2010, spring.

Wendy Mark is a ordinary 17 year old may some people think. Well, she's not.
She lives in Maryland, Baltimore and goes in high school there. She has three friends, Jordan, Clarice and Logan. They been together as long as they can remember. Her biggest passion is dancing and music.
Wendy has no big plans about love and no about the future.

In the past three years she's been struggling with depression and last year she tried to commit suicide. It all started when her older sister died 2006. Wendy got really sad and lost, because they were really close and she didn't find another reason of being alive.

After the sucide try, her friends tries to talk to her and help her, but she don't want anyone there. But somehow they all know, if she keeps going this way she will fall into the darkness again.
Her parents wants her to go and talk to someone professional, but she refuse.

But, when she gets to the bridge, where she tried to kill herself a year before, someone special shows up and Wendy's whole world changes.


SPOILERS FROM CHAPTER 13 AND FORWARD!!!
Alex and Wendy are having a relationship for 28 hours, but then Wendy leaves him for all the fights, the age and the strength she didn't have.

7 mounts later she has new friends and a new life. She is a band gang with her best friends Taylor, Liz and Bryan and her boyfriend Josh. Everyone except Josh goes to We Are The In Crowd's free concert, and it's been rumors that All Time Low will show up. And what happens when her friends don't know about them, and forces her to go to them? Will Alex recognize her under all the make up and the dark, dyed hair or will he not care? Read to find out...

1. I don't need anyone

2. I miss my past. I miss Alice. I miss my friends.

3. I'm Alexander by the way, but you can call me Alex

4. I don't know how he did it, but he made me happy

5. Stupid celeberty

6. Alex had lost somebody too

7. Not lovers, but more than friends

8. He was so cold

9. Got my heart in your hand, like a time-bomb ticking

10. Sing me to sleep

11. Mom, this is Alex

12. I should've listen to myself in the beginning. He did just break my heart.

13. I'll always remember you

    Break up..

14. He has no idea, that I'm even here

    7 mounts later

15. I've never told a lie, and that makes me a liar?

16. Josh? Screw him. Alex? Yes please.

17. I swear it was fucking chemstry

    Next morning...

18. I was with someone else

19. Don't make this easy, I want you to mean it

20. Who could deny, these butterflies

21. Far from the others, close to each other, that's when we uncover

22. I'm having a way too young girlfriend

23. Wish you were here

24. Pretty much that

25. All I want is you

26. Nobody said it was easy, nobody ever said it would be this hard

27. It's been a while since I felt butterflies, do you feel the same way too

28. This is Alex Gaskarth

29. You can't bandage the damage, you never really can fix a heart

30. We can't do this if you don't trust me

31. Dinner with the family

32. I'm still painting flowers for you

33. New Year's Eve Part 1

34. New Year's Eve Part 2

35. Epilouge

    The happy ending.

36. I need you! (authors word)

    Names.

37. SEQUEL

38. WHAT?!

    This is totally unbelievable