Mistakes
It should have been the ending.
Oli and I held hands as we headed towards where the signing booth was located. "I didn't know you guys seeing each other would be such a big deal..." Oli said. I know I a terrible fucking person... I never told him why I left like at all. I know I should have but it was just so hard.
"Oli." He turned his head to look at me. "I really need to tell you something." "Alrig-" "Oh my gosh! It's Oli from Bring me the horizon!" Some girl shouted. She ran over but calmed down a little. "Sorry, but can I get a picture?" "Sure." He said and draped his arm over her shoulders. I took the camera from her hand. "Wait. Can I get one with you too. I loved your voice and I wanna remember it just like how I saw it."
"Me?" I asked. "Yeah." She said. Oli took the camera from me and held it facing us and snapped a picture. "Thank you so much." She said talking to Oli. "Your welcome." He said and brought her in for a hug. She pulled away and reached in her bag and pulled out an envelope. "I promised I would give these to you if I saw you, I'm gonna stop. It'll be hard but I think I can do it. You saved my life to many times for me to just give up now, Thank you." She finished, handed him the envelope and walked away.
The envelope had about 13 razor blades in it. He walked over to a trash can and dumped the whole thing in. He came back over taking hold of my hand again. We only got a few feet before I remembered that Alex and Jack may think we're dating. That's when I heard a girly voice yell. "I told you they were dating!" I turned my head to see where the sound came from.
"They look so cute together!" I heard another squeal. I couldn't see straight, I knew this was gonna happen. I looked around me in a circle. "I wonder if they're gonna get married?!" I turned my head and saw the food tent. And there stood Alex and Jack, We met eye contact. I let go of Oli's hand and took off in the direction of the bus. "Paige!" Oli cried behind me.
I kept going. I turned the corner and found our bus. I ripped open the door and jumped on. I ran back to my bunk and crawled in. I threw my covers over my head wrapping my arms against the knees pushed up to my chest. I heard the door open. "Paige?!" Oli asked. "Please, just go away." I asked. I felt the curtain open. "Not until you tell me what is going on?"
He took my blanket off my head. "Is it because of what they said? I've tried to date you before-" "That's not it Oli. I can't date anyone." He crawled into my bunk with me, pulling me into his side. "Why not? You're great to hang out with, your kisses are amazing and I mean have you ever seen yourself in bed...wow." I smacked his chest, and we both laughed. "Does this have anything to do with what you needed to tell me earlier?" "Yeah."
"Well go on, I want to help." I sat up to look at him. "You can't help me. I'm trying to protect you." He looked at me confused. "When I came to England, I told you I was running away, now you never pressured me to tell you anything and now I regret not telling you about my past." I looked down at my hands. "Paige, continue." He said laying his hand on my thigh.
I took in a deep breath. "I ran away from my wedding that day." "What day?" "The day I met you." "Who were you marrying? And why didn't they come looking for you?!" He asked a little agitated. "I was marrying Jack Barakat. But I used to date Alex in high school, I loved him. Alex started to walk me down the isle and was trying to talk to me about something but then got down on one knee and proposed."
"In the middle of your wedding?" "Yes, so I ran. Zack was the last person I talked to in the states." "Why Zack?" "He's my brother, his mom adopted me in high school after both my parents died in a car crash, they drowned. It was all my fault too. And after they died I found out Alex cheated on me and he broke up with me then Jack helped me and we ended up falling for each other."
Oli slipped out of my bunk. I jumped out. "Where are you going?" I asked. "To got ask them if they know how broken you are?!" He said. "I'm not-" "Yes, you are Paige. You've been broken since the first day I met you. The drugs, Alcohol, cutting and your eating disorder. They did that to you. I wanna now why they never came looking for you?" He said and started towards the door. I grabbed his wrist. "Oli-"
"I stayed by you everyday, Paige. Everyday I waited, waiting for you to tell me you loved me. For three years I've been cleaning up what they started waiting for you to feel the same way about me. And they didn't look for you, yet they claimed they loved you?! No! I love you, I have since the second I saw you when we bumped into each other. Your beautiful, I love the way you sleep with one leg out of the covers and that you don't like having a sheet on the bed, or that you listen to music as loud as it will go when your home alone so you don't get scared-"
"Oli-" "Or that." He had a few tears coming out of his eyes that he wiped away. "Or that every year you send a letter to your parents to say that your sorry. You didn't even tell me they died till a few minutes ago but I already knew. I know that you would send all 4 of then birthday cards every year, anonymously, but you still sent them. Now, I'm gonna go ask them why they never Fucking looked for you, when I've been waiting, right here."
