You've got to hold on.

Jacks POV

I don't understand how mum actually agreed to me doing this but she did as long as I stayed with Alex then I was allowed.
All I can say is that it was fucking freezing outside but Alex was taking it in his stride.

"Its freezing out here." I said with my teeth chattering.
"You'll get used to it." Alex said quietly looking around.
"Don't think I can." I said.
"That's because your fucking soft now shut the fuck up and follow me." Alex said and we went down this alley.
"Alex why we going down here?" I asked scared shitless.
Alex stopped walking and turned round and faced me.
"Okay, just so you stop whining like a little bitch I suggest you man the fuck up because if anyone smells fear they will fucking drag you to a hotel or something and fucking rape you! You show no fear. If you don't stand your fucking ground you also get taken to a hotel and get fucking raped, it also happens when you stand your ground but throw a few punches and stand your ground then they won't do nothing to you. If you follow the street code then you'll either get raped to death or someone will kill you and throw you in the fucking gutter and not giving a shit." He said very seriously.
This is a Alex I really didn't know. He was a different person.
"You stay with me and do what I tell you and you'll be fine." He said calmly.
I just nodded.
"Good, now we're about to go to the rough part of town. Don't be shocked on what you going to see. If anyone asks your my property and no one is to touch you and if they do you tell me okay." He said.
"Okay." I said quietly.
Alex smiled.
We started walking and if I'm honest I was shocked on what I saw.

There was literally homeless people sleeping everywhere, and the place fucking stunk of shit and piss.
I heard some people wolf whistle which made me move closer to Alex.
"Well hey there sweet cheeks bet you want some of this?" A guy said and grabbed his junk.
"He's not interested in your STD filled dick." Alex growled and pulled me closer to him.
"Fuck you Alex, bet he's not interested in a mental freak." The guy growled.
" And like I fucking said before he's not interested in your STD filled dick." Alex said a little louder.
"And your dick is so clean as well. I bet you have fucking hundreds of STDs." The guy said.
"Actually my dick isn't filled with STDs since I fucking bottom thank you very much." Alex said.
"And for the record actually you fucked me. So see you later asshole." Alex said and walked off with me closely following him.
"I'll be after you sweet cheeks. You mine." The guy said loudly.
"Just go with what I'm about to do okay." Alex said quietly and stopped and looked at me.
He grabbed hold of my face and kissed me hard and pretty much forced his tounge in my mouth and made out with me.
"You know what fuck you Alex!" The guy said loudly and walked off.
Alex pulled away and glared at the person who was walking away.
"You mine and no one is allowed to touch you." Alex growled and wiped his mouth and walked past me.
I followed Alex like always.

We found somewhere and sat down.
I was really cold and Alex noticed so he took his hoodie off and gave it to me.
"Y..Y..You'll freeze." I said teeth chattering.
"I'll be fine. Your more important than me." He said and handed me the hoodie.
I put it on and pretty much hid inside it.
"Go to sleep I'll keep an eye out." Alex said quietly looking round.
"Its too cold to sleep." I said quietly.
"Cuddle in my side that should warm you up a little." He said and looked at me.
" I can't." I said and a big gust of cold wind blew and it knock me back on how cold it was.
"Fuck." I whispered and started to shake.
Alex pulled me to his side and put his blanket he had over me.
"Go to sleep I'll be here when you wake up." Alex said quietly and kissed the top of my head.
"Can't sleep, its too cold out here and I can feel people looking at me." I said and tried to cuddled more into his side.
"I'll keep you save. I promise." He said and kissed the side of my head.

I must of fell asleep but something woke me up.
"You back the fuck up man otherwise I'll stab you!" Someone said loudly.
I looked and saw Alex standing in front of me.
"Ah come on man, your not having your way with him, let me have him." The guy said.
"I've had my way with him. He is fucking mine and no one is touching him. Not while I'm here." Alex growled loudly.
I saw something in his hand.
"We could have a three way man, come on a man has needs you know." The guy said and went to walk by Alex but Alex pushed him back hard.
"He is my fucking property. You hear me. He is mine now I suggest you fuck off before I fucking kill you." Alex said loudly.
"I'm gonna be after him. So you tell him that." The guy said and walked off.
Alex turned round and saw that I was awake.
"Its not safe here. We need to go now." He said and walked over to me and knelt in front of me.
"Jesus Jack, your lips are blue we're going home now." He said seriously and helped me up.
"B..B..B..But." I said but my teeth where chattering loudly for him to hear me.
Alex just ignored me and took me home.

We got back and mum was waiting.
"Jesus what the fuck happened Jack." She said and walked over to me.
"I..I..I'm fine." I said.
"Your not, your frozen. Come in the kitchen and have a hot drink to warm you up." She said and wrapped her arm around me.
"A..Alex, where's Alex." I said quietly and looked behind me and saw Alex walking out the door.
"No, Alex come back." I said and moved away mum and went back outside and saw Alex walking down the drive.
"Alex wait." I said and he stopped and turned round.
"Go back inside in the warm." He sniffed.
"Not without you." I said.
"I need to go." He said.
"I'll come with you." I said.
Alex walked over to me and put his hands on my shoulders.
"I put you in danger tonight. I wouldn't be able to live with myself if they fucking touched you. To do what they did to me." He said.
"But you looked out for me." I said.
"It was surviving Jack. I can't have you in danger because off me. That's why your better off without me Jack." He said and took his hands off me and backed away.
"Lex what you talking about?" I asked.
"I can't stay here Jack. Not after what happened tonight, which is why you don't come looking for me." He said.
"But, I want you to stay." I said quietly.
"I know, I do too but I can't. I belong out here and you belong in there." He said.
"You've been a good friend Jack. I'll see you around." He said and walked off.
"Lex." I said quietly.
I could feel tears filling in my eyes.
"Jacky?" Mum said and stood beside me.
"He's gone mum, I dont know what's going to happen to him. I can't let him go like mum I can't!" I said and felt tears fall down my cheek.
I went to walk off after him but mum caught hold of my hand.
"Don't Jack. He said he doesn't want you looking for him." She said.
"But he will die out there." I said.
"He won't die Jacky, Alex knows how to survive and he will survive." She said.
"But you don't know what its like mum." I sniffed.
"Come on your frozen." She said and guided me inside.
"Where you going?" Mum asked as I walked upstairs.
"To bed, to cry and then fall asleep." I said walking up the stairs.
"Don't go and do nothing stupid Jack. Please, you've only just gotten better." Mum said.
"Can't promise nothing." I muttered and got to my room and flopped on my bed and cried and fell asleep.

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