You and I.

Rose's POV

Since mum and dad was away and I wasn't trusted to be home alone since they have it stuck in their heads I'm either going to kill myself or have wild parties which neither will never happen because I dont throw parties no matter how popular I am and I'm not suicidal for a fact.
So I managed to ask Alex and Jack if I could stay round theirs for two weeks as I seem to get on with them two better than Fred and Eric but Eric does have a family and Fred just wants his space which I can completely understand.
And it gave Jack a peace of mind knowing that there was someone with Alex since his head is literally all over the place.

I was sat on my laptop working on a new mash up and thinking of ideas for a new youtube video since thats what I do in my free time when I'm not at dance or at the stakepark or playing my guitar which is normally most of the time but I wanted to get to know Alex and get close him.
"Hey Alex." I said as he walked into the sitting room and sat on the sofa playing his guitar.
Alex grunted telling me that he has heard me.
"What do you think of making a YouTube video with me?" I asked as I did want to show people that it wasn't just girls who had mental illnesses and how much it affects the person and their loved ones.
"What about?" He asked as he put his guitar down and looked at me.
"Mental health and to show people that its just not a woman's illness and how much it effects your day to day live and how much it effects loved ones." I said and Alex looked down.
"You don't have to if you don't want too. I just thought it would be a good way to raise awareness of mental health since you have your fair few of them." I said and Alex head snapped up and glared at me.
"Its not my fucking choice to be fucked in the head. I would literally love to be able to go to work and not think about cutting myself or killing myself everyday." He snapped.
"Sorry, it was just an idea." I said quietly and looked down.
I heard Alex sigh loudly and compose himself before he spoke again.
"I'll do it." He said and I looked at him.
"Do you mind if I do like a Q&A?" I asked.
He shook his head.
"I want people to ask questions so get your ass here and have a picture with me." I said but I got up and ran over and jumped on the sofa and actually got a decent picture of us which I really liked.
"There, we'll do it later if you want. When Jack gets back so you can feel like your safe." I said and hugged him which he returned.

I was bored so I was making a mash up.
I was also listening to music which I really liked so me being me I started to dance like normal.
I looked over and saw Alex watching me from the sofa i went over to him and pulled him up.
"Dance with me." I said.
"I can't dance." He said still watching me.
"Everyone dances. They've just got to find it from in here." I said and poked his chest and spun round.
"Yeah, I have two left feet." He said.
"That's when you make the most of having your two left feet." I said.
Alex just shook his head at me and turned round grabbing his guitar and sat on the floor with Winston next to him.
"I've found my talent. And you have clearly found yours." He said and started to play his guitar.
"Yeah. Anything with expressing yourself is my talent." I said and sat on the floor and carried on what I was doing.
"And you are very good." Alex smiled and I smiled back at him.

Jack had came back home and he was sat on his guitar like Alex has been all day while I've been on my laptop.
My phone went off and i looked at it a d saw someone had said something quite horrible about Alex.
I sighed and deleted the comment and went back to making sure what I've been working on sounded okay or not.
I heard Alex's phone go off and he looked at it and he smiled and answered it.
"Oscar!" He said happily but his smiled just dropped.
"Okay. I'll come down right now then." He said quietly.
"What's up?" Jack asked quietly.
"Oscar. He's dead." Alex said and sniffed.
"Babe I'm sorry." Jack said and pulled Alex to his side and kissed the side of his head.
"They need me to ID him since he has no family and I was the closest thing to him as being family." Alex said and got up and walked to the bedroom.
"Who's Oscar?" I asked and looked at Jack.
"Alex's friend he made while he was at hospital when he was 14, they was really close in fact Oscar was Alex's only friend." Jack said and got up and went to the bedroom.
I sighed and looked at this mash up I made.
I saved it and went to make something else.

Notes

Shit update