You've got to hold on.

Alex's POV

When i woke up i was alone in bed and panic started fill me.
I was about to go into a panic attack when Jack came into the room.
"It's okay Lex. I just went to the toilet, i didn't go far." He said and sat next to me.
"I'm sorry, I'm just being really stupid right now." I said quietly.
"Hey, it's okay. Everything is going to be okay." Jack said and pulled me to his side gently.
"Christ I'm so fucked up." I muttered.
"Dont say that. Yeah you have your problems but everyone has problems." He said.
I looked at him and smiled.
"There's problems and then there's the fucked up problems and mine are all in the fucked up problems." I said and looked down.
"I'm going to promise you that i will try everything in my power to make your problems move from the fucked up problems to just problems." Jack said and rested his head on top of mine.
I smiled again.
"Thanks Jack." I said quietly.

Someone knocked on the door which made me jump and move quickly and hid under the covers all without trying to cry out in pain.
"Hey boys." Jacks mum said as she came into the room.
"hey mum." Jack said and i felt him roll over and pull the covers away from my face.
"It's only mum, she's not going to hurt you." He said quietly.
I just looked at him and Jack just smiled and rolled back over.
"I was just wondering if Alex would like something to eat." She said and i shook my head.
"Alex you look like you havent eaten for a while. I'm sure mum is going to cook something good." Jack said.
"I was going to get a take-away since Bandit did well in that test she had the other day." Mum said with a smile.
"Is there anything you want?" Jack asked.
"Pizza. I would like a pizza please." I said shyly and looked down.
"Any flavor?" Mum asked and i shook my head.
"Okay you two be downstairs in half an hour." She said and walked out of the room.
"See mum isnt that bad." Jack said quietly.
"I guess not." I whispered.
"Come on, put some clean clothes on and you can have a shower or a bath after we've eaten." Jack said.
I nodded and Jack got up and looked for some clothes.
"Here i've even put a hoodie in the pile so you can cover your face if you want too." He said and i nodded and started to put the clothes on.

Me and Jack walked into the sitting room and Alice ran over to Jack who picked her up.
One of the boys was looking at me but he wondered over and stood in front of me and carried on looking at me.
"Is your arm any better from where you hurt yourself?" He asked.
"Jake, have some manners." Jack said.
I looked at Jack smiled.
"My arm is better thanks." I said quietly.
"You can sit down you know. But Bandit and Lily like that big chair over there and Jack likes the beanbag and me, Alfie and Alice like jumping on him." The boy said with a smile on his face.
"If Alex sits on the beanbag you dont do that as he's not domesticated." Jack said and i threw a glare at him.
"What does that word mean?" Alfie asked.
"Alex isnt used to having you terrors running around the place." Jack said and put Alice down.
The boy just looked at Jack.
"What happened to your face?" The oldest one of the 3 girls asked.
"Bandit." Jacks mum said as she walked into the room.
"What? I'm just asking." She said.
"Well dont." Jack said and sat on the sofa and looked at me and gestured me to sit next to him so I did.
"Are you two together?" The middle one of the three asked.
"No." Jack said.
All questions stopped when the door bell went which made me jump and everyone pretty much chuckled at me.

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