He pulled his wrist out of my hand and walked out the door. I followed behind him. "Oli, please don't I told you this so maybe... I don't know." I said. He grabbed my wrist pulling me with him. We found the ATL bus. Oli knocked. "Hello." Rian said. "Hey are Jack and Alex in there?" Oli asked. "Yeah, come on in." Rian moved out of the way. "Oli, please don't do this. Please." He walked onto the bus and I followed.
Rian took us to the back lounge. Alex and Jack both stiffened when they saw me, I had tears running down my eyes. "What's wrong?" Zack asked. "She's upset with me because I'm upset with you two." Oli pointed at Jack and Alex. "Why us-" Alex got out. "Did you look for her when she left?" He asked.
They didn't answer. "Did you look for her?!" Oli asked a little louder making everyone jump. I grabbed his hand. "Please-" "Yes. We did." Jack said. I stopped. "We looked everywhere. We looked all over, we didn't know where to start. every tour we ever took we looked." Alex continued. "Did you know how broken she was after she left." "Oli, stop it!"
I warned. "No, continue." Alex said. "She started drinking, then as if hurting her liver wasn't enough she started to take pills and do shit like that. And I'm sure you guys knew she had a cutting problem, well she picked that back up. Oh wait I forgot the time she almost died from not eating-" "Oli, really that's enough-" "No, You tried to kill yourself and where were they?! You moved in with me, your my best friend, my better half, I just don't know why you like them more than me."
"Wait , you still love us?" Jack asked standing up, he took a few steps towards me. "I can't like anyone! I hurt everyone! I'm still fucked up, why does no one see that?!" I asked stepping back from all three guys standing by me. "You still love us?" Alex asked motioning towards him and Jack. "How thick do you have to be? Of coarse I do but you know what Oli is right, I don't remember getting a call or anything from you guys so I'm gonna leave." I grabbed Oli's hand. "We have a signing to do. I'll talk to you later, Rian, Zack. I'll see you eventually Jack, Alex."
I pulled Oli off the bus. "Why would you let them off the hook lik-" Was all he got out before I pushed my lips against his. I gripped at his shoulders and pushed him up against the bus. "If this doesn't work no hard feelings, I owe this much to you." I said against his lips. We kissed for another second. "I love you." He said. "I love you, too." He grabbed my hand and we ran to the signing booth.
Weaving in and out of people all my tears were gone and I was smiling. We made it to the table. "Damn! About time you guys!" Matt N. Said. Oli and I just smiled at each other. "Don't worry, you'll be happy we were late." Oli said whiled sitting down next to Matt N. He leaned over and whispered into his ear. "Fuck Yeah!" He yelled and stood up.
"I fucking shipped it first! Oliage is so fucking real!" He gave me a hug. Matt K., Lee, and Jordan caught on. "Congratulations, but we got a signing to do." Jordan said. I laughed. "I'm gonna go back to the booth." I said and started to walk away. "Wait." Oli said and stood up. He ran over and gave me a big kiss on the lips, his tongue swiped across my bottom lip and I granted access.
He bit my lip and pulled away, releasing my lip. "I'll see you later." He said kissing my lips quickly and running over to his chair again. I pushed a piece of hair behind my ear and started to walk away. I made it to my booth. I started handing out shirts, hoodies, foam fingers, you name it. "So are you and Oli dating?" A group of girls asked. "Uhh... actually yes." I said. "You guys look so cute together." "Thanks. What can I get you?" I asked one of the girls.
I got them what they wanted and Vic walked over. "Hey Paige." He said. "Hey Vic." "Do you maybe wanna practice with me for tomorrow, later?" "I could do that." "Cool. I'll find you later then." "You could just take my phone and put in your number and call you so you could call me later." I threw my phone to him. He caught it.
