I rolled over in the bunk realizing there was no one with me. Then I remembered what happened yesterday and I groaned and pushed the heel of my hand into my eyes. I pushed the curtain back and crawled out of the bunk. My feet hit the floor and I instantly regretted getting up, but I had a job to do and if I went ahead and got the confrontation over with the easier tour would be.

I walked into the bathroom, and looked at my face. I looked like a long lost member of Black Veil Brides. I washed my face and left the bathroom. I didn't see anyone so I walked off the bus. remembering to grab my dirty clothes. I looked through the bunches of buses till I came across my bus. I took a deep breath and opened the door.

Matt N., Lee, and Oli were sitting in the living room. I walked past and straight to the back lounge. I closed the door behind me and opened my suit case. I pulled out some clothes, and started to undress. I pulled on another pair of underwear followed by a bra and that's when I heard the door click shut. I spun around and there stood Oli.

"I'm not in the mood Oli." "I don't want we we just had back, I mean that would be nice but I just want my best friend back... I promise I wont hurt you ever again." "Oli." I rubbed the back of my head and crossed my arms across my chest. "I want you back too, but I can't do that yet." "I understand, I can wait as long as you want. But I just want you to know I really do love you."

I turned back to my suit case biting my lip. I pulled out a tank top and pulled it over my head. "Paige." Oli said I didn't turn around, I just pulled on some shorts. "Paige." He said a little louder. I didn't even realize I had tears in my eyes till they rolled down my cheek. "Paige!-" I snapped around. "What Oliver?!" I said in a very hurtful tone. "Did you hear me?" "Of coarse I heard you. I can't say that back right now. It really hurt alri-"

Oli pushed me up against the wall and our lips were crashed together. I fought it at first but he wasn't gonna let me out of it. His right hand was around my waist and the other had my right hand lifted above my head. My left hand went up to his neck tugging at his hair. "I love you." He said against my lips. I opened my eyes, he was looking straight back. "I forgive you." Is all I said.

A huge grin was played across his face. He backed away. "You wont regret this alright?!" He opened the door and slipped out. I sat down on the couch with my head in my hands. Why did I do that? Cause you're tired of being alone. I ran my hand through my hair and stood back up at my suit case. I grabbed a pair of socks and slipped them on, along with my shoes. I stood up and pulled my hair into a bun.

I opened the door to the rest of the bus and walked out. I took my phone in hand. I got to the front of the bus grabbing a water. I took it off the bus with me. Then someone's hand slid into my own. It was Oli's. He smiled and I gave one back. We walked over to the booth. All my british boys were helping set up today.

"Did you make up?" Lee asked. "Yep, I'm lucky." Oli said waving our hands back and forth. I nodded. "Good, you should have seen how mad Oli was last night. He got himself all worked up and then started to cry. It was sadly funny." He pulled his hand out of mine and ran them down his face. I laughed.

"Did he really miss me that much?" They all laughed and nodded. "Hey, question?" Oli asked. "Shoot." "Will you sing with me today?" "Sure, I don't see why not. What time do you play?" "We play around 2:30." Matt K. said. "Ok. I'm gonna go get breakfast, anyone else wanna go or want something?" "Where you going?" Lee asked. "I don't know, what do you want?" "I want a chicken biscuit." Lee said.

I smiled and nodded. "Alright, see y'all in a few." I walked away from the booth and towards the gate of the place. "This place looks so familiar." I said turning to see all around me. "That's cause we're in Baltimore." I stopped seeing Jack walking up to me.

"Are we? It just looks so different but feels the same." "Yeah, this is the venue I took you to your first concert at, actually." He said coming to a stop standing next to me. "I remember that. It was freshman year and you took me as a surprise for my birthday, It was a Blink concert." I laughed remembering what happened that night.

*FLASH BACK*

"Come on!" Jack yelled dragging my body upstairs to my room. "Jack, I don't wanna get dressed." I whined. "Please? I have a surprise!" He said getting excited. I laughed at my goofball best friend. "Fine." "Good let me pick out what you should wear!" He said running into my closet. I could hear a thump as my clothes hit the floor.

