Life isn't a fashion statement.

Alex's POV

"I want to go back to work Jack, I'm fucking bored here doing nothing all day." I said as I walked into the kitchen where Jack was.
"I am not having you back at work if you haven't eaten or if you have eaten you just purge it back up again. I'm not having a repeat from the other day." Jack said seriously and turned round.
"The more time I have off the more the urges get because I have nothing to distract me from it." I said.
"Lex I'm not having you collapsing every time you go to work." Jack said softly.
"Okay, it was the one time I collapsed. I've been in relapse before and still managed to work and not collapse. Your just being over protective now and it's taking the fucking piss." I said.
"It's happened once and it will probably happen again and I'm not risking it Alex! That was before this is now, I'm being over protective because I fucking care about you." Jack said loudly.
"If you fucking cared about me then you would at least think about what I want to do! I want to go back to work because I am literally being driven insane staying here all the bloody time!" I shouted back at Jack.
"Your not going back to work and that's final Alex." Jack said seriously.
"I'm not a fucking child Jack. Don't need to fucking speak to me like I am one." I snapped.
"Well your bloody acting like one so I have no choice but to treat you like one." Jack said.
"So I can't fight about what I want to do because your just going to talk down to me. Wow I actually thought you was different from everyone else but of course I'm fucking wrong." I said calmly and walked out the kitchen before I punched Jack.
"I'm not talking down to you. I'm clearly looking out for you!" Jack shouted after me and I heard him follow me to the bedroom.
"Yes you fucking are! Your telling me what I can and can't do! I'm fucking old enough to make my own choices and I'm making a fucking choice about coming back to work! You can't fucking stop me!" I shouted and turned round to look at Jack.
"Really? Because the last time I checked you are not well enough to do anything without having a fucking breakdown! Tell me how that is telling me you are fit for work because your not Alex! You've been making your own choices since you was a fucking kid all because your parents had no control over you and look what happened to you!" Jack shouted back.
"My parents didn't give a shit about me Jack, you fucking know this! And don't you fucking dare bring them into this aurgement!" I said loudly.
"Well I am and what you going to bloody do about it." Jack challeneged.
"You know what, fuck you, just fuck off to work because I am seriously done with arguing with you about this." I said and turned round.

"Well I can't since no one is here to keep an eye on you since your meant to be under supervision because of your suicide attempt with failed." Jack said.
"Don't fucking bring that into this. Yes I failed to kill myself, well done me, because it just proved to me that I'm fucking useless at everything I do! I don't need you to bring that up to remind how fucking useless I am!" I shouted and turned back round to look hard at Jack.
"Your not useless Alex." Jack said softly.
"Well clearly I am because I can't even fucking kill myself without it failing in style." I snapped.
"Just fuck off and leave me alone. I'm fine on my own." I said and walked past Jack who caught hold of my arm.
"Get the fuck off me and fuck off to work." I growled and Jack reluctantly let go of my arm.
I walked off and went outside to try and calm down.
Jack came outside a couple of minutes later looking like he was off to work.
"Once Kit is here I'm going to work." Jack said.
I just ignored him and looked down since my back was to Jack.
"Yay a babysitter can't even fucking trust me can you?" I snapped.
"Alex I trust you, but I don't trust you at the moment." Jack said.
"Well I might as well go out and fuck as many people as I can." I snapped back.
"Don't say that." Jack growled.
I turned round and stood up and walked over to Jack.
"And your going to stop me? I'm a slut, fucking remember that. If I want to sleep with as many people as I want then I will fucking do that. You are not in control of me." I growled back and went to walk off and again Jack caught hold of my arm.
"You fucking do that then we are over. I'm not going to have a slut of a boyfriend spreading his legs to anyone he wants." Jack said seriously and looked at me hard.
"Then you have your excuse to throw me out on the streets, now get your fucking hand off me." I growled and Jack let go and I walked to the spare room and sat on the bed.
I don't know how long it was but I heard Jack walk in the room.
"I'm off to work. If your not here when I get back then I assume that we're over." Jack said seriously and walked out the room.
I sighed and just lead on the bed and thought about everything.

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