Lullabies

"What?" My mom says. "That's great Alex. Why won't she talk to you?" How could my mom think that this was ok? "Well, I mean I wish you guys would've waited or at least been more responsible, but having a baby is supposed to be a good thing, why does she not think that?"

"That's the thing mom. She was upset, but started to feel better when she talked to me, and to me she seemed happy about the idea, but me, I wasn't. I'm still not. I freaked out and yelled at her and really upset her and now she won't talk to me." I explain to her. I wish I could go back to that conversation and be nice to her instead of an ass.

"Well, how do you feel about it now Alex? Do you think you guys are going to break up now or anything like that?" She asks me. My dad just sat there quietly the whole time, and I knew he was listening and I was waiting for him to say something.

"I really hope not mom. I love her and I'm really scared that I might lose her. I really feel like I messed up." I tell them. Just then I got a text and looked at my phone. It was Jack.

(Hey, Megan's over here. She told us what happened. Dude, I never thought you would do that to her. We're coming by later to talk to you.) Oh no, I didn't realize that she was that upset that she went to my friends before me. I really didn't know what I was going to do.

"Well apparently Jack and the other guys are coming by later to talk to me about it." I tell my parents. "Megan told them everything."

"Well son, all I can say is that if you love her, and you're genuinely sorry, you need to go talk to her yourself." My dad says. I knew he was thinking of something wise to say.

"Yah, because if she really wants this to work out, there is nothing she wants more than for you to come by and talk to her and show that you really want her." My mom answers. I never would have thought I would be having this conversation with them.

"Thanks. Can I go to my room now?" I ask them.

"Yes." They both answer. I went up to my room. Before I knew it, the guys were all here and in my room. We just sat there quietly.

"Tell us everything that happened." Jack says to me. Just then I started crying. I never have cried about anything before. What's going on?

"She called saying she was upset as you guys know, so I ran to her house to meet up with her. She told me she was pregnant, and I freaked out and I was a complete ass and now she won't talk to me and I'm really scared guys. I'm afraid I'm going to lose her. I love her so much and all of that is ruined." I explain to them. I never have cried over a girl. I just wanted things to work out.

"Why did you freak out on her to begin with?" Rian asks.

"I was really scared. I couldn't believe it was actually happening, and I just got angry and didn't think about how it was effecting her and next thing I know she's crying because of me and now won't even talk to me." I answer. I was surprised that they were so chill about me crying. You know, it's not normal for guys to cry.

"Well, I can tell you right now you're not going to lose her." Zack says. "She came over and was crying saying that she was worried she was going to lose you. She loves you and wants this all to work. She asked us to come talk to you to try and fix things." That made me feel better.

"She really does?" I ask. "Should I go talk to her?"

"Yes. Go talk to her. Now." Jack says to me. "We will be waiting here for you so you can tell us how it goes when you get back." I instantly started to feel better about everything.

"Thank you guys so much." I say to them. They waited there as I left my room and walked out the door telling my parents I would be back. I got in my car and drove to Megan's. When I got there, I walked up to the door and knocked. Megan then answered the door and I became nervous.