I sat on the corner of my bed enjoying the last few minutes I had in my pajamas. Jack came out with some black skinny jeans and a red hoodie. "This, put this on." "You know I don't like to show my stomach." I said. "Just do it! I'm showing off my best friend." He sat down on my bed. I sighed and stood up. I pulled of my cami, and walked over to my dresser. I pulled out my bra and slipped that on.

I pulled off my sweat pants and pulled on the pants Jack picked out. I slipped on the sweat shirt. "Alright." I said turning around. "Now put on your black converse, and the white tongue ring." I walked into my bathroom and put on what I was told. "Ok, Last but not least. Put on this." He pulled out a belly ring that said fuck you on it. I laughed and put it in. "That's awesome." I said leaving my bathroom.

"Ready?" He asked. "Yeah." I said. He took my hand and pulled me down the steps. "Come on! My mom's gonna drive us, but she's gonna drop us off." "Where are we going Jack?" He ignored my question and pushed me into the car. "Heyo, Mrs.B!" I said putting my seat belt on. "Hello, Paige." "Mom, she doesn't know where we're going so don't blow it." Jack said putting on his own seat belt.

"Ok Jack." His mom said and pulled out of my drive way. My phone started to ring.

Me: Hello, Garfskank!
Alex: Oooh...Original...
Me: Yeah, what's up?
Alex: I wanted to ask if you had plans on this fine tuesday?
Me: I didn't until Jack showed up. He's taking me some where mysterious.
Alex: Oh...
Me: Why?
Alex: I wanted to take you out to eat for your birthday.
Me: Awwee. That's so sweet, I'll take a raincheck though.
Alex: I can do that. I'll talk to you tomorrow. Happy Birthday Paige.
Me: Thanks Al.

I hung up. "I'm gonna need you to put on this blind fold." "Jack no-" "Please!!!" He begged. "Fine." He covered my eye sight. "Ok only a few more minutes, ok?" "Alright Jacky." I could tell he was smiling by the way he pulled my hand into his own. The car made a stop. "I'll meet you guys here afterwards, understand me Jack?" His mother threatened. "Ok mom!" He said pulling me out of the car. "Close your eyes, I'm taking the blind fold off."

I did as was asked and he held my hand. "On the count of three open." I nodded. "1. 2. 3." I opened my eyes to reveal a sign. "Jack? Is this really happening? Are you for real?!" I asked trying not to freak out. "Yep. I got us both tickets to see Blink." I wrapped my arms around Jack's neck. I started to kiss his face all over.

"Jacky! You're the greatest! I love you!" He laughed. "Your welcome. Happy birthday." I pulled away. We walked up and showed our ticket and got in. I held Jack's hand the whole time. "Jack. I've never been to a concert." I said into his ear. "Really?" I nodded and bit my lip. "I'll protect you, I promise. We'll have an amazing time." He said into my ear, while squeezing my hand, reassuring me.

I smiled and pushed myself further into Jack. His arm wrapped around my waist. We headed into the crowd and stood in all the commotion. The band walked out and Jack and I started singing. Most of the way through their set I kissed Jack's cheek. "What was that for?" He said over the music. "Cause this was a perfect birthday. I'm glad I could share it with you." He smiled.

*END OF FLASH BACK*

"Do you know..." I scratched the back of my neck. "You know... How far from the uhh... cemetery we are?" "Yeah... Do you wanna go? It's not far." He said motioning to the sidewalk behind him. I nodded. "Is there like a store on the way?" I asked. "Yeah." I walked over and linked our arms. I leaned my head on his shoulder. We walked down the sidewalk in silence.

I was getting progressively more nervous as we got further down the sidewalk. Jack pulled me into a store. I released his arm and walked over towards the flowers. I picked out an Orchid for my father and 12 yellow Roses for my mother. "My dad always said they were the coolest, and when I was little my mom had this rose bush that every time it bloomed I would pull the little roses off and give them to her."

