Infinity
The Start of Something New
I waited for nearly an hour at a restaurant for my date to show up when I decided to just leave. This isn’t the first time I’ve been stood up before, but it truly hurts. I know twenty-six isn’t old, but I just want to fall in love and be equally loved. I’ve been hurt on more than one occasion and I’m so sick of it; I wonder from time to time is there something wrong with me that I don’t deserve love and affection. I may be overly dramatic, but that is how I feel.
I sat on the bench in front of that restaurant with my head in my hands when out of the corner of my eyes, I saw two very handsome men walk together holding hands which made me smile. They were laughing and looking at each other with such adoration.
Ok. That is exactly the type of relationship that I want.
One of them nudged his boyfriend and walked over to me.
“Miss, are you okay?” he asked, sitting beside me.
“Yeah. Just got stood up is all.”
“You can’t possibly be okay after that.”
I looked to my left and saw a messy brown-haired man who had an amazing smile.
“You’re right. I’m not.”
I heard someone who I assumed was his significant other walk over.
“Is she-“
He shook his head. The other guy kneeled in front of us.
“So, beautiful. What’s your name?”
I smiled again. It’s been a while since someone’s called me beautiful.
“Jessie.”
“Hello, Jessie. I’m Zack and that cute guy next to you is my boyfriend, Alex.”
Alex blushed and moved hair out of his face. They were so adorable.
"Pleasure to meet both of you."
"Since your date was a bust, you feel like having a night out?"
I bit my lip. They're so sweet and seem like genuinely good people, but do I go?
"Absolutely."
"Fantastic. Let's go!" Alex exclaimed.
I laughed and got off the bench. We ended up going to a club where I did have some eyes on me; some had good intentions, others not so much as they had eyes on my ass. The guys luckily had my back and were quite protective; it made me feel special.
“I had such a great night. The best night I’ve had in such a great while.” I said at my front door.
“We did too.” Zack said with a smile.
“We definitely have to hang out again.” Alex said.
I each received a hug and we exchanged numbers; the fact that I made new friends felt amazing and I loved this feeling.
Over a month later, our bond of being friends became stronger as each day passed. At that point, I began having feelings for both of them which was something I never felt before. In the few times I’ve been in a relationship, I had never felt feelings for any other person. I didn’t know if I should act on these feelings or not because they may not feel the same way and I truly didn’t want to ruin our friendship; luckily, they’re polyamorous and bisexual, so I won’t sound crazy if I tell them.
“Hey.”
“Hey.” Zack said as he picked me up for lunch.
I want to be more than friends.
“So, where are we headed, my dear?” he said, pulling me close.
I smiled and answered him. When I saw Alex sitting in the driver’s seat, my smile grew.
Yeah. I definitely want to be with him, too.
“Someone’s in a great mood.”
“Absolutely.”
I have to tell them. Today. I don’t think I can handle waiting any longer. Lunch went without a hitch, but my heart was racing the entire time.
“Jessie?” Alex said, placing a hand on my shoulder.
We were at the mall and I must’ve zoned out.
“Yeah?”
“You zoned out. What’s up?”
“It’s nothing.”
He stopped as I did, looking straight into my eyes.
Oh, those eyes.
“Bullshit. I know you.”
“Umm...”
“Jessie.” Zack said from beside me.
I tried to move, but I couldn’t.
Just do it. If you lose them as friends, you can handle it.
I stood on my toes and kissed Alex. He didn’t respond for a good five seconds after I separated, and, then I felt his lips on mine; I wrapped my arms around his neck as he did the same with my waist. This felt so right and I didn’t want to let go.
“Alex?”
“How long?”
“Maybe for the past couple of weeks. My heart had been racing all day.”
“You could’ve told me.”
“I didn’t want to fuck up this friendship we all share.”
I looked at Zack and took his hand to see if he would pull away. I turned and looked up at him and felt him squeeze my hand.
Does this mean-
“Z-“
He slid his hand out of mine and into my hair, also added his other hand and kissed me. I stood on my toes and smiled into the kiss. I overheard someone calling me a slut, but I didn't care; I was enjoying kissing Zack.
