I started crying uncontrollably, i hated being kept in the dark about anything. I seriously wanted to know what had happened. I was shaking so much i felt sick, i wrapped the blanket around myself and tried to calm myself down.
Austin happened to walk in now, he opened the door and smiled sadly at me, he was carrying my favourite meal, a Macdonalds happy meal. The scent was amazing, i couldnt remember the last time since i had had a Macdonalds. I forgot everything while i muched happily away on my cheeseburger and fries, i finished the meal with my strawberry milk. Throughout eating it all, Austin just starred at me. It was like he was checking me, to see what was wrong with me. I felt a bit uncomfortable under his intent gaze so i broke the awkward silence that had engulfed us. "Well, why am i here then?" Austin looked down at his hands and then took mine into his. He looked straight into my eyes. "Katie. Four months ago you, you just passed out on the bus at Alex's, you went into a coma and youve literally just woken up. You scared me so fucking much, i didnt think you were going to wake up" His voice broke and he began crying.

I pulled him up onto my bed and wrapped my arms around him. "i'm so sorry, i'm so sorry, i can't tell you how much i love you Aust, i love you so much." I cried my heart out with him. He pulled away from me and began talking again. "There's some other things youre going to want to know, youve been diagnosed with depression, but also you have breast cancer, it'll be ok, we'll get through this, i promise" I felt his hands shaking against mine. My world had literally fell apart in the space of seven months. I didnt know what to say or do. I let go of Austins hands and lay down. "Where's Lily, i need to see Lily."
"Lily is with Alex, she's safe, me and the boys have been looking after her." He replied softly.
"You know while ive been in a coma, ive been having flashbacks about the time Alex hurt me, my head seems to be telling me it was Alex who did this. Whats going on in my head? i just dont know what to think anymore. Its horrible."
I ran my fingers through my hair, soon i wouldnt have my hair, thats if the chemo worked or if i was able to have it.
"Katie, look at me" I looked into Austin's brown eyes he seemed shocked and worried.
"What do you mean, you think Alex did this?"
"When i went to speak to him about Lily and how often he was going to see her, he was drunk, he said a few things, more than a few things, he was horrible to me. I collapsed because i thought he was going to hurt me. In his eyes it was like he had so much hate for me."
"WHAT THE FUCK, DID HE HURT YOU, KATIE, TELL ME NOW."
I sat up. "Austin, stop, no, i dont think he did. But, i was just wondering. It just felt like thats what had happened. I told you i dont know whats going on in my head. Also, he's only ever hurt me once, he didnt mean too."

He paced around the room in rage, i was scared because i honestly didnt know what the truth was and i didnt want to start something if i couldnt fully back what i thought up. Also, i had kept the fact Alex had hurt me away from Austin, that must hurt him, because we trust each other with everything, i mean everything. I kinda betrayed that trust and faith we had in each other.
Austin strode over to the door and opened it. "Austin, no, just leave it, wait till my memory comes back fully, so we can be sure. P-PLEASE."
"Kate, don't panic. It'll be ok, i'm just going to go sort things out and confront him about both times, no way is he going to get away with hurting you once, and if he did cause you go into a coma well, fuck."
He strode out the room and the closed with a slight click and i was left alone to think about what i had just done. I knew i loved Alex so why have i just done that to him? I should have just kept it to myself instead of starting trouble.

Notes

I changed the story as my other one was a bit too much, i personally think so i hope this is just as good anyway