"Alright." He typed it in and I heard his phone go off. "Got it? Text me later when and where to meet up." I said. "Alright." He said again and walked away. I got back to what I was doing. The boys finished their signing but had an acoustic show. So they didn't come by but Oli texted me telling me where he was.
From Oliver:
Heading over to our acoustic show... see you later! :P
To Oliver:
Alright, also you know me I don't need to know where your gonna be every second. I'll see you later. :)
From Oliver:
Alright Woman! Just thought you should know! Gosh! :D
To Oliver:
Just tell me if you get abducted by teenage girls, ok?! haha!
He didn't reply but I knew he was laughing. Our merch table was pretty lonely until... "Umm... Paige. Can I talk to you for a sec?" I turned to see Jack standing there. "I'm kind of busy right now Jack..." I said. "Please for a minute?" I nodded finished checking out the guy I was taking care of and jumped over the table. I walked with Jack over behind one of the buses.
Jack made me sit down next to him against the bus. He and I both had our hand wrapped around the tops of our knees. "Paige, I'm so sorry. If I ever made you question my love for you, I just I don't know what to say. I know if I told you I loved you right now it would be too much. I just wanted you to know I quit the band after Alex did that to us at OUR wedding, I searched everywhere for you. I had fans search, then I found out Zack was the last one to talk to you and I asked him, begged, bartered and pleaded for him to tell me where you had gone but he didn't know where you had gone to."
He wiped away a tear from his face. "I left the band for a month, just looking for you. I searched everywhere in Australia. I know it's your favorite place. Alex did the same thing and went looking for you. I came back and Alex said he was sorry for doing that to me, for making you choose like that but he had to know if you still loved him-" "Jack, I love both of you. And I don't know if it's the same way or not but I know I can't be with either one of you right now."
I leaned over wiping a tear from his face with my thumb. I pulled his head down a little, and kissed his forehead. "I will always love you Jack Barakat." I said against his forehead. I let a tear roll down my cheek and stood up and went to leave but he grabbed my wrist. "I love you Paige, Your the only one I want to wake you next to in the morning. I promise I will never stop fighting for you."
I nodded. "I know Jack, I know that now." I said and he let go. I was jogging around the park looking for anyone I knew. I was crying and wiping my face vigorously. I came across Vic conveniently. I ran up to him pulling him into a hug with my arms wrapped around hid neck. He wrapped his arms around my waist. "What's wrong?" He asked while petting the back of my head.
"I waited so long to see them, thinking they may have forgotten about me and I'm breaking hearts and dragging them on and it's not fair. Not to either one of us." He just shh'd me. "Paige it will be alright." His voice was so soothing. "Thanks Vic." I pulled away and wiped my eyes with my hands. "Come on, I just sent you a message, I just went looking for you." He took my hand and pulled me around to where his bus was.
There were lawn chairs set up. "Hey Paige." Tony said. I waved. "Hi." I said. "Are you-" "I'm good really." I said giving a smile. Mike and another guy left their bus. "Hey Paige!" Mike yelled and walked up behind me giving me a hug, seeing as I was already seated in a chair. He handed me a beer. "What up dude." I said back as he took the seat next to me.
"Hi, I'm Paige." I said to the guy I didn't know. "I'm Jaime." He said and took a seat. "So you wanna do this?" Vic asked pulling out an acoustic guitar. "Yeah, let's go." Is aid and sat up. He played the opening chords and started to sing. I was listening and just getting lost in the music.
"If you were me, you'd do the same 'Cause I can't take anymore I'll draw the shades and close the door everything's not alright and I would rather..." I finished and Vic did the end part. I smiled. "That was really good. You're really talented." "Thanks, I used to sing with ATL when they first started out." "That's cool, what songs were around when you knew them?" "Break out, Break out. Running from lions, mainly the EP stuff."
"So you've known them forever right?" Mike asked. "Yeah... seems that way." I said with a laugh. "Why?" I asked. "I wanna know who he wrote Remembering Sunday about?" "Did you ask him?" I asked. "Yeah like every time we tour together." "Well then, If he wont tell you I won't either." "That's lame." "Yeah, yeah."
