Dark affairs

The next two days are hectic. I have to work and the guys are busy with last minute organising and checking.

I don't see them at all because they 'work' till the late hours and if I want to keep my job, I can't afford to get wasted on a weekday any time soon.

So on Thursday at 7 am I am driving over to Jack's where the bus will pick him up to see them off.

I'm pretty bummed, I didn't have any alone time with Jack nor Alex and now they would be gone for six long weeks, living together on a tour bus, anything could happen and I definitely wasn't part of it.

I looked over to Max in the passenger seat and he was jumping into my lap trying to lick my hands when he noticed.
I cuddled him and placed him back in his seat.

"Looks like it's just you and me for a while, buddy." I sighed.

I arrive in front of Jacks apartment building and the tour bus and the equipment van are already waiting there. A few of the crew are outside, reloading and repacking items.

I park behind them and get out and walk towards a group of people that hang around there talking.

Jack and Alex are standing with their backs towards me in conversation with some of the tech guys and the rest of the band, so Rian is the first one to notice me approaching.

His face falls immediately. Oh god, I forgot he still hates me, I make a mental note to try and fix that like, soon-ish.
I huff at his hateful glare though because I'm in a bad mood as it is, I don't need him to make me feel even worse.

It's stupid and childish but I can't stop myself from pushing his buttons some more.

So I sneak up to Jack from behind and hug him around the waist and complain in an irritating whiny voice. "Jacky-boi , I'm gonna miss you so much, don't go pleeeease."

Rian rolls his eyes and immediately turns and leaves probably to hit something with the sticks he always carries around.

Jack spins around and looks at me with a surprised snort. "What's up with you, Mickey? Are you finally showing your mental age?"

He hugs me non the less and tucks down his head to kiss me, he licks my lower lip and I greedily open my mouth to taste as much of him as possible.

The sound of gagging from the guys makes us pull apart but Jack happily states.

"Fuck you guys, let me have a moment with my girlfriend before we leave." Then he grabs my hand and pulls me inside the bus. He pushes me into his bunk and crawls in on top of me.

"Hey, baby" he hums while he plants little kisses down my neck and his hands go up my shirt.
"Do you think we have time for a quickie before we leave? We didn't even have proper goodbye sex."

"No way, am I gonna have sex with you on this bus where anyone can walk in on us any second." I deny but still my fingers rake down his back under his shirt and I arch myself towards him to have more of our bodies pressed together.

He moans while continuing to suck a hickey near my collarbone.
"Fuck, Mickey. Don't give me a boner before we leave." He whines.

"It's your fault you didn't come see me last night." I argue and finally push him away and climb out of the bunk. "Apparently hanging out with the boys was more important than having sex with your girlfriend that you won't be seeing for six weeks." The more I think about it the angrier I get.

"Noooo, I swear, we were working til late and then I had to pack and before I knew it it was 3am and I knew you would have killed me if I would've woken you up that late." He whines.

"You bet your skinny little ass, I would have." I huff annoyed and Jack pouts.

Alex comes in and disturbs our petty fight.

" Can I say goodbye as well, Mickey?" I'm still annoyed with Jack so I grab Alex by his shirt and kiss him in front of my boyfriend.

He eagerly kisses back and grabs my ass to pull me close. I hear Jack groaning louder, seeing us like that probably just turns him on even more, that little weirdo.

I brake the kiss after a few moments and smile at them both. "So, I have to go to work now, I'm gonna miss you, both. Be good. I love you."

Jack grumbles and lets himself fall back onto his bed. "Yeah, fine, leave us both here with blue balls, that will be such a good start to this tour." He rubs the prominent bulge that appeared in his pants.

"Oh, yeah, I nearly forgot, I have a little present for you." With that I pull two pairs of socks from my pocket and throw them to the boys giggling.

They get my little hint and huff annoyed. Jack always tells me all the guys have a sock in their bunk to masturbate into. I don't know if that is real and I don't wanna think about it too much because it's kind of gross as well.

Then Alex throws back the crumbled socks hitting me in the head. "Thanks, but I won't be needing it, I've got Jacky here." He smiles deviously patting his best friends head.

Now it's me that groans. "Jack!" I screech. "Promise me you're not gonna fuck like rabbits the whole tour." I'm only half joking here.

"Hey, baby" Jack turns serious and gets up and hugs me lovingly. "Don't worry, Mickey. I love you, nothing is gonna change that. I'm gonna miss you so much." He kisses my face and strokes my hair affectionately.

"I'm gonna miss you, too Jay." I mumble sadly. This is the first time we will be separated since we got together.

Alex hugs us both sticking his face in between us. "Yeah, Mickey, don't worry, We will be good, I look after Jack and we will miss you and maybe not fuck like rabbits all the time." He is way too chipper about going on tour to be only remotely sad and serious.

"Oh shut up, Alex." I bark and turn to leave kissing Jack once more. He squeezes me quickly and then lets go. I send a quick punch to Alex and then I'm gone.

I run into Rian on my way back to my car and I let my bad mood get the better of me.

"Oh yeah, and Rian." I start and he looks at me slightly nervous but still trying to maintain his glare but I'm on a roll here.
"I don't really know what your problem is. I have been nothing but nice and polite to you and you're just being rude and shitty back. I don't know what crawled up your ass and died but I tell you this, we are all adults and what Jack and I do in our spare time is none of your business."

I wasn't sure how much he knew about what was going on between me and the guys so I did not want to give away too much and honestly I couldn't even fathom why he was so mad at me recently, apparently he thought Alex's mood swings were all my fault.

He stared at me with his jaw slack probably shocked by my sudden outburst but then a sly smile crept onto his face and he came closer and whispered threateningly.

"Or maybe Jack would like to know what you and ALEX are doing in your spare time." He smirked victoriously thinking he had me pinned down.

Okay, so he had no idea what was really going on.

I huffed as I came even closer to his face "As I said. None. Of. Your. Fucking. Business." Poking his chest with every word.

I turned around unlocking my car and got in where I was awaited by a giddy Max and drove off, seeing Rian in my rear view mirror staring after me with a thoughtful look on his face.

Notes

Will Rian figure out what's going on?