Lullabies

I waited calmly for her reply, and it felt like forever before she sent a text back, even though it was maybe a couple minutes.

(Um....Ok...What is it?) It was back to her being awkward like she was before we started hanging out. I started to feel nervous. What if she didn't like me?

(I...kind of...like you. Like, like you like you. I've liked you for quite a while. Never knew how to say it though. I also was scared you would reject me.) Well, I did it. I finally confessed my feelings for her. Now this response from her felt like eternity. I still worried that maybe she didn't feel the same way. Though from the way she had been acting today, I had a feeling she wanted to be with me. Finally, I got a response.

(Really? I kind of, sort of like you too.) Oh my God. She actually wants to be with me. Megan was going to be my girlfriend. More than likely anyways. I finally got to have the girl of my dreams that I had wanted for so long.

(Really? :) So uh want to go out with me then?) I still was a tiny bit nervous because she still could've rejected me. I seriously doubted that she was going to, but you never know.

(Yah of course I will! :) ) I was the happiest I had ever been in a long time. She was finally my girlfriend. This partially didn't help though, because now I wanted to be hanging with her that much more. I couldn't wait to go to school and see all the girls jealous of Megan. That sounds bad, but you guys know I mean well by it.

(Ok cool. :) You have no idea how long I've wanted to get to know you. I like you like a lot and wanted to get to know you and see if you were like I assumed, and you totally are. I'm so happy you're finally my girlfriend. We should all hang tomorrow.) I was extremely happy to see that I could finally express all my feelings for her and know that she wasn't going to hurt me.

(Yah definitely. You can pick us up like you did today. I'm happy you're my boyfriend. :) So happy haha Can't wait.) All that shyness of her that I had seen a few days ago was gone. There was nothing that made me more happy than just that. I wasn't going to tell the guys just yet. I'm sure they're smart enough to figure it out. They more than likely will figure it out when we hang tomorrow and they see how we are together. After a while, I decided to go to bed so that time could go faster and I could be with her sooner. When I got up, I was out of bed in seconds because I knew that it meant I got to see my girl. I went and picked the guys up and then went and got Kayla, giving them enough time to be ready for the day. We were at the park again like yesterday, except this time I was extremely closer to Megan. I kept my arms around her whenever I could, and couldn't stop kissing her on the cheek once in a while. We were sitting on the grass all of us talking, and I had Megan sitting between my legs and I had my arms around her waist. I was so happy to be holding her. Then the conversation came up.