"I ponder of something great my lungs will fill and then deflate they fill with fire, exhale desire I know it's dire my time today" I pulled my phone out of my pocket. I held my beer in one hand and pushed my phone up to my ear.
Me: Hello.
Oli: Hey, Where you at woman? They've closed the park, I wanted to know if you wanted to watch the Princess Bride and cuddle.
Me: That sounds amazing, like you don't even know but I'm hanging with the PTV guys, come join us
Oli: Ok, but I got you all to me when we leave.
Me: Deal, see you.
I hung up and walked back over to my chair chugging the last of my beer. "Beer me Michael." I said. He looked at me with this what did you just call me expression. "Beer, It's a drink for adults." I said leaning over and pulling the one he just opened for himself from his hand. "Well then." Jaime said.
I laughed and up came my boys. Oli walked over and sat on my lap. "Oh, hey big butt." I said and smacked his side. "I don't have a big butt." "Nope, just right." I said and he smiled. I wrapped my arm around his waist and he pulled the beer out of my hand. "I'm fine I promise." I said. He gave me a look. "I promise. I'm actually the happiest I've been in a really long time." I finished.
He handed it back to me. I drank it and we talked around in a circle. Oli and I switched spots and I was sitting on his lap. I leaned back. It's been and hour since they showed up. "I'm gonna go to bed." I said and stood up. "You wanna come with me?" I asked Oli while stretching. "Sure." He said I gave all the guys a hug and walked hand in hand with Oli back to our bus.
We got on and I went back and changed into some shorts and a shirt. "Did you wanna watch a movie?" Oli asked. "No, I really just wanna fall asleep laying next to you." I smiled. "My bunk or yours?" He asked. "Hmm... Yours." I said and crawled into his. He got in behind me and pulled me int his chest. "I waited so long for this." He said and kissed my head.
"I'm glad your enjoying it." I said. I could feel him smile. "Of coarse I am." He said. I turned over and snuggled up into his neck and he drew circles on my open hip as I fell asleep. "Good night." I said and kissed his lips. "Night." He said, I fell asleep.
"Oli." He turned his head to look at me. "I really need to tell you something." "Alrig-" "Oh my gosh! It's Oli from Bring me the horizon!" Some girl shouted. She ran over but calmed down a little. "Sorry, but can I get a picture?" "Sure." He said and draped his arm over her shoulders. I took the camera from her hand. "Wait. Can I get one with you too. I loved your voice and I wanna remember it just like how I saw it."
"Me?" I asked. "Yeah." She said. Oli took the camera from me and held it facing us and snapped a picture. "Thank you so much." She said talking to Oli. "Your welcome." He said and brought her in for a hug. She pulled away and reached in her bag and pulled out an envelope. "I promised I would give these to you if I saw you, I'm gonna stop. It'll be hard but I think I can do it. You saved my life to many times for me to just give up now, Thank you." She finished, handed him the envelope and walked away.
The envelope had about 13 razor blades in it. He walked over to a trash can and dumped the whole thing in. He came back over taking hold of my hand again. We only got a few feet before I remembered that Alex and Jack may think we're dating. That's when I heard a girly voice yell. "I told you they were dating!" I turned my head to see where the sound came from.
"They look so cute together!" I heard another squeal. I couldn't see straight, I knew this was gonna happen. I looked around me in a circle. "I wonder if they're gonna get married?!" I turned my head and saw the food tent. And there stood Alex and Jack, We met eye contact. I let go of Oli's hand and took off in the direction of the bus. "Paige!" Oli cried behind me.
I kept going. I turned the corner and found our bus. I ripped open the door and jumped on. I ran back to my bunk and crawled in. I threw my covers over my head wrapping my arms against the knees pushed up to my chest. I heard the door open. "Paige?!" Oli asked. "Please, just go away." I asked. I felt the curtain open. "Not until you tell me what is going on?"
