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Please don't make me love you again

Nothing seems to go right for me

“Lauren, you're on in 5!” One of the crew shouted at me, I was going on before All Time Low to do my solo performance. Alex helped me write what to say before I start playing, and my heart was pounding. I had my lucky red and black guitar and I was going vocal warm ups with Alex.
“I'm nervous” I said.
“They'll love you” Alex said, giving me a kiss on the lips.
“1 minute!” Another crew member shouted. I got myself calm as I heard Matt go out on the stage and introduce me.
“So here she is, Lauren Williams!” He shouted and the crowd went wild. They must've saw the interview. I walked out onto the stage and waved.
“Wow, this is nerve racking” I said into the microphone.
“Anyway, I'll be doing a few originals and a few covers, and you're in for a treat tonight, you get to hear Alex and I's original version of therapy from when we were teenagers, I hope you all enjoy it.” I said and pulled my guitar off my back and began playing 7 years, the one that I performed for Cass. When I finished, the crowd went wild, and I saw the Hopeless Records guy at the side of the stage smiling and clapping.
“Wow, so you guys liked that?” I asked. They all cheered.
“Well I'll tell you a little story about Alex then, shall I?” I winked at Alex at the side of the stage who looked scared.
“You should see Alex's face right now, Jack get a picture of that for me” I said. “Anyway, when we were together in high school, Alex wrote a song for me, do you wanna know what song that was? Somewhere in Neverland. So here's my version of it” I said. I played it and once again, the crowd went wild. I was ecstatic and I loved it. I played a few more songs.
“So now you're all warmed up, ladies and gentlemen, I give you, All Time Low!” I shouted and the crowd cheered. Alex ran out first and kissed me, earning a few 'ahhs' and 'ewws' from the crowd. I hugged Zack, Jack and Rian and walked off the stage to Matt.
“The hopeless records guy just left. He loved it Lauren. I think you'll have a record deal at the end of this tour” Matt said.
“Thanks Matty” I replied and gave him a hug. I then waited for Alex to announce therapy which
was their 3rd song on the set list.
“So who's up for the original version of Therapy?” Alex shouted into the crowd and I walked out to cheers.
“Do you remember it?” Alex asked.
“Never forgot it.” I replied and we started. At the end, the crowd were screaming, throwing bras, and jumping.
“Okay guys, give these fuckers the best mosh pit they've ever seen!” I shouted and walked off. I watched the rest of the show and at the end, I was engulfed in a sweaty group hug.
“You were amazing!” We all shouted at the same time and laughed. We then went to get ready for the after party, and on the way out, we were swarmed by fans. Most of them asked for my autograph and a picture as well. Something I really wasn't expecting. We got back on the bus.
“Bagsy shower first!” I shouted grabbed my things and ran into the bathroom. I washed my hair and body quickly and then went to the back lounge to do my hair.

We were half way through the after party on the bus and it was amazing!
“We stay in a hotel tomorrow night” Alex whispered into my ear.
“well, we'll have to have some fun then” I winked at him.
“Yes we will” He replied.

The part was over and everyone was getting ready for bed.
“Night guys” I shouted as I crawled into my bunk and fell straight asleep.

“Lauren! Get you're ass out of bed!” I heard Jack shouting.
“Shut up!” I shouted back.
“Don't make me get the cold water” He said.
“Fuck off Jack!” I shouted.
“I'll do it” He replied.
“Jack, I have a fucking hangover. You dare put water on me and you'll have an imprint of a boot on your face for a month” I shouted.
“Someone's not in a good mood” He said and then I heard some whispers and giggles. I ignored it and drifted back to sleep but I was woken up again by cold water being poured down my back. I sat up instantly and gasped.
“Jack you fucker!” I screamed.
“It wasn't me!” He shouted as I got out of my bunk and walked over to him. He just pointed behind him and there they were, the culprits. Zack and Alex were stood there with a jug each. I walked over and punched Zack in the arm and glared at Alex.
“Hey why didn't you punch him?” Zack said, rubbing his arm. I ignored him.
“Alex did you say we're staying at a hotel tonight?” I asked.
“Yeah”
“Well no sex for you” I smirked and walked off listening to Jack Zack and Rian laugh.
“Baby, please, I'll be good, I'm sorry” Alex said.
“Look at you Alex, begging for sex. Whatever would your mother say?” I asked. “Infact, Jack do you have Isobel's number?” I asked.
“I'm calling her now.” Jack said and handed the phone to me, I put it on speaker.
“Hello Jacky” She said.
“It's not Jack, its Lauren” I replied.
“Oh hello, long time no speak. What's the problem?” She asked.
“Well your son here, poured cold water on me and is now begging me for sex. What do I do?” I asked and I heard her and Peter laughing.
“You tell him that his mother will be having words with him” She laughed.
“I will, thanks Isobel” I said and hung up and looked at Alex who was bright red.
“I hate you both” He said.
“You love me really” I replied as I reached up and packed him on the lips.
“Go have a shower” He said. I did, I had a shower, got dressed and curled my hair.

“So what time's the show today?” I asked.
“It's a day off” Rian replied.
“Oh, where are we?” I asked.
“Hollywood baby” Alex said as he sat next to me.
“Well before we do anything, we're checking into the hotel. Lauren and Alex, you'll have a room to yourself since no one wants to hear you fuck” Matt said and I went bright red. We all got off the bus and into the hotel. I just grabbed an over night bag, I can get anything else I needed off the bus.

