I Hope You Know I Need You
The Only Thing That Sets Us Apart Is A Heartbeat
"No we don't", he responded, "We need to kiss."
"Jack...Jack!" Alex yelled trying to bring me back from thought. I got lost staring at his beautiful eyes.
"Oh, sorry. Uhm. I need to tell you something..."
"What's that?" Alex asked nervously, choking on his words.
"I think...no...I know. I really l-l-like you..." I stared at the ground not wanting to see his eyes. "I understand you don't want to be my friend now, but I just needed to get that off of m-"
That's when Alex pulled me in for a kiss. It sent my body into shock, and I panicked, not knowing what to do. I relaxed a little when I realized I was actually kissing the boy I liked. Actually, have liked. I felt his nice, warm, soft lips press up against mine, and it was the best kiss I've ever had in my life. This was so incredible...I could really get used to this.
That's when Alex pushed me aside, and giggled "Come on. We still have to get to school."
He dropped me off to my locker and asked "So, I guess I'll see you after school today?"
"Sure. I'd like that" was what slipped out of my mouth, as I walked to class, on top of the world.
Alex POV
He put his hands on mine. I just wanted to hold them so bad, but I couldn't. What has been coming over me recently? I realized Jack wasn't speaking, just staring at me.
"Jack..." I questioned, but he ignored me, obviously distracted, "Jack!" I shouted getting his attention.
That's when he did it. "I think. No. I know that...I really like you" he spoke as his words made me feel nervous but weird at the same time. I had a really weird sensation. Almost like I needed to kiss him.
That's when I made the hugest choice of my life. I leaned in, pulling him close to me, and kissed him. I felt him tense up at first, but he eased and kissed me back.
I brought him back to school, and made plans with him later today. God, I was so excited, I kissed the guy I liked. Even if he was like, way out of my league. Today was going to be a great day.
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It was almost time for final bell. I couldn't wait. I was shaking ready to see Jack. God he was fucking adorable. His beautiful brown eyes made me melt everytime he looked at me, and his hair, it just always suited him so well. It was always really taken care of and good looking too. His sexy ass in his tight jeans too, just unf. I was shaking so bad at the thought of seeing him.
"Hey Gasfag!" Zeth yelled over. I wonder what's wrong with him, he seemed pretty pissed.
"So I saw your queer ass kissing that freak this morning. Are you a fucking faggot?"
"N-no. You must be mistaken. I don't like guys. And why would I kiss my best friend?"
"Probably because I can smell your fucking fairy dust from over here"
"I'm not gay Zeth, remember how I h-"
"Good. Because if I ever find out you're gay, I'll kick your pretty face in." Zeth growled at me.
Jack ran over to me, eager to be with me. Fuck. I had to tell him we couldn't be together. I couldn't stand wathing him get hurt again. Especially if it was my fault.
Jack eagerly smiled at me
"Look, Jack. I...I don't think that this i-is really going to work out. You should probably get out of here before I hurt you worse...."
"But...Alex. You're not even going to try? You won't even fucking try to make this work? I thought you actually could've cared, but fuck you" Jack ran away.
I could never live with myself now
"Jack...Jack!" Alex yelled trying to bring me back from thought. I got lost staring at his beautiful eyes.
"Oh, sorry. Uhm. I need to tell you something..."
"What's that?" Alex asked nervously, choking on his words.
"I think...no...I know. I really l-l-like you..." I stared at the ground not wanting to see his eyes. "I understand you don't want to be my friend now, but I just needed to get that off of m-"
That's when Alex pulled me in for a kiss. It sent my body into shock, and I panicked, not knowing what to do. I relaxed a little when I realized I was actually kissing the boy I liked. Actually, have liked. I felt his nice, warm, soft lips press up against mine, and it was the best kiss I've ever had in my life. This was so incredible...I could really get used to this.
That's when Alex pushed me aside, and giggled "Come on. We still have to get to school."
He dropped me off to my locker and asked "So, I guess I'll see you after school today?"
"Sure. I'd like that" was what slipped out of my mouth, as I walked to class, on top of the world.
Alex POV
He put his hands on mine. I just wanted to hold them so bad, but I couldn't. What has been coming over me recently? I realized Jack wasn't speaking, just staring at me.
"Jack..." I questioned, but he ignored me, obviously distracted, "Jack!" I shouted getting his attention.
That's when he did it. "I think. No. I know that...I really like you" he spoke as his words made me feel nervous but weird at the same time. I had a really weird sensation. Almost like I needed to kiss him.
That's when I made the hugest choice of my life. I leaned in, pulling him close to me, and kissed him. I felt him tense up at first, but he eased and kissed me back.
I brought him back to school, and made plans with him later today. God, I was so excited, I kissed the guy I liked. Even if he was like, way out of my league. Today was going to be a great day.
___________
It was almost time for final bell. I couldn't wait. I was shaking ready to see Jack. God he was fucking adorable. His beautiful brown eyes made me melt everytime he looked at me, and his hair, it just always suited him so well. It was always really taken care of and good looking too. His sexy ass in his tight jeans too, just unf. I was shaking so bad at the thought of seeing him.
"Hey Gasfag!" Zeth yelled over. I wonder what's wrong with him, he seemed pretty pissed.
"So I saw your queer ass kissing that freak this morning. Are you a fucking faggot?"
"N-no. You must be mistaken. I don't like guys. And why would I kiss my best friend?"
"Probably because I can smell your fucking fairy dust from over here"
"I'm not gay Zeth, remember how I h-"
"Good. Because if I ever find out you're gay, I'll kick your pretty face in." Zeth growled at me.
Jack ran over to me, eager to be with me. Fuck. I had to tell him we couldn't be together. I couldn't stand wathing him get hurt again. Especially if it was my fault.
Jack eagerly smiled at me
"Look, Jack. I...I don't think that this i-is really going to work out. You should probably get out of here before I hurt you worse...."
"But...Alex. You're not even going to try? You won't even fucking try to make this work? I thought you actually could've cared, but fuck you" Jack ran away.
I could never live with myself now
no. stop. ok?
9/20/13