“That was nice, really nice.” I giggled.
Clearly amused, he laughed.
“It was. Wasn’t it?”
“Yes.”
He wrapped an arm around my waist, pulling me close to him.
“How about our kiss?” Alex said.
“Eh. It was okay.”
I couldn’t keep a straight face; he looked sad.
“I’m kidding, you goof. It was pretty damn great.”
I kissed him again to prove it.
“How long you guys?”
I turned to Zack first.
“For about three weeks.”
Alex.
“For the past week."
Two weeks later, Alex headed out to get us all food as I stayed over at their house. I was cuddled up next to Zack when I felt his hand travel up my thigh. I turned my head toward him and kissed him; he swiftly pulled me onto his lap and removed my shirt. I moved backward slightly, so I could take his shirt off; I was almost too marveled at his body to do anything else.
“Let’s go.” I said.
He didn’t say anything, but take us up to the bedroom where we quickly disposed the rest of our clothing aside from his boxers. He pushed me onto the bed before towering over my body; we kissed one more time then I felt his lips on my neck. It felt so fucking good already.
This is gonna be a great night.
He licked my neck and quickly headed down to my breasts. He started to rub them and flick his tongue over each nipple.
“Zack.” I moaned.
He looked up for a split second before he continued down my body, leaving kisses along my torso. The second he touched my thighs, I just wanted him to take care of my pussy. I was panting and reaching for him, eyes begging for him to do just that, but he wouldn’t. The sucking and biting of my thighs felt pretty damn good in and of itself, but I needed help; I was throbbing.
“Please.” I pleaded.
A second later, I felt his tongue on my clit.
“Fuck.”
He traveled downward and the tongue darted inside of me.
“Zack! Jessie!” we overheard but didn’t respond.
I was in too much pleasure. When I felt two fingers inside of me, pumping in and out, I was so close to an orgasm.
“Just fuck me!” I demanded.
The door opened before he even responded; instead, of I reached an orgasm.
“Oh my God!”
I looked up to see Alex. Zack kissed me despite this and I melted into the kiss.
“Guys!”
Zack turned around and looked at him.
“Why couldn’t you wait? Looks like I was missing out on a party.”
“Who said you were invited?” I asked.
He smirked and walked over to kiss me; I denied him.
“How about we eat first?”
He had a sad, pathetic look on his face.
“You’ll be okay, hun.” Zack said, kissing his cheek.
I laughed.
"Let me put some clothes on first and then I'll meet you two downstairs."
They nodded and headed downstairs. I put on my pajama top and matching shorts and headed downstairs. I saw them sitting in the living room, waiting for me.
“You guys didn’t have to wait for me.” I said, sweetly kissing one cheek per guy.
They were also leaving a spot in the middle of the couch for me.
“Of course we did. We didn’t want to be rude.” Zack said.
“You look awfully cute. Not earlier though...” Alex said.
I blushed.
“I totally agree.” the former said.
How the fuck am I supposed to eat now... when I have two extremely attractive men practically salivating over me?
“Let’s just eat.” I said with my now pulsating pussy.
“Ok.”
Alex brought home a few burgers and fries, but now all I could focus on was the two of them. I tried my best to eat dinner, but it was certainly difficult; the guys being done before me didn’t help.
“Just let us know when you’re done.” Alex whispered in my ear while Zack touched my arm.
Just three more bites... and I’m done.
“Done.”
Alex picked me up and the three of us went upstairs or in Zack and I’s case, back upstairs. I stripped again and waited for Alex to dispose of his clothes...down to his boxers like my other boyfriend. He walked over to the nightstand drawer and grabbed a condom. I sat down on the bed, not knowing what his next move would be. He moved onto the bed behind me, so I turned around and made my way over to him and sat in his lap; he immediately squeezed my ass which was an instant turn-on.
"Hey." I said.
“Hey.” he said, seductively.
“You gonna fuck me or what?”
