You've got to hold on.

Jacks POV

"What if he runs off and cheats on me. It was bad enough as it is when he went off when Rian said things to him. It almost killed me, if he did go off again and cheat I might as well be dead." I said to Zack since I was round his doing some homework before I went home since it would never get done with Alex around.
"Why would he run off?" Zack asked confused and looked at me.
"Because he probably thinks I'm some sort of straight edge and don't want sex with him." I said.
"Why don't you talk to him about it?" Zack asked again.
"I have and he said he would wait for me. But what if he lying and goes off and cheats." I said.
Zack sight and looked at his homework and then to me.
"He loves you Jack, everyone can see how much he cares about you. Your also about the only person he trusts and he wouldn't throw that away. If he said he'll wait for you then he'll wait for you." Zack said.
I sighed and looked down.
"If your that insecure about it then just get on a fuck him then." Zack said.
"And how do you suppose I do that? Go up to Alex and go ' hey Alex just fuck me into the mattress.'" I said and threw my hand up in the air.
Zack chuckled.
"Yeah, basically just do that." Zack said.
"Well that's going to be easier said than done." I said.
"Don't be so insecure about yourself, Alex sees you in just your pants doesn't he?" Zack said and looked at me.
"Yeah but at least my dick is covered." I said.
"Well he's seen the outline of your dick I don't see the difference between that to having your dick out." Zack said.
I looked at my homework.
"Here's something you can do, just go to bed with no clothes and just wait for him to notice." Zack said.
"If you are that worried about it I'm sure Alex will look after you and stop if it gets too much for you." Zack said.
I started to put my books away.
"Cheers Zack." I said and stood up.
"Let me know how it goes." He said after me as I walked out of his room.

I got home and went upstairs since that's where Alex is normally.
"Hey Jack how was..." He started but I pushed him back on the bed, sat on him and kissed him hard which soon turned heated.
We pulled away for air and Alex looked at me and smirked.
"That was unexpected." He chuckled.
"Full of surprises I am." I said and kissed him which he returned.
"Yes you are." He smiled.
I wrapped my arms round his neck and my legs round his waist and hugged him tight which Alex returned.
"I love you Jack." He said quietly and kissed my cheek.
"I love you too." I said and just breathed in his sent.

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