I laughed a little remembering little things about my parents didn't happen that often anymore. Jack took the flowers from my hands. "I remember the first time your dad caught me sleeping over." I put a hand over my mouth containing laughter. "God! I remember that. That was possibly the funniest day of my life." "Yeah for you. I thought your dad was gonna kill me." "Oh you know my dad. He loved you."

*FLASH BACK*

I heard something outside my window. Then it got louder. I rolled off my bed and hit the floor. I turned on my bed side lamp. I quickly got up grabbing my guitar by the neck. I wrapped my body in my comforter to protect my body. I walked over to my window and suddenly it was thrust open. I hopped back still holding the guitar above my head in attack mode. My comforter had fallen.

Someone came through. They saw me and flattened against the wall. "Ahh! Don't hit me!" He said. I lowered my guitar. "Jesus Jack. I almost hit you with my guitar, You almost made me ruin my guitar." "Guitar! `You were gonna hit me with that and you were worried about your guitar?!" "Duh." I walked over and put my guitar on the stand. I turned back to Jack.

"What are you doing here anyways?" "I wanted to have a sleep over and... Alex's parents said it was too late." I crossed my arms across my chest. "What time is it?" I asked. "Oh you know... 3:50... am." "Really? You wanted a sleepover at 4 in the morning?" I laughed rubbing my eyes. Jack didn't answer. I looked at him. "Earth to-" "What are you wearing?"

I looked down realizing I was wearing a sports bra with some of Alex's underwear as my pj's. I covered myself a little. "You know... like no clothes." I said with a laugh. "Ok, if this is gonna be a sleep over we need to go to sleep. I have work at the Carriage house tomorrow." I said pulling my comforter back onto the bed. "Ok." Was all Jack said.

I turned around and looked at him. His shoes were off, no shirt, and no pants. Just boxers. I laughed and got into my side of my bed. I pulled the covers back on his side. "Come on then!" He ran over and jumped into his side. He snuggled up to his pillow and I was almost back asleep when he scooted closer.

He pulled me into his chest and I snuggled into his warmth. Then my bedroom door slammed open. "Are you ok?! I heard a noise then noticed a ladder and I..." Jack and I sat up in the bed curled into each other. My father scared the shit out of us. "Oh... Jack... 4 am is a little early, don't you think?" Jack just nodded and I laughed. "Thanks dad." "Yeah, Thanks Mr.Jon." Jack said still holding onto me.

I laughed. "Night dad, I love you." I said as he left my room. "I love you too. You too, Jack." Then he closed the door. Jack let out a breath. I laughed again. "Not funny. I thought I was gonna die." I pushed Jack back down laying my head across his chest. "He knows we're inseparable. You're my best friend, he doesn't enjoy the fact you're a boy but he gets over it." "Boy? I'm a man! Look at these guns!" Jack said flexing his little arm muscles.

"Right. You and your little BBGuns..." Jack's arms fell along with his mouth. I laughed and snuggled into him. "Night Jack." "Night Paige." Jack leaned up and kissed my forehead. I drifted off to sleep until my alarm went off at 6:15.

*END OF FLASH BACK*

I hated the suffix ED. Especially when I was talking about my parents. It just reminded me that they were gone. Jack took my silence and went to the counter. He didn't have to but insisted on paying. I let him and we left the store. I took the flowers in my hand and Jack carried the red Orchid, it was in a little pot. We walked down the sidewalk taking a turn and heading down a path.

We came across the hill and it looked almost the same as the day I left it. We continued down the path until we came up to their head stones. I already had tears flowing down my face. I dropped to my knees and Jack sat next to me. "I'm so sorry. You didn't deserve this." I said leaning up and placing the roses across the ground near my mothers head stone. I took the flower out of Jack's hand.

