Lullabies

"Hey." She says very calmly. All my nerves kicked in and I almost couldn't talk to her. I could she was still somewhat angry with me.

"Baby, I'm really sorry." I tell her. I'm sure she could tell that I had been crying because I still was somewhat teary eyed. "The way I acted earlier. Can I come in?" She then sighed, but still let me in.

"Sure..." She answers moving to let me in. She then shuts the door behind me. She walked over to me and gave me a hug. I then started to cry again. I couldn't believe she was still talking to me. "Baby, what's wrong?" She asks me. They were right, she did still love me.

"I'm so sorry for earlier. Snapping on you like that. That's not me at all." I answer still sort of crying. "I was just scared and didn't know what to do. I love you and I am here for you. I am here for you and the baby." I really hoped that this would make her feel better. I came to realize that a baby was not something to be hated. It was something to be loved and there was no reason to ruin our relationship over a baby.

"Kay..." She answered. She's still mad... I thought everything was ok now, but all she said was "kay..." Obviously something's still wrong. I didn't know what more to say.

"Baby, please. Give me a chance. Give me a chance to prove to you that I can be the best boyfriend and father possible for you guys." I say to her. It was really weird saying the word father, I never thought I would be saying that about myself, especially at this age and especially towards the girl I loved so much.

"Sure." She answers me. Does that mean everything is ok again? I gave her the biggest kiss I've ever given her, and she actually let me kiss her. We were actually made up. I'm not sure why, but I never thought we would make up.

"I've got to go ok? But I had to come over here and apologize and make it up with you. I just had to. I love you baby." I say to her in the softer tone I knew she wanted to hear.

"Love you too." When then said our goodbyes, hugged and kissed then I left. I was happy to know we were ok. I wasn't going to lose her. I went back home and back to my room and sure enough the guys were still there.

"So, how did it go?" Jack asks.

"Well. We're made up, and we'll be having a baby." I say to them. I was actually a little excited to have a baby honestly.

"Alright, that's awesome dude. It's really nice to know you got things fixed up." Zack says to me.

"Thanks guys." I say to them. We then played some games for a little till it got late and they went home. The next few months flew by and Megan was now 5 months pregnant. It was July, and we were now out of school for summer vacation. Megan was starting to get big enough where you could kind of tell she was pregnant, but she could hide it if she wanted to. She wasn't due till November. It was our last summer break before we graduated. Pretty much everyone knew about the news. We had some people give us issues, and some were excited for us. Our parents were willing to help us out since it was our first child. Some people from school were giving us issues but we didn't let that get to us. We were all hanging out together at the park for a couple hours before Megan and I had to leave. Today was the ultra sound where we found out what we were having. I went to all of her appointments that I could make it to, and shockingly enjoyed them. I was honestly excited to go to this appointment. I never thought I would have been, but I was. Before I knew it we were at the appointment and in the room.