“Oh. Straight to the point.”
“So, what do you think?”
He kissed me one last time before lying down and lifting me, so he could slide in; that feeling was glorious.
"Holy fuck." I said as I began rolling my hips.
“Damn, Jessie.”
I haven’t had sex in three months, so this was perfect and pure bliss. About five minutes later, I stopped and Alex proceeded to pound into me; I moaned the second he did so.
“You have no idea how flawless you are.” he said.
I was in too much pleasure to say a single thing. He moved his hands toward my ass again and squeezed it.
“You do know what turns me on. Don’t you?” I said seductively, leaning down to kiss him.
He kissed me and gripped my hips before answering me.
“Abso-fuckin-lutely.”
I went back grinding my hips into his just a few minutes later and knew I was close less than ten minutes after that. I collapsed into him once I came and had his arms wrapped around me.
“Hey Jessie.” I heard from beside me.
I turned to see the man I had neglected while I was having sex with Alex; I felt terrible immediately. He was hard now and I had no idea whatsoever how long that was going on.
“I’m sorry.” I said.
“No need to apologize. That turned me on like you wouldn’t believe.” he said, running a hand through my hair.
Alex sat up, so Zack could sit on the foot of the bed while I kneeled in front of Zack’s cock. The moment my lips fully wrapped around him, he let out a guttural moan; I resisted the urge to smirk. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw him bob his head back and Alex kissing his neck. The sight seemed to cause him to be in more pleasure which made me happy.
“I’m so fucking close.” he moaned after about ten minutes.
I finished him with my hand and he came hard all over my face.
“You need some help cleaning up?” he asked.
“I’d love some help.”
Smirking, he licked my face clean then kissed me, not forgetting to add that amazing tongue of his into my mouth. He lifted me onto the bed and pushed me to the head of the bed; Alex and Zack joined me. I was breathless as I laid down flat on the bed.
"Sounds like someone wants to take a nap." Zack said, lying next to me.
Instead of answering him, I shimmied till I was halfway on his chest with my head close to his neck.
"I'll take that as a yes."
"A big yes from the looks of it." Alex added.
He rested a hand on my hip. If this isn't what you consider security, I don't know what is.
I sat on the bench in front of that restaurant with my head in my hands when out of the corner of my eyes, I saw two very handsome men walk together holding hands which made me smile. They were laughing and looking at each other with such adoration.
Ok. That is exactly the type of relationship that I want.
One of them nudged his boyfriend and walked over to me.
“Miss, are you okay?” he asked, sitting beside me.
“Yeah. Just got stood up is all.”
“You can’t possibly be okay after that.”
I looked to my left and saw a messy brown-haired man who had an amazing smile.
“You’re right. I’m not.”
I heard someone who I assumed was his significant other walk over.
“Is she-“
He shook his head. The other guy kneeled in front of us.
“So, beautiful. What’s your name?”
I smiled again. It’s been a while since someone’s called me beautiful.
“Jessie.”
“Hello, Jessie. I’m Zack and that cute guy next to you is my boyfriend, Alex.”
Alex blushed and moved hair out of his face. They were so adorable.
"Pleasure to meet both of you."
"Since your date was a bust, you feel like having a night out?"
I bit my lip. They're so sweet and seem like genuinely good people, but do I go?
"Absolutely."
"Fantastic. Let's go!" Alex exclaimed.
I laughed and got off the bench. We ended up going to a club where I did have some eyes on me; some had good intentions, others not so much as they had eyes on my ass. The guys luckily had my back and were quite protective; it made me feel special.
“I had such a great night. The best night I’ve had in such a great while.” I said at my front door.
“We did too.” Zack said with a smile.
“We definitely have to hang out again.” Alex said.
I each received a hug and we exchanged numbers; the fact that I made new friends felt amazing and I loved this feeling.
Over a month later, our bond of being friends became stronger as each day passed. At that point, I began having feelings for both of them which was something I never felt before. In the few times I’ve been in a relationship, I had never felt feelings for any other person. I didn’t know if I should act on these feelings or not because they may not feel the same way and I truly didn’t want to ruin our friendship; luckily, they’re polyamorous and bisexual, so I won’t sound crazy if I tell them.