I woke up the next morning and my whole body hurt like hell. Nothing really happened yesterday, me and Alex just stayed in our room and well, fucked.
“Hey” Alex said.
“I hurt everywhere” I groaned.
“Looks like I did a good job then” Alex smirked.
“Ha ha very funny” I retorted. I got out of bed and began searching for my clothes which were in random parts of the room. My bra was on the ceiling fan.
“Aw, do you have to get dressed?” Alex whined.
“Yes, and so do you” I replied, throwing his boxers at him. He stood and and I burst out laughing
“Someone's got morning wood” I laughed. He just glared at me.
“Awh want me to take care of it?” I asked, stepping towards him. His eyes lit up and he nodded.
“Well too bad. Go take a cold shower” I laughed and pulled my clothes on.
“You're a bitch” He said as he made his way to the bathroom.
“I know” I smiled. While Alex had a shower I decided to go pay a visit to Jack and Zack in their room.
“Would you care to explain why you can't walk properly?” Zack asked as Jack let me in.
“Alex got a little excited last night” I said.
“Well I don't need to know any more” Jack said.
“So what brings you here?” Zack asked.
“Alex's taking a shower so I thought I'd come and say hi” I said.
“No, why are you really here?” Jack asked.
“What do you mean?” I replied.
“I can tell there's something bothering you” He said.
“Well, I'm scared that Mum and Dad will find out I'm on tour with you guys and do something to ruin it all and I don't wanna bring it up with Alex because he always gets protective and it's not his fight and I don't want him to get hurt” I said.
“He's only trying to help, just trust him” Zack said.
“I'm still finding it hard to trust him. Imagine it Lisa suddenly came back, what would happen? How would Alex react because if Alex ever cheated on me again I couldn't ever forgive him” I said.
“Lauren, you've got to take a risk and trust Alex, if you don't then the relationship will only crumble.” Jack said.
“I'm really trying but its hard, you know?” I replied.
“Life's hard, but just take this one risk and it'll get easier” Zack said.
“Thanks guys” I replied. My phone started ringing, I checked the caller ID and it was Alex. I picked up.
“Hey” I said.
“Hey where are you?” He asked.
“I'm in Jack and Zack's room” I replied.
“Okay, I'll be there in a sec” He said.
“Okay” I replied and hung up.
“Who was that?” Zack asked.
“Alex, he said he'll be here in a minute.” I replied. He walked in and for some reason, he was as red as a tomato.
“Alex why are you red?” I asked.
“Well you know you called my Mum saying I was begging for sex, well she called and and told me that f she hears of me doing that again I'm grounded, so I told her that I don't live with her and she threatened to tell you a few things about me, so I apologised and if you get a call or text from my Mum, ignore it” He said and me and Zack and Jack were in tears laughing.
“No chance” Zack and Jack said. We all kept on laughing at Alex for about 5 minutes and then went for breakfast.

Time lapse.

“Can you believe there's only 1 week left of tour?” I said when we were all sat in the back lounge of the bus.
“I know, but you've done amazing. Hopeless will be stupid if they don't give you a contract” Zack said.
“You have to come with us next tour” Jack said.
“If I can, I will” I replied.
“How long until the show?” Rian asked.
“3 hours, do you all wanna go into the venue?” I asked.
“Why not” Alex replied. We all made our way off the bus and all the fans who were lined up saw us and started screaming so we went over and most of them even asked for a picture with me or and autograph which was amazing!

“I still can't get over how much they love you” Alex said.
“I thought they'd take longer to come around if I'm honest” Zack said.
“Well, I think its great how they loved her straight off” Jack said and Rian made a noise of agreement.
“I can't get over it either. It's amazing though!” I replied.
“So what do you wanna do?” Zack asked.
“Beer pong!” I shouted.
“Oh look at little miss 'I don't want to get drunk before a show' now” Rian teased.
“Well I think it's a great idea, I'll get the cups and beer” Jack said. He got everything set up and we started playing.

An hour and a half later, we finished playing beer pong and my team (Alex Zack and me) beat Jack's team (Rian Jack and Matt)
“You should play beer pong more often Lauren” Jack said.
“Right well you guys need to get ready” Matt said and Rian Zack and Jack went to use the 3 showers in the venue first and Matt went to do manager stuff which left me and Jack to entertain ourselves for half an hour.
“I still don't know how to fully trust him” I sighed.
“Only you can find a way” Jack said, putting his arm around me. I looked up at him.
“How?” I asked with a tear in my eye.
“You just have to find a way” Jack said looking me in the eye. We just looked at each other for a minute and I don't know how it happened but all of a sudden, Jack's lips were on mine. I instantly pushed him off and stood up.
“Shit Lauren I'm sorry”
“What the fuck Jack?!” I shouted.
“Please don't tell Alex.” He begged.
“I have to” I said coldly.
“You know what'll happen if you do, he'll end it with you and never talk to me again” Jack said.
“No he wont okay? Because it wasn't at all me” I replied.
“Just wait for the end of tour and think it through please” Jack begged.

“Fine, but I will tell him” I said and stormed back out to the bus and started crying in the bathroom. Why can't anything ever go right for me?

Notes

I know its been 2 weeks and I'm sorry! But here it is, at last! And expect a lot more drama, because shit's going dowwwn! Lol, I'm rambling now, bye.
Comment/rate/subscribe<3
-AllTimeSloth xx

Comments

@Ariamonet1234
Thankyou!! I'm so glad you like it!<3
AllTimeSloth AllTimeSloth
10/27/13
GAAAAAHH I LOVE THIS STORY I JUST FINISHED READING IT!
Ariamonet1234 Ariamonet1234
10/27/13
@AllTimeSloth
You're welcome. :3 <3
oil-and-water oil-and-water
10/26/13
@Ms.All Time Low
Omg thankyou! That means so much :) <3
AllTimeSloth AllTimeSloth
10/18/13
This is literally the only fanfiction I have read in a while. That says a lot. This story and As the branches begin to break are amazing! c:
oil-and-water oil-and-water
10/18/13