He took my blanket off my head. "Is it because of what they said? I've tried to date you before-" "That's not it Oli. I can't date anyone." He crawled into my bunk with me, pulling me into his side. "Why not? You're great to hang out with, your kisses are amazing and I mean have you ever seen yourself in bed...wow." I smacked his chest, and we both laughed. "Does this have anything to do with what you needed to tell me earlier?" "Yeah."
"Well go on, I want to help." I sat up to look at him. "You can't help me. I'm trying to protect you." He looked at me confused. "When I came to England, I told you I was running away, now you never pressured me to tell you anything and now I regret not telling you about my past." I looked down at my hands. "Paige, continue." He said laying his hand on my thigh.
I took in a deep breath. "I ran away from my wedding that day." "What day?" "The day I met you." "Who were you marrying? And why didn't they come looking for you?!" He asked a little agitated. "I was marrying Jack Barakat. But I used to date Alex in high school, I loved him. Alex started to walk me down the isle and was trying to talk to me about something but then got down on one knee and proposed."
"In the middle of your wedding?" "Yes, so I ran. Zack was the last person I talked to in the states." "Why Zack?" "He's my brother, his mom adopted me in high school after both my parents died in a car crash, they drowned. It was all my fault too. And after they died I found out Alex cheated on me and he broke up with me then Jack helped me and we ended up falling for each other."
Oli slipped out of my bunk. I jumped out. "Where are you going?" I asked. "To got ask them if they know how broken you are?!" He said. "I'm not-" "Yes, you are Paige. You've been broken since the first day I met you. The drugs, Alcohol, cutting and your eating disorder. They did that to you. I wanna now why they never came looking for you?" He said and started towards the door. I grabbed his wrist. "Oli-"
"I stayed by you everyday, Paige. Everyday I waited, waiting for you to tell me you loved me. For three years I've been cleaning up what they started waiting for you to feel the same way about me. And they didn't look for you, yet they claimed they loved you?! No! I love you, I have since the second I saw you when we bumped into each other. Your beautiful, I love the way you sleep with one leg out of the covers and that you don't like having a sheet on the bed, or that you listen to music as loud as it will go when your home alone so you don't get scared-"
"Oli-" "Or that." He had a few tears coming out of his eyes that he wiped away. "Or that every year you send a letter to your parents to say that your sorry. You didn't even tell me they died till a few minutes ago but I already knew. I know that you would send all 4 of then birthday cards every year, anonymously, but you still sent them. Now, I'm gonna go ask them why they never Fucking looked for you, when I've been waiting, right here."
He pulled his wrist out of my hand and walked out the door. I followed behind him. "Oli, please don't I told you this so maybe... I don't know." I said. He grabbed my wrist pulling me with him. We found the ATL bus. Oli knocked. "Hello." Rian said. "Hey are Jack and Alex in there?" Oli asked. "Yeah, come on in." Rian moved out of the way. "Oli, please don't do this. Please." He walked onto the bus and I followed.
Rian took us to the back lounge. Alex and Jack both stiffened when they saw me, I had tears running down my eyes. "What's wrong?" Zack asked. "She's upset with me because I'm upset with you two." Oli pointed at Jack and Alex. "Why us-" Alex got out. "Did you look for her when she left?" He asked.
They didn't answer. "Did you look for her?!" Oli asked a little louder making everyone jump. I grabbed his hand. "Please-" "Yes. We did." Jack said. I stopped. "We looked everywhere. We looked all over, we didn't know where to start. every tour we ever took we looked." Alex continued. "Did you know how broken she was after she left." "Oli, stop it!"
I warned. "No, continue." Alex said. "She started drinking, then as if hurting her liver wasn't enough she started to take pills and do shit like that. And I'm sure you guys knew she had a cutting problem, well she picked that back up. Oh wait I forgot the time she almost died from not eating-" "Oli, really that's enough-" "No, You tried to kill yourself and where were they?! You moved in with me, your my best friend, my better half, I just don't know why you like them more than me."
"Wait , you still love us?" Jack asked standing up, he took a few steps towards me. "I can't like anyone! I hurt everyone! I'm still fucked up, why does no one see that?!" I asked stepping back from all three guys standing by me. "You still love us?" Alex asked motioning towards him and Jack. "How thick do you have to be? Of coarse I do but you know what Oli is right, I don't remember getting a call or anything from you guys so I'm gonna leave." I grabbed Oli's hand. "We have a signing to do. I'll talk to you later, Rian, Zack. I'll see you eventually Jack, Alex."
