Lullabies

(Hey. :) How are you?) I sent this to her in hopes she would reply soon. I was finally going to confess my feelings for her. Sure it wasn't in the way I had hoped for, but I just couldn't wait any longer. Almost instantly, I got a response.

(I'm good. Having a fun little mini rave with Kayla lol. You?) I smiled because I could only imagine how much fun she was having. I wished I could be over there, so bad. I then responded to her and now I was getting closer to expressing my feelings. I couldn't wait for it.

(Sounds fun lol I wish I was there. I'm alright still chilling with the other boys. They'll be going home soon. I miss you.) There was nothing I wanted more than to be with her. I really was hoping she felt the same way for me. It took her a while to respond, longer than it did for any of her other responses and I began to worry. What if I scared her away? Maybe it was too soon to tell her? After what felt like a long time, I got a response from her. Let's hope it's good.

(I miss you too, I guess.) It doesn't sound like she likes me. I still was going to keep this going because maybe she still was feeling a little awkward. I then responded to her. I replied to her faster this conversation than any other I've had with her or anyone else for that matter.

(No, I really miss you.) Hopefully this gives her the idea that I want to be with her. Once again, she took a while to respond. I felt like I was slowly pushing her away. Maybe I'm worrying too much.

(What? What do you mean you 'really miss me'?) Was her following text. I couldn't tell if she was trying to make me fully explain myself, or if maybe she just wasn't all that bright. Had to be the first guess. She's seemed really smart so she's cant be hardly bright. This is it. I'm finally going to tell her how I feel.

(There's something I need to tell you.) I was hoping for the best. She was possibly going to be my girlfriend. After all this wait, she was finally going to be my girlfriend, or at least I hope.