Drugs & Candy

Jack's POV

Everyone was laughing and joking around and for some reason it was really getting to me so I got up and felt my way out of the house to the garden where I sat down on the step and put my head in my hands and just started to cry.
I heard the door open and someone stepping outside.
"Jack?" I heard Alex say as he walked over to me and sat next to me.
"You should be inside spending time with your family" I sniffed.
"Your family as well Jack." Alex said and I shook my head.
"I'm not family, I'm just a spare part." I said quietly and looked down.
"Baby what brought this on?" Alex said softly and made me look at him.
"Just hearing you and your family sounding so happy and it made me realize how worthless I really am that my own mother doesn't want me and nobody wants me." I sobbed and Alex pulled me onto his lap and held me close to him and he kissed the top of my head.
"That's not true Jack and you know that isn't true. I want you and everyone in this family wants you. Never say that you are worthless ever again." Alex said and kissed the top of my head again and I looked at him and when I went to look down again Alex made me look at him and he kissed me which I returned.
"I want to make you mine but your still a minor and I can't risk it." Alex said quietly.
"I will be 18 in 2 weeks, it'll only have to be between us for 2 weeks, it wouldn't matter Alex." I said.
"I can't lose my job Jack." Alex said and I moved so I was sat facing him and my legs wrapped round his hips and I rested my head on his shoulder.
"But because it's only 2 weeks I'm going to take the risk." Alex said and I sat back and looked at him.
"Jack, do you want to be my boyfriend?" Alex asked and I smiled and nodded.
"Yes." I said and Alex chuckled and he kissed me which I was really happy to returned and I rested my head back on Alex's shoulder.
"Do you have any weed on you by any chance?" I asked and pulled back and looked at Alex.
"Considering I'm a recovering drug addict the answer should be no, but I do have a small amount of weed on me if you want it." Alex said and I nodded.
"For you, I will roll you a joint but you need to get off me first." Alex said and I pouted which resulted in Alex kissing me which I returned.

I had no clue what I was doing all I knew was Alex had carried me upstairs to his room and we was sat in his room with Jasey.
"Guess what." I said to Jasey and I felt Alex look at me.
"What Jack." Jasey said and I could hear the smile in her voice as whenever I was drunk or high I had this need to tell her anything juicy about my life.
"I'm not a single lady anymore." I said and Jasey chuckled at our inside joke which Alex didn't have a clue on what we was on about.
"You finally got the balls to ask him Alex." Jasey said and I slapped what I thought was her leg but it turned out to be Alex's leg.
"Jesus Jack, that was too close to my balls." Alex said and Jasey started to laugh.
"Don't laugh at the blind guy." I pouted.
"But yes I finally got the balls to ask Jack." Alex said and pulled me to his side and kissed the top of my head which made me smile.
I felt a hand on my knee which made me up and I looked and I felt someone kiss my forehead which made me frown and I heard Jasey chuckle.
"Just look after him for me." Jasey said and I felt someone else kiss the top of my head which was getting me really confused.
"Going to, he's going nowhere." Alex said and I looked at him and smiled and Alex kissed me which I returned and I heard Jasey playfully gag.
"Get a room." Jasey said.
"Well you happen to be in the room so kindly piss off." I said playfully and I could hear Jasey roll her eyes and felt her get off the bed and her walking out the room shutting the door behind her.

"You so nice to your friends." Alex chuckled as I felt him lie on his back taking me with him so I was lead on top of him.
"Jase is my only friend, she knows I'm only joking and she knows when I'm being serious. Am I not crushing you?" I said and messed with Alex's top.
"It's either you laying on me or me crushing you because you are really light young man." Alex said and tickled my sides which made me squirm on him and I rolled myself off him and cuddled into Alex's side.
Alex sat up and I looked at him confused as I sat up as well.
"Can I take your top off?" Alex asked softly and I felt him sit in front of me.
I looked down but Alex made me look at him.
"Yes." I whispered and I felt Alex getting hold of the bottom of my top and gently pulling over my body and over my head.
"Baby your really skinny." Alex said and I could hear the concern in his voice.
"I'm not that skinny, I'm more fat than anything." I said and looked down.
Alex caught hold of my hand and he ran my hand down my ribs and I could feel them and I gently pulled my hand out of Alex's hold.
"Do you want to talk about it?" Alex asked quietly and I shook my head.
"It's okay, another time yeah?" Alex said and I nodded and I felt Alex making me look at him and him kissing me which I returned.
I messed with the bottom of Alex's top and smiled to myself.
"It's hardly fair that I have my top off where you can stare at me and you have your top on." I said and Alex chuckled and he went to talk his top off but I smacked his hand away.
"You took mine off, it's only fair I take yours off." I said and started to pull Alex's top off and once I had it off I reached my hand out and looked at Alex for permission and Alex caught hold of my hand and put it on his chest which made me smile and I gently moved my fingers over his chest.
"Your skin is so soft." I said quietly and carried on touching Alex's chest lost in thought.
Alex chuckled and squirmed which pulled me from my thoughts and looked at him.
"It's tickles, but it feels nice." Alex said and I smiled.
"Let's take our jeans off and we can cuddle, you can carry on tracing patterns on my chest and we can start watching Orange is the new black." Alex said and I nodded and moved from Alex who pulled me back onto him.
"But first I want a kiss." Alex said and I smiled and lent down and kissed him and it soon turned to us both making out.

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