I pulled Oli off the bus. "Why would you let them off the hook lik-" Was all he got out before I pushed my lips against his. I gripped at his shoulders and pushed him up against the bus. "If this doesn't work no hard feelings, I owe this much to you." I said against his lips. We kissed for another second. "I love you." He said. "I love you, too." He grabbed my hand and we ran to the signing booth.
Weaving in and out of people all my tears were gone and I was smiling. We made it to the table. "Damn! About time you guys!" Matt N. Said. Oli and I just smiled at each other. "Don't worry, you'll be happy we were late." Oli said whiled sitting down next to Matt N. He leaned over and whispered into his ear. "Fuck Yeah!" He yelled and stood up.
"I fucking shipped it first! Oliage is so fucking real!" He gave me a hug. Matt K., Lee, and Jordan caught on. "Congratulations, but we got a signing to do." Jordan said. I laughed. "I'm gonna go back to the booth." I said and started to walk away. "Wait." Oli said and stood up. He ran over and gave me a big kiss on the lips, his tongue swiped across my bottom lip and I granted access.
He bit my lip and pulled away, releasing my lip. "I'll see you later." He said kissing my lips quickly and running over to his chair again. I pushed a piece of hair behind my ear and started to walk away. I made it to my booth. I started handing out shirts, hoodies, foam fingers, you name it. "So are you and Oli dating?" A group of girls asked. "Uhh... actually yes." I said. "You guys look so cute together." "Thanks. What can I get you?" I asked one of the girls.
I got them what they wanted and Vic walked over. "Hey Paige." He said. "Hey Vic." "Do you maybe wanna practice with me for tomorrow, later?" "I could do that." "Cool. I'll find you later then." "You could just take my phone and put in your number and call you so you could call me later." I threw my phone to him. He caught it.
"Alright." He typed it in and I heard his phone go off. "Got it? Text me later when and where to meet up." I said. "Alright." He said again and walked away. I got back to what I was doing. The boys finished their signing but had an acoustic show. So they didn't come by but Oli texted me telling me where he was.
From Oliver:
Heading over to our acoustic show... see you later! :P
To Oliver:
Alright, also you know me I don't need to know where your gonna be every second. I'll see you later. :)
From Oliver:
Alright Woman! Just thought you should know! Gosh! :D
To Oliver:
Just tell me if you get abducted by teenage girls, ok?! haha!
He didn't reply but I knew he was laughing. Our merch table was pretty lonely until... "Umm... Paige. Can I talk to you for a sec?" I turned to see Jack standing there. "I'm kind of busy right now Jack..." I said. "Please for a minute?" I nodded finished checking out the guy I was taking care of and jumped over the table. I walked with Jack over behind one of the buses.
Jack made me sit down next to him against the bus. He and I both had our hand wrapped around the tops of our knees. "Paige, I'm so sorry. If I ever made you question my love for you, I just I don't know what to say. I know if I told you I loved you right now it would be too much. I just wanted you to know I quit the band after Alex did that to us at OUR wedding, I searched everywhere for you. I had fans search, then I found out Zack was the last one to talk to you and I asked him, begged, bartered and pleaded for him to tell me where you had gone but he didn't know where you had gone to."
He wiped away a tear from his face. "I left the band for a month, just looking for you. I searched everywhere in Australia. I know it's your favorite place. Alex did the same thing and went looking for you. I came back and Alex said he was sorry for doing that to me, for making you choose like that but he had to know if you still loved him-" "Jack, I love both of you. And I don't know if it's the same way or not but I know I can't be with either one of you right now."
I leaned over wiping a tear from his face with my thumb. I pulled his head down a little, and kissed his forehead. "I will always love you Jack Barakat." I said against his forehead. I let a tear roll down my cheek and stood up and went to leave but he grabbed my wrist. "I love you Paige, Your the only one I want to wake you next to in the morning. I promise I will never stop fighting for you."