“Hey.”
“Hey.” Zack said as he picked me up for lunch.
I want to be more than friends.
“So, where are we headed, my dear?” he said, pulling me close.
I smiled and answered him. When I saw Alex sitting in the driver’s seat, my smile grew.
Yeah. I definitely want to be with him, too.
“Someone’s in a great mood.”
“Absolutely.”
I have to tell them. Today. I don’t think I can handle waiting any longer. Lunch went without a hitch, but my heart was racing the entire time.
“Jessie?” Alex said, placing a hand on my shoulder.
We were at the mall and I must’ve zoned out.
“Yeah?”
“You zoned out. What’s up?”
“It’s nothing.”
He stopped as I did, looking straight into my eyes.
Oh, those eyes.
“Bullshit. I know you.”
“Umm...”
“Jessie.” Zack said from beside me.
I tried to move, but I couldn’t.
Just do it. If you lose them as friends, you can handle it.
I stood on my toes and kissed Alex. He didn’t respond for a good five seconds after I separated, and, then I felt his lips on mine; I wrapped my arms around his neck as he did the same with my waist. This felt so right and I didn’t want to let go.
“Alex?”
“How long?”
“Maybe for the past couple of weeks. My heart had been racing all day.”
“You could’ve told me.”
“I didn’t want to fuck up this friendship we all share.”
I looked at Zack and took his hand to see if he would pull away. I turned and looked up at him and felt him squeeze my hand.
Does this mean-
“Z-“
He slid his hand out of mine and into my hair, also added his other hand and kissed me. I stood on my toes and smiled into the kiss. I overheard someone calling me a slut, but I didn't care; I was enjoying kissing Zack.
“That was nice, really nice.” I giggled.
Clearly amused, he laughed.
“It was. Wasn’t it?”
“Yes.”
He wrapped an arm around my waist, pulling me close to him.
“How about our kiss?” Alex said.
“Eh. It was okay.”
I couldn’t keep a straight face; he looked sad.
“I’m kidding, you goof. It was pretty damn great.”
I kissed him again to prove it.
“How long you guys?”
I turned to Zack first.
“For about three weeks.”
Alex.
“For the past week."
Two weeks later, Alex headed out to get us all food as I stayed over at their house. I was cuddled up next to Zack when I felt his hand travel up my thigh. I turned my head toward him and kissed him; he swiftly pulled me onto his lap and removed my shirt. I moved backward slightly, so I could take his shirt off; I was almost too marveled at his body to do anything else.
“Let’s go.” I said.
He didn’t say anything, but take us up to the bedroom where we quickly disposed the rest of our clothing aside from his boxers. He pushed me onto the bed before towering over my body; we kissed one more time then I felt his lips on my neck. It felt so fucking good already.
This is gonna be a great night.
He licked my neck and quickly headed down to my breasts. He started to rub them and flick his tongue over each nipple.
“Zack.” I moaned.
He looked up for a split second before he continued down my body, leaving kisses along my torso. The second he touched my thighs, I just wanted him to take care of my pussy. I was panting and reaching for him, eyes begging for him to do just that, but he wouldn’t. The sucking and biting of my thighs felt pretty damn good in and of itself, but I needed help; I was throbbing.
“Please.” I pleaded.
A second later, I felt his tongue on my clit.
“Fuck.”
He traveled downward and the tongue darted inside of me.
“Zack! Jessie!” we overheard but didn’t respond.
I was in too much pleasure. When I felt two fingers inside of me, pumping in and out, I was so close to an orgasm.
“Just fuck me!” I demanded.
The door opened before he even responded; instead, of I reached an orgasm.
“Oh my God!”
I looked up to see Alex. Zack kissed me despite this and I melted into the kiss.
“Guys!”
Zack turned around and looked at him.
“Why couldn’t you wait? Looks like I was missing out on a party.”