I placed the pot on the same spot as my mothers just above him instead. I held my hand trying to keep them from shaking while I was concentrating on keeping my sobs from racking my body. I was biting my lip, with my eyes closed so tight. "Paige. Your lips bleeding." I let go of my lip and sure enough I had bit through and was bleeding. I pulled out my handkerchief and held it to my lip.

Jack pulled my body into his lap and I gripped to him so tight, letting all of my emotions come out. "I'm such a fuck up. I mess up everyone's lives." I opened my eyes and looked at Jack. "I'm sorry." I said. His eyebrows went up in confusion. "Sorry about what?" "Leaving you at our wedding, it wasn't fair." He took one hand placing it on my cheek.

"Paige I waited all through out high school. I finally got you to myself, even though it wasn't as long as I wanted, I'll wait till you can be mine again. If it never happens again so be it, I'll be upset for losing the love of my life." I turned my head to kiss his hand. "I loved you from the first second I saw you." He closed his eyes. "You were wearing burgundy jeans with converse and a black shirt with a smiley face on it."

He opened his eyes. "You remembered that?" I asked. "Of coarse. It's hard not to remember the first time your heart stops beating." I just brushed his cheek with my thumb. I looked into his eyes. "I missed your eyes, dark chocolate brown." I saw his eyes flash to my lips. "Paige!" I heard someone in the distance yell. I stood up off Jack's lap and walked over towards the voice.

"Oli?" I said back. "Yeah. I was looking for you. You've been gone for like an hour and a half." "Oh... how much longer till your set?" I asked. "Like 45 minutes." He said taking my hand. "Hang on, I gotta grab Jack." "Why are you out here with Jack?" "Cause he took me to see my parents." I said letting go of his hand. I walked back down the path.

"Is that Oli?!" Jack asked pulling me toward him. "Yeah-" "Are you back together?! He hurt you." "I know but he said he was sorry-" "Really?! You're just gonna take him back like that?!" "Jack don't be like this-" "Come on Paige!" I heard Oli say. I groaned and grabbed Jack's hand and pulled him up to where Oli is. "Hey Jack." Oli said. Jack waved.

Oli wrapped his arm around my waist and Jack wouldn't let me let go of his hand. We made our walk back to the warped and walked in. Immediately I was pulled away by a body. I had no say in the matter seeing as I was thrown over a shoulder. "Spill." Zack demanded setting me down on the ground. "I forgave him." I said playing with the hem of my shirt, never making eye contact.

"Paige he cheated on you-" "So?! He's not the first one." "Yeah, and I just found that out last night. Did you give them a second chance?" "No-" "Exactly." I rolled my eyes. "I have to be on stage Zack. I'll see you later." I said walking away from him. I made it over to the Soul stage and walked up the side stage. Oli and all my boys were already on stage.

I stood there just watching. I felt someone behind me. I jumped feeling their hands around my waist. "Calm down, It's just me." Alex said. I turned around and looked at him. "What are you doing over here?" He asked. "Waiting till I'm supposed to walk out." "You're singing with him?!" He asked. "Yeah-" "Oh so you forgave him and not me?!" "I forgave you a long time ago Alex."

"Well you didn't take me back." "No I didn't, but you know it could have something to do with the fact I was dating your best friend." I heard House of Wolves end and I knew I was supposed to walk on. "Alex, I have to go on stage now but please calm down and we can talk about it later, alright?" I didn't wait for an answer I just walked out onto the stage and picked up a mic as I walked out.

Oli came over and gave me a kiss before the music started. Maybe this isn't what I wanted...

Notes

Thanks for reading!!! Do you think the flash backs are annoying? I really wish more people would tell me who they vote for... But I guess I'll go with a surprise... Loves :P

Outfit at warped: http://www.polyvore.com/untitled_65/set?id=100454493t
Outfit for the concert: http://www.polyvore.com/untitled_66/set?id=100519101
Sleepovers... :http://www.polyvore.com/untitled_68/set?id=100604857