I nodded. "I know Jack, I know that now." I said and he let go. I was jogging around the park looking for anyone I knew. I was crying and wiping my face vigorously. I came across Vic conveniently. I ran up to him pulling him into a hug with my arms wrapped around hid neck. He wrapped his arms around my waist. "What's wrong?" He asked while petting the back of my head.
"I waited so long to see them, thinking they may have forgotten about me and I'm breaking hearts and dragging them on and it's not fair. Not to either one of us." He just shh'd me. "Paige it will be alright." His voice was so soothing. "Thanks Vic." I pulled away and wiped my eyes with my hands. "Come on, I just sent you a message, I just went looking for you." He took my hand and pulled me around to where his bus was.
There were lawn chairs set up. "Hey Paige." Tony said. I waved. "Hi." I said. "Are you-" "I'm good really." I said giving a smile. Mike and another guy left their bus. "Hey Paige!" Mike yelled and walked up behind me giving me a hug, seeing as I was already seated in a chair. He handed me a beer. "What up dude." I said back as he took the seat next to me.
"Hi, I'm Paige." I said to the guy I didn't know. "I'm Jaime." He said and took a seat. "So you wanna do this?" Vic asked pulling out an acoustic guitar. "Yeah, let's go." Is aid and sat up. He played the opening chords and started to sing. I was listening and just getting lost in the music.
"If you were me, you'd do the same 'Cause I can't take anymore I'll draw the shades and close the door everything's not alright and I would rather..." I finished and Vic did the end part. I smiled. "That was really good. You're really talented." "Thanks, I used to sing with ATL when they first started out." "That's cool, what songs were around when you knew them?" "Break out, Break out. Running from lions, mainly the EP stuff."
"So you've known them forever right?" Mike asked. "Yeah... seems that way." I said with a laugh. "Why?" I asked. "I wanna know who he wrote Remembering Sunday about?" "Did you ask him?" I asked. "Yeah like every time we tour together." "Well then, If he wont tell you I won't either." "That's lame." "Yeah, yeah."
"I ponder of something great my lungs will fill and then deflate they fill with fire, exhale desire I know it's dire my time today" I pulled my phone out of my pocket. I held my beer in one hand and pushed my phone up to my ear.
Me: Hello.
Oli: Hey, Where you at woman? They've closed the park, I wanted to know if you wanted to watch the Princess Bride and cuddle.
Me: That sounds amazing, like you don't even know but I'm hanging with the PTV guys, come join us
Oli: Ok, but I got you all to me when we leave.
Me: Deal, see you.
I hung up and walked back over to my chair chugging the last of my beer. "Beer me Michael." I said. He looked at me with this what did you just call me expression. "Beer, It's a drink for adults." I said leaning over and pulling the one he just opened for himself from his hand. "Well then." Jaime said.
I laughed and up came my boys. Oli walked over and sat on my lap. "Oh, hey big butt." I said and smacked his side. "I don't have a big butt." "Nope, just right." I said and he smiled. I wrapped my arm around his waist and he pulled the beer out of my hand. "I'm fine I promise." I said. He gave me a look. "I promise. I'm actually the happiest I've been in a really long time." I finished.
He handed it back to me. I drank it and we talked around in a circle. Oli and I switched spots and I was sitting on his lap. I leaned back. It's been and hour since they showed up. "I'm gonna go to bed." I said and stood up. "You wanna come with me?" I asked Oli while stretching. "Sure." He said I gave all the guys a hug and walked hand in hand with Oli back to our bus.
We got on and I went back and changed into some shorts and a shirt. "Did you wanna watch a movie?" Oli asked. "No, I really just wanna fall asleep laying next to you." I smiled. "My bunk or yours?" He asked. "Hmm... Yours." I said and crawled into his. He got in behind me and pulled me int his chest. "I waited so long for this." He said and kissed my head.
"I'm glad your enjoying it." I said. I could feel him smile. "Of coarse I am." He said. I turned over and snuggled up into his neck and he drew circles on my open hip as I fell asleep. "Good night." I said and kissed his lips. "Night." He said, I fell asleep.
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