“Who said you were invited?” I asked.
He smirked and walked over to kiss me; I denied him.
“How about we eat first?”
He had a sad, pathetic look on his face.
“You’ll be okay, hun.” Zack said, kissing his cheek.
I laughed.
"Let me put some clothes on first and then I'll meet you two downstairs."
They nodded and headed downstairs. I put on my pajama top and matching shorts and headed downstairs. I saw them sitting in the living room, waiting for me.
“You guys didn’t have to wait for me.” I said, sweetly kissing one cheek per guy.
They were also leaving a spot in the middle of the couch for me.
“Of course we did. We didn’t want to be rude.” Zack said.
“You look awfully cute. Not earlier though...” Alex said.
I blushed.
“I totally agree.” the former said.
How the fuck am I supposed to eat now... when I have two extremely attractive men practically salivating over me?
“Let’s just eat.” I said with my now pulsating pussy.
“Ok.”
Alex brought home a few burgers and fries, but now all I could focus on was the two of them. I tried my best to eat dinner, but it was certainly difficult; the guys being done before me didn’t help.
“Just let us know when you’re done.” Alex whispered in my ear while Zack touched my arm.
Just three more bites... and I’m done.
“Done.”
Alex picked me up and the three of us went upstairs or in Zack and I’s case, back upstairs. I stripped again and waited for Alex to dispose of his clothes...down to his boxers like my other boyfriend. He walked over to the nightstand drawer and grabbed a condom. I sat down on the bed, not knowing what his next move would be. He moved onto the bed behind me, so I turned around and made my way over to him and sat in his lap; he immediately squeezed my ass which was an instant turn-on.
"Hey." I said.
“Hey.” he said, seductively.
“You gonna fuck me or what?”
“Oh. Straight to the point.”
“So, what do you think?”
He kissed me one last time before lying down and lifting me, so he could slide in; that feeling was glorious.
"Holy fuck." I said as I began rolling my hips.
“Damn, Jessie.”
I haven’t had sex in three months, so this was perfect and pure bliss. About five minutes later, I stopped and Alex proceeded to pound into me; I moaned the second he did so.
“You have no idea how flawless you are.” he said.
I was in too much pleasure to say a single thing. He moved his hands toward my ass again and squeezed it.
“You do know what turns me on. Don’t you?” I said seductively, leaning down to kiss him.
He kissed me and gripped my hips before answering me.
“Abso-fuckin-lutely.”
I went back grinding my hips into his just a few minutes later and knew I was close less than ten minutes after that. I collapsed into him once I came and had his arms wrapped around me.
“Hey Jessie.” I heard from beside me.
I turned to see the man I had neglected while I was having sex with Alex; I felt terrible immediately. He was hard now and I had no idea whatsoever how long that was going on.
“I’m sorry.” I said.
“No need to apologize. That turned me on like you wouldn’t believe.” he said, running a hand through my hair.
Alex sat up, so Zack could sit on the foot of the bed while I kneeled in front of Zack’s cock. The moment my lips fully wrapped around him, he let out a guttural moan; I resisted the urge to smirk. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw him bob his head back and Alex kissing his neck. The sight seemed to cause him to be in more pleasure which made me happy.
“I’m so fucking close.” he moaned after about ten minutes.
I finished him with my hand and he came hard all over my face.
“You need some help cleaning up?” he asked.
“I’d love some help.”
Smirking, he licked my face clean then kissed me, not forgetting to add that amazing tongue of his into my mouth. He lifted me onto the bed and pushed me to the head of the bed; Alex and Zack joined me. I was breathless as I laid down flat on the bed.
"Sounds like someone wants to take a nap." Zack said, lying next to me.
Instead of answering him, I shimmied till I was halfway on his chest with my head close to his neck.
"I'll take that as a yes."
"A big yes from the looks of it." Alex added.
He rested a hand on my hip. If this isn't what you consider security, I don't know what is.
Notes
Just thought I'd write about the beginnings between Jessie, Alex and Zack.
