Matt Flyzik, I Love You
Nightmares
Zack's POV
"Zack? Zack!"
A whispering voice calls me from my slumber and my eyes open slowly.
Everywhere is blurry other than a glowing ball of light dancing before me, edging towards the front lounge.
My mind screams 'what the fuck?!' as I crawl out of the bunk. I rub eyes ad quickly glance around. The glowing ball of light reflects around the bunk room, revealing the guy's curtains fully shut. I go with the theory of this is a dream and follow the light. It leads me down the bus and to the lounge. There I am greeted by Matt...and his girlfriend having sex.
The sight makes me feel sick to my stomach; their naked bodies intwined and trusting together. The girl's dirty moans and Matt's grunts fill the room. I gasp and step back away from them. I feel sick and ill. I wanna be sick, I think I will be.
Matt's head turns around and he sees me. Our eyes lock as he continues, in and out. His face has a devilish grin and a dirty smirk painted on it. I hold my mouth as the vomit rises from below.
Moments later, he speaks; his voice gruff and low. Animal like.
"You want this?" He gestures to the woman beneath him, a withering and moaning mess. I gulp loudly, my body and head shaking.
"N-no" I stutter. He grins more and replies, louder than before.
"Yes you do! You want me, Zack!" he screeches.
My heart pounds from out my chest and my mouth becomes the Sahara Desert. I shake my head again, clutching my hands over my ears; my desperate attempt to drone out the woman's loud pants and moans. "No! I don't want you, Matt. You have a girlfriend" I cry. He laughs, our eyes still locked and him still thrusting into her.
"Don't lie, Zachary. Say it, say that you want me" he growls. I cry out and release my ears. "Okay! Okay!" I retire.
"Say it, Zack" Matt torments. I am so distracted by his growl that I don't even notice Matt is stark naked and his butt is fully viewable.
"I want you! I want you!" I scream.
"ZACK!"
In a sweaty, withering mess I lay on that exact couch with Matt above me, hands clutching my shoulders and waking me up.
"Get away from me!" I snap, pushing his hands away and taking a drastic attempt to stand up. Instead, I stumble and land back on the couch with a thump.
"Zack what's wrong?" Matt asks.
It's dark outside, nothing but black. The bus is silent other than mine and Matt's conversation. Everyone must still be sleeping.
"You. You're whats wrong!" I scream.
"Why?" He replies.
Uncontrollable and confused, I grab Matt's soft face and collide our lips.
His are soft and taste sweet. And mine feel on fire. My heart burst like a flower and I feel weightless. Our song plays in my mind as I realise something.
Matt's not kissing me back.
Shattered and heartbroken, I release his lips and push him away. His expression is shocked to say the least.
Tears fill my eyes as he spins on his heel and fleds to the bunks.
"What the fuck just happened?!" I say.
"Zack? Zack!"
A whispering voice calls me from my slumber and my eyes open slowly.
Everywhere is blurry other than a glowing ball of light dancing before me, edging towards the front lounge.
My mind screams 'what the fuck?!' as I crawl out of the bunk. I rub eyes ad quickly glance around. The glowing ball of light reflects around the bunk room, revealing the guy's curtains fully shut. I go with the theory of this is a dream and follow the light. It leads me down the bus and to the lounge. There I am greeted by Matt...and his girlfriend having sex.
The sight makes me feel sick to my stomach; their naked bodies intwined and trusting together. The girl's dirty moans and Matt's grunts fill the room. I gasp and step back away from them. I feel sick and ill. I wanna be sick, I think I will be.
Matt's head turns around and he sees me. Our eyes lock as he continues, in and out. His face has a devilish grin and a dirty smirk painted on it. I hold my mouth as the vomit rises from below.
Moments later, he speaks; his voice gruff and low. Animal like.
"You want this?" He gestures to the woman beneath him, a withering and moaning mess. I gulp loudly, my body and head shaking.
"N-no" I stutter. He grins more and replies, louder than before.
"Yes you do! You want me, Zack!" he screeches.
My heart pounds from out my chest and my mouth becomes the Sahara Desert. I shake my head again, clutching my hands over my ears; my desperate attempt to drone out the woman's loud pants and moans. "No! I don't want you, Matt. You have a girlfriend" I cry. He laughs, our eyes still locked and him still thrusting into her.
"Don't lie, Zachary. Say it, say that you want me" he growls. I cry out and release my ears. "Okay! Okay!" I retire.
"Say it, Zack" Matt torments. I am so distracted by his growl that I don't even notice Matt is stark naked and his butt is fully viewable.
"I want you! I want you!" I scream.
"ZACK!"
In a sweaty, withering mess I lay on that exact couch with Matt above me, hands clutching my shoulders and waking me up.
"Get away from me!" I snap, pushing his hands away and taking a drastic attempt to stand up. Instead, I stumble and land back on the couch with a thump.
"Zack what's wrong?" Matt asks.
It's dark outside, nothing but black. The bus is silent other than mine and Matt's conversation. Everyone must still be sleeping.
"You. You're whats wrong!" I scream.
"Why?" He replies.
Uncontrollable and confused, I grab Matt's soft face and collide our lips.
His are soft and taste sweet. And mine feel on fire. My heart burst like a flower and I feel weightless. Our song plays in my mind as I realise something.
Matt's not kissing me back.
Shattered and heartbroken, I release his lips and push him away. His expression is shocked to say the least.
Tears fill my eyes as he spins on his heel and fleds to the bunks.
"What the fuck just happened?!" I say.
Notes
The next chapter will explain everything and the last chapters notes will as well ;Dlove you all <3
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6/30/13