my acoustic and electric guitar. I got dressed and called Max, Emma and Jay up to hel me carry everything. Jay took the duffel bag and a suitcase, Max took my electric guitar and a suitcase, Emma took my acoustic and I took both rucksacks.
“Right, so have you got everything you need?” Jay asked. I looked at all of my bags and laughed.
“I think so” I said. Emma laughed too but Jay and Max stayed serious.
“We're just worried” Max said.
“She's a big girl now, she'll be fine” Emma said.
“Plus, there's a less chance that Mum and Dad will find me for the next two months.” I said.
“So she'll be safer on tour” Emma threw in.
“Okay well there's still 15 minutes until the bus gets here for you.” Jay said. I suddenly felt all emotional.
“I think the fact that I'm not gonna see you for then next 2 months just hit me.” I said, letting a tear fall.
“Lauren, you've finally got the chance to live your dream, we want this for you. You're strong, and you can do this. We're just a phone call away of you need us” Max said.
“We love you and we'll see you again soon” Jay said. I could tell they were all trying to be strong.
“If Mum and Dad come back looking for me, tell me, yeah? Please don't hide it, I'll need to know” I said.
“We promise, and if they don't, I will” Emma said.
“Thank you” We heard a beep outside. We carried the bags out and Matt loaded them onto the bus for me.
“Well this is it.” I said, turning back to my family. They all couldn't hold it in any more and we ended up crying together in a group hug. I then hugged them all individually and walked over to the bus door.
“I'll call you everyday. I promise” I said.
“Good, I love you” They all said. Jay walked over and gave me another hug.
“No more self harming from now on Lauren, you're living your dream. Stay strong” He whispered.
“Thanks Jay, for everything.” I said. He let got of me and I climbed on the bus and we pulled away, ready for our big adventure.
“You okay?” Alex asked.
“No. But I will be.” I smiled up at him with tears in my eyes, he pulled me into a hug and I cried on his chest.
“I'm gonna go for a sleep” I said.
“Jack set up your bunk. It's the 3rd one up on the right” He said. I nodded and climbed in and fell straight asleep. This was gonna be a long day.

“Lauren, wake up” I heard Alex say. I opened my eyes and smiled up at him.
“What time is it?” I asked.
“11, we're at our first stop now, and we need to get set up and ready” He said.
“How long does that take?” I asked.
“First show set up takes all day” He said. I just nodded and he left me to get ready, I grabbed some clothes and went to the bathroom to shower. When I was done, I left my hair to dry naturally, I'd curl it later. I walked out of the bathroom and into the back lounge where everyone was waiting for me.
“You sure you can set up without us?” Alex asked Matt.
“Yeah, we can do it, you guys go” Matt replied.
“What's going on?” I asked.
“You, me and Jack have an interview today” Alex replied.
“Oh” I replied.
“You okay Lauren?” Jack asked.
“Yeah, just nervous.” I said.
“It'll be fine, now lets go.” Alex said. He called a cab and we made our way to where ever the interview was. We got to some big building and the lady at reception sent us to a room to get ready, I brushed through my hair and sat on Alex's lap.
“We're ready for you” Someone said from outside. We all got up and followed the guy to another room with a camera in it. We sat on the sofa opposite the camera and the interviewer came in.
“Now, let's get this over with” She said and the camera started filming.
“So here I am today with two members of All Time Low and the mystery girl” And the camera turned to us.
“So Alex, who's this?” She asked.
“Well Trish, if you remember a while back we did an interview about our first loves with you and we spoke about Lauren? Well here she is, and she's our support act this tour” Alex said.
“Right, so which one of you gets the girl?” Trish asked.
“Alex does.” Jack smiled.
“So Lauren, what's it like having a big rock star as a boyfriend?”
“I don't see him as a big rock star really, I just see him as Alex from when we were teenagers.” I said.
“And Alex mentioned you being the support act. Care to explain?”

“I've never played a show before, so this is like my big chance” I said. The interview went on and we explained how me and Alex re met, and that stuff. We then left and made our way back to the venue. My heart was pounding with nerves for tonight’s show. I hope I don't screw up.

Notes

Sorry for any mistakes, I literally copied this over from word and didn't have time to edit it as I'm running behind on homework and this was my only chance to update, thanks for sticking with the story and being so patient! You're all fucking awesome!

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