Make it a sweet, sweet goodbye
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Alex’s POV
I’m surprised I got out of there alive…she looked ready to jump on me any second. But you will all be happy to know I didn’t do anything, I wouldn’t, I love Rebecca too much…wait what? I love Rebecca…no of course I don’t love her, I mean yes I have feelings for her but that’s just it…I think. But whatever that doesn’t matter right now…what matters is fixing all the shit that occurred tonight…
*Flashback*
“Come on Lexi, don’t deny it…I know you want me.” Kendra purrs walking closer to me. I quickly run aiming to get out the door. But somehow in her heels she gets in front of me and locks the door. I curse myself for being an idiot and coming here.
“What do you want from me Kendra?” I ask shouting now.
“What do I want? WHAT DO I FUCKING WANT? I WANT YOU, YOU COMPLETE PRICK!” She yells at the top of her voice, as she starts to become angry.
“Well you can’t fucking have me you psychotic bitch!” I yell back wondering how I can escape.
“You think you’re so fucking great don’t you? You think you can go around sleeping with who you want and never having to focus on the shit that follows, well wake up Alex, you can’t do that no more, I won’t let you.” She shouts back, an evil smile appearing on her face.
“Well don’t worry I won’t be any more cause I now have Rebecca.” I spit back a smile appearing at the mention of her name.
“Don’t you see Alex, she don’t deserve you, she’s too ugly and is such an emo, she’s nowhere near right for you…I am…that’s the only reason I threatened to tell everyone, so you could see we would make the perfect hot couple, all I want to do is fall asleep in your arms.” She murmurs moving close to me.
I immediately think that’s my escape, pretend to lay with her till she falls asleep before quickly leaving the house, it’s the only way im getting out of this psychotic bitches house.
“Well maybe your right...” I murmur moving close putting on the charm. Quickly a smile appears on her face.
“now that’s more like it.” She murmurs getting close to me about to kiss.
“No…I feel like errm cuddling and falling asleep instead…” I mumble, swallowing the sick bubbling in my throat from being this close to her.
“Well I guess that’s better than nothing.” She says before grabbing my hand and dragging me upstairs, we lay down in her bed and I wrap my arms around her, trying to picture Rebecca instead of her.
“you better be here when I wake up.” Kendra mumbles, I nod enthusiastically while inside my head I am screaming NO. It takes her an hour and a half to fall asleep and two hours before I deem it safe enough to try and escape.
Slowly I crawl away from here, sneaking out her room, down the stairs then out the house, I climb into my car and drive away, heading straight for Rebecca’s.
*End Of Flashback*
I stand outside Rebecca’s house now, trying to think of an excuse as to why I stood her up, I come up with the perfect one before tossing a small rock at her window…no answer. I try again this time causing movement from the room, she appears at her window noticing me, her face turning to anger…uh oh. Slowly she opens the window frowning.
“What do you want Alex?” she asks sighing angrily.
“I er…” I say choking on my words.
“Alex I know you were with her.” She says motionless. Oh no.
“Rebecca it’s not what it seems.” I say moving closer to the house.
“It is always what it seems Alex.” She replies rolling her eyes.
“Rebecca please, you have to believe me.” I mutter choking back tears, fear running through my veins over losing her before I even had the chance to have her.
“Why should I Alex? Why should I have to put up with the bullshit excuses anymore? I’m tired of things like this, and I tell you what, I’m tired of myself being treated like shit.” She replies, her voice growing in volume.
“Rebecca please…” I say letting out a cry.
“Just go Alex.” She replies quietly before shutting the window…well fuck.
I’m surprised I got out of there alive…she looked ready to jump on me any second. But you will all be happy to know I didn’t do anything, I wouldn’t, I love Rebecca too much…wait what? I love Rebecca…no of course I don’t love her, I mean yes I have feelings for her but that’s just it…I think. But whatever that doesn’t matter right now…what matters is fixing all the shit that occurred tonight…
*Flashback*
“Come on Lexi, don’t deny it…I know you want me.” Kendra purrs walking closer to me. I quickly run aiming to get out the door. But somehow in her heels she gets in front of me and locks the door. I curse myself for being an idiot and coming here.
“What do you want from me Kendra?” I ask shouting now.
“What do I want? WHAT DO I FUCKING WANT? I WANT YOU, YOU COMPLETE PRICK!” She yells at the top of her voice, as she starts to become angry.
“Well you can’t fucking have me you psychotic bitch!” I yell back wondering how I can escape.
“You think you’re so fucking great don’t you? You think you can go around sleeping with who you want and never having to focus on the shit that follows, well wake up Alex, you can’t do that no more, I won’t let you.” She shouts back, an evil smile appearing on her face.
“Well don’t worry I won’t be any more cause I now have Rebecca.” I spit back a smile appearing at the mention of her name.
“Don’t you see Alex, she don’t deserve you, she’s too ugly and is such an emo, she’s nowhere near right for you…I am…that’s the only reason I threatened to tell everyone, so you could see we would make the perfect hot couple, all I want to do is fall asleep in your arms.” She murmurs moving close to me.
I immediately think that’s my escape, pretend to lay with her till she falls asleep before quickly leaving the house, it’s the only way im getting out of this psychotic bitches house.
“Well maybe your right...” I murmur moving close putting on the charm. Quickly a smile appears on her face.
“now that’s more like it.” She murmurs getting close to me about to kiss.
“No…I feel like errm cuddling and falling asleep instead…” I mumble, swallowing the sick bubbling in my throat from being this close to her.
“Well I guess that’s better than nothing.” She says before grabbing my hand and dragging me upstairs, we lay down in her bed and I wrap my arms around her, trying to picture Rebecca instead of her.
“you better be here when I wake up.” Kendra mumbles, I nod enthusiastically while inside my head I am screaming NO. It takes her an hour and a half to fall asleep and two hours before I deem it safe enough to try and escape.
Slowly I crawl away from here, sneaking out her room, down the stairs then out the house, I climb into my car and drive away, heading straight for Rebecca’s.
*End Of Flashback*
I stand outside Rebecca’s house now, trying to think of an excuse as to why I stood her up, I come up with the perfect one before tossing a small rock at her window…no answer. I try again this time causing movement from the room, she appears at her window noticing me, her face turning to anger…uh oh. Slowly she opens the window frowning.
“What do you want Alex?” she asks sighing angrily.
“I er…” I say choking on my words.
“Alex I know you were with her.” She says motionless. Oh no.
“Rebecca it’s not what it seems.” I say moving closer to the house.
“It is always what it seems Alex.” She replies rolling her eyes.
“Rebecca please, you have to believe me.” I mutter choking back tears, fear running through my veins over losing her before I even had the chance to have her.
“Why should I Alex? Why should I have to put up with the bullshit excuses anymore? I’m tired of things like this, and I tell you what, I’m tired of myself being treated like shit.” She replies, her voice growing in volume.
“Rebecca please…” I say letting out a cry.
“Just go Alex.” She replies quietly before shutting the window…well fuck.
Notes
Dun Dun Dun! Soooo....Alex didn't cheat! yayayayayay! But don't hate me for Rebecca's reaction, I promise more lovey dovey romantic scenes soon :) I know the idea of Kendra giving in easy and falling for Alex's trick is stupid but....she's a dumb bitch so oh well :)Please let me know what you guys think because I am always checking my writing and judging it...have not go the best confidence x_x
11/10/13