Maddie

Bet you've all missed me right? Yeah of course you have. Well let me tell you a lot has changed around here in the last 2 years or so, I really can't remember how long ago exactly so I'm estimating here.

Me myself I haven't really changed much, except my hair maybe. Instead of the platinum blonde, poker straight hair I used to adorn; it was now replaced with darker blonde hair and instead of it being poker straight, it was now curly...all the time.

Last you probably remembered of me, was me surprising Jack Barakat in a parking lot. Yup that actually happened we made up, despite the fact he was planning to leave me and jet half way across the world. But this was Jack, he made a mistake, he was miserable and he wanted to make it right...and we did.

We've been back together ever since, even though we never really technically split up in the first place, I still visit him regularly, as a matter of fact I'm off to see him next week. He is still touring you see so we only get to see each other when he is back in Baltimore or if I fly over to wherever the guys are playing, although I don't do that too often because I don't want to leave Allie.

Allie, where do I even begin with that! She has probably filled you in to be honest. Shortly after Alex and the guys left Baltimore, I noticed a change in Allie. She was becoming distance from me, she was sick all the time and she kept herself locked up in our room all day and night. I thought it was maybe due to missing Alex perhaps, but no.

About a month after the guys left Allie came shopping with me to the mall, she looked awful and as we were in one clothes shop, she passed out on me. After that I demanded she tell me what was up, after a lot of words were thrown between us she told me, she told me she was pregnant with Alex's baby.

However when we went to her first ultrasound they revealed there wasn't just one baby but two, I begged and pleaded with her for ages to tell him. I mean he had a right to know, to know he was going to be a father, maybe it would have changed things between them so she wouldn't have to do it alone.

But this is Allie, she is just as stubborn as anyone else I have ever met, except maybe Alex he could be pretty damn stubborn too when he wanted to. She promised me not to say a single word to him, Jack had to do the same.

It was really hard I'm not going to lie or sugar coat it, yes Allie had two beautiful babies out of it, but little Jack is ill and it doesn't help Allie that he looks the spit of Alex. Every time I went out to visit the guys on tour, I constantly felt guilty. One because I was leaving Allie and two, because every time I went to visit them Alex constantly looked miserable and constantly pestered me about her.

Numerous occasions I would sit with Jack in the tour bus and have to bite my tongue, not to blurt out the fact that he was the father to two children, one in dire need of medical attention 24/7. However I made that promise to Allie and I intended to keep it, no matter how much of a horrible position she had put me and Jack in.

As for my future and career, I'm now a fully fledged professional photographer. Mainly I photograph All Time Low, that then had it's perks and I went on to now photograph a bunch of cool bands. With what money I have left over from my pay packs I give the rest to Allie to pay for little Jack's medication, I mean I am there godparents after all.

Notes

Update two :)

This is just there thoughts at the moment to keep you up to date, I'll get into the proper story next chapter.

Thanks for everyone who had read/subscribed/commented on this story, much appreciated!!

Amy