Jess's P.O.V

I pulled out of the kiss and looked Jack dead in the eye. I can't believe he just did that. But it felt... Right, just like the last time he kissed me.
"Uhm Jack?" I whispered, still in shock from the kiss.
"Well this is awkward" He chuckled uncomfortably.
"So what happens now?" I asked, unable to look at him.
"Well, we have 3 options." He said, looking out across the field around the park.
"And what might they be?" I asked, still looking at my feet.
"1. We could pretend like this never happened, 2. You leave Zack and be with me, 3. I can be your bit on the side." He said, looking at me, I continued to stare at my feet while I thought.
"I can't hurt Zack like that, I can't just leave him, but I can't pretend that this never happened either." I said slowly, still not looking at Jack.
"Option 3 it is then" He said with a smirk. I finally looked at him and got lost in his eyes. He leaned in again and kissed me. We kissed a few more times before heading back. It felt wrong doing this to Zack, but what else could I do? Anyway, what he doesn't know wont hurt him. I suddenly felt myself shiver and then Jack's arm around my shoulders. I smiled and put my head on his shoulder as we walked. This felt so wrong, but so right.

We got back to the house and Jack was instantly pulled away from me by the guys, so I went upstairs to have a lie down and think about everything that just happened.

Jack's P.O.V

When we got in, I got pulled away from Jess by Alex, Rian and Zack. I saw Jess go upstairs. I sat in an armchair while Zack Rian and Alex sat on the sofa across from me.
"So, Jess told you everything?" Alex asked. I thought back to our conversation earlier and smiled.
"Yeah, she told me about the guitarist, too. When do I get to meet him?" I asked.
"We're actually having a band meeting tomorrow, and since you're back, you should come and surprise everyone" Rian replied.
"Thats a great idea" I replied.
"So what was it like in Jail?" Zack asked. I told them about that horrible meals and exercise. By the time I'd finished, Jess came down stairs.
"Zack, it's your turn to bath Olivia, and Rian, you're helping me cook tonight" Se then walked out into the kitchen so no one could protest.


Jess's P.O.V

I walk into the kitchen then turn to face Rian. I burst into tears.
"Woah, what's up?" He asks, putting his arms on my shoulders, like he did on the day of Jack's trial, 5 years ago.
"Its all gone so fucking wrong! Everyone's awkward around Jack and Jack's clearly upset with the fact that me and Zack have a daughter together! If only I had never went looking for Dad, this wouldn't have happened. I said this to you 5 years ago today and I'm saying it again. It's all my fault!" I said looking him dead in the eye.
"And I'm gonna say what I said 5 years ago. It's not your fault. Who knows what would've happened if you never went looking for your Dad. Just think, if you never went looking, you wouldn't have found your brother, you wouldn't have found me, Jack and Zack and Olivia wouldn't have been born. Now, next Wednesday, you and me are going out on a shopping trip weather you like it or not. Okay?" He said pulling me into a hug. I loved having Rian as a best friend, he always knew how to cheer me up.
"Okay, and thank you Rian" I said.
"For what?"
"For always being there, you're the most amazing best friend ever!" I hugged him again.
"You're welcome, hun. Now let's get cooking, I'm hungry." He said. I giggled and got everything I needed to make dinner and got started.

1 hour later, with a little help from Rian, our Sunday roast was ready.
"Dinner's ready!" I shouted and Jack, Zack, Alex and Olivia came running in, with Olivia on Alex's shoulders. I laughed at them and put the plates on the table, when I sat down we all began eating. After dinner, Jack washed up and me and Zack put Olivia to bed. When we left her room, Zack pulled me into out room and shut the door. He immediately pushed me up against the door and kissed me. Things got heated and we had a little fun. When we finished, Zack pulled me into a hug.
"I love you so so much, Jess" He said. In that moment, I fell in love with Zack all over again, this is going to make things ever harder.
"I love you too Zack" I replied and kissed him. We then went downstairs and talked with the guys for about 20 minutes

"Jess, can we go for a walk?" Alex asked.
"Sure, let me get my shoes" I replied. I put my shoes on and we left. I loved my evening walks with Alex.
"So, you enjoying having Jack back?" I asked him. He took a moment to think before he answered.
"I guess, but it feels as if he's changed. I just, I dunno, just stay alert for the time being Jess, I don't want anyone getting hurt" I think I knew what he was getting at.
"Don't worry Alex, I will" I replied.
"Good. And Jess?" Alex asked.
"Yeah" I replied.
"Tag!" He shouted, poking my shoulder and running off. I laughed and ran after him. Its a good thing I did cross country in school, because I'm waay faster than Alex for it. I caught up to him and tagged him then ran straight past him. He chased me or 10 minutes before giving up.
"Do you surrender?" I asked.
"Yes, I surrender, now give me a hug" He replied. I walked over and went to hug him, but instead, he picked me up over his shoulder and ran over to the pond.
"I'll throw you in!" He shouted.
"No you wont!" I shouted back.
"Fine, I will." He replied and went to throw me in. I screamed as he let go but shut up when I realised I landed in a blow up boat. Alex got in and sat next to me.
"I really hate you sometimes Alex" I said, leaning against him an putting my head on his shoulder.
"You love me really, I'm your big brother" He replied.
"Yeah, you're right, can you sing to me?" I asked.
"Yeah, what do you want me to sing?"
"Therapy" I replied. Little does Alex, or anyone else know, but this song saved my life. Back before I knew Alex was my brother, I went through a really tough time. I was bullied in school and then it all caught up on me and I believed every thing they said. I was about to end my life one night, until I found this song on YouTube and it saved me.

When Alex had finished singing, I decided it was time to tell him.
"Alex?" I said.
"What's up?" He asked. I took a deep breath.
"That song saved my life." I said slowly.
"What do you mean?" I heard him ask nervously.
"I went through a really tough time with bullying and when I heard this song, I was about to kill my self, but I felt as if this song was talking to me, and I didn't do it. All Time Low also helped me stop self harming 7 years ago." I said. I looked up at Alex and he was crying.
"Wow, I saved my sisters life" He whispered to himself.
"Yeah, you did, but please don't cry Alex, I love you, you're the best big brother ever" I said.
"Okay, I'm just glad you're alive. Do you want me to sing some more?" He asked.
"Yes please, can you sing stay awake?" I asked. He began singing it. I put my head on his shoulder and I must've fell asleep because before I knew it, I was being carried down the road back home.
"Hey sleepy head" He smiled down at me.
"Hi" I replied. We walked through the front door and he carried me up stairs and put me to bed.
"Night Jessy, sleep well. I love you" He said before leaving the room. Then I drifted off into a deep, dreamless sleep.

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