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Baby, I Will Be Your Everything

"If I did that then we wouldn't just be swaping spit. Right, baby?"

"Seriously, what the hell." I hissed, ignoring the way Lauren frowned back at me.

"I didn't know." She whispered defensively, glancing at her group of friends all chattering in their circle behind us now.

I pressed my fingers to the bridge of my nose and took a deep breath, glancing over to see Alex leave to throw his trash away before I turned my attention back to the guilty looking girl in front of me.

"Lauren, why would they come if they knew they had no money?" I sighed in annoyance. "Would you go somewhere if you didn't have money to get in?"

She shrugged, tucking her hair behind her ear as she avoided eye contact with me. I crossed my arms over my chest in a stressed fashion and knawed on my lip in silence while I waited for her to answer me.

"Hello?" I urged.

"Baby, relax. It's fine." Alex muttered in my ear as he got back, tugging my arm as we were called up to the counter.

I turned around with him, watching as the brunette woman behind the plastic window gave us a wide grin.

"Hello!" She greeted. "How are you?"

"Just fine." Alex replied polietly. "Uh, can I get eight tickets with skate rental."

I frowned, feeling my blood boil at Lauren's selfish actions. Maddison and Jane, two of her newer friends, didn't bring any money for their tickets or anything. The past few times Lauren has gone places with them, my mom has given her extra money that I know she used for them. There's no doubt in my mind that Lauren expected Alex to pay for them when she invited them which just pisses me off even more because Alex isn't a complete asshole and won't let two kids sit out while everyone else is having fun.

"Get the money from Leah, Jessica, Kelly, and Jamie." I nagged, motioning to Alex as he pulled his wallet out. "He paid for all of our tickets."

She frowned, nodding her head and leaving my side to do what I asked. I sighed, watching Alex hold out a fifty and a ten before the woman handed him back eight green tickets. I gawked, not believing my eyes when he stepped to the side without getting any cash back.

"Alex." I stressed.

"Babe, calm down." He sighed, ripping off the tickets. "Come get a ticket."

I stepped to the side, watching all of Lauren's friends take the ticket held out to them before giving them to the woman standing in the doorway. Lauren was the last to take her's, handing Alex some folded money before hurriedly stepping through the door. I bit my lip, watching Alex flip through the crumpled bills.

"How much did she give you?" I asked, following him through the door and giving the woman our tickets.

"Twenty-eight." He answered, linking hands with me as we walked over the black carpet with neon splatters covering it and down to the line for skate rentals. "It was like seven-fifty a person."

"This shit is expensive." I frowned, using my free hand to rub up his forearm. "You didn't have to pay for me and Lauren."

"Shut up, babe." He groaned. "It's not a big deal, I've got a job y'know."

"That doesn't mean you should spoil us." I mentioned.

"I'll do what I want." He retorted.

I giggled, hugging his arm tightly before letting him go as we got to the back of the line. We waited silently as the girls all got their skates and ran off. I rolled eyes, listening to California Girls by Katy Perry blast through the speakers.

"Great, shitty music to add on to the shitty place." Alex groaned.

"Did you think they were gonna play Metallica?" I teased, stepping up to the counter.

Alex huffed, rolling his eyes playfully before dropping my hand to lean forward on the hard counter. A guy with short blonde hair and brown eyes greeted us boredly, tapping his fingers on the counter as he stared at Alex expectantly.

"Size?" He questioned.

"Uh, eleven and a nine." Alex answered, making him nod and skate over to the shelves.

"Big foot." I joked, nudging his side.

"You know what they say about big feet." He smirked, moving his hand out of my sight.

I rolled my eyes, squeaking when he pinched my ass. I swatted his hand away with a blush, ignoring the strange look the guy gave me when he came back with the skates. I glanced down at his white and black stripped shirt, drawn to the neon yellow patch with Cody printed on it.

"Thank you." I mumbled shyly, taking the skates as Alex took his.

Once I made sure I wouldn't drop them, I led Alex over to the small locker area and sat down on a bench. He plopped down next to me with a miserable whine, lazily kicking his shoes off while I slowly pulled mine off.

"Fuck this." Alex commented, staring down at the four-wheeled skates with a scowl.

"You'll be fine." I reassured, shoving my feet into the skates easily before tying them.

"How the fuck-" He stopped, pulling the laces to tighten them the best he could. "I don't like this."

I laughed, rolling my eyes as I got down on my knees. I scooted over so until I was kneeling in front of him and knocked his hands away. Propping his foot up on my thigh, I tightened the laces hard so they wouldn't be loose and tied them around his ankle so they wouldn't be so long. I repeated the same thing with his other foot, smiling in accomplishment when I finished.

"There." I clapped, looking up at him.

I furrowed my eyebrows as his gaze glazed over, bottom lip dropping open just a little. I raised my eyebrows which seemed to snap him out of whatever daze he was in while he licked his lips and chuckled.

"What?" I asked quietly, looking around at all of the kids and teens skating and talking around us.

"You just look so good on your knees." He quipped.

"Alex!" I gasped, face flushing as I hurriedly got back up on my feet. "There are kids around."

"They didn't hear me." He claimed, rolling his eyes. "I'm not standing up."

"Come on!" I whined, grabbing on to his hands.

"I'm gonna eat shit." He warned, sucking his lip into his mouth as he stared at his feet.

"Alex, come on." I begged. "It'll be fun."

"I'm gonna fall on my fuckin' face, Jack." He retorted knowingly, slowly rolling his feet back and forth to get a feel for it.

"And I'll laugh at you." I giggled, tugging his hands. "C'mon."

He groaned, rolling his eyes at me before he slowly moved to stand up. Right when he was standing straight, his feet seemed to slip from right under him as he dropped to the ground seconds after standing. I watched in shock as he smacked his arm into the bench before landing hard on his ass. I covered my mouth, not able to conatin my laughter as he fell back into a laying position shaking with his own laughter.

"A-Are you o-okay, baby?" I got out through giggles, leaning down to grab his hand.

"My fuckin' ass." He choked out, holding his side before gripping my hand.

I laughed, pulling him up the best I could. I laughed louder when his legs shook as he finally managed to get back up. I breathed heavily to calm myself down, making sure to hold his forearms as he stood up again.

"Babe, I really don't want to repeat that on the hard ass floor." He chuckled, running his fingers through his hair.

"You just fucked it up." I complained, trying to fix the mess of bangs over his forehead.

"Whatever, does it look like I give a shit?" He commented, letting out another chuckle.

"You never do." I concluded with a sigh.

"You say it like it's a bad thing." He muttered, grabbing my right hand tightly as I turned sideways.

"It is and it isn't." I answered, tugging him foreward slowly.

"Oh shit." He freaked, holding my hand tighter.

I bit back my grin as we rolled across the carpet as slow as the skates would allow. I had to stop for the occassional kid zipping passed us, but soon enough I had him pulled next to the small wall where it cut off for the entrance to the rink.

"Would you calm down?" I laughed, feeling his fingers twitch inside mine. "I don't think I've seen you nervous in a very long time and it's because of a little skating rink."

I looked over at him, watching him stare as kids skated passed us at a fast speed. He didn't even acknowledge what I was saying, instead just biting his lip and staring around the rink. I haven't skated in a while and it is a little nerve-wracking to get on to the rink because once you get on it, there's a stupid rule where you can't stop and you have to keep moving. It's kind of pressuring especially when it's full of pre-teens and young kids flying around the circle like it's the easiest thing in the world.

"Baby, there's no fucking way." He marvelled, shaking his head.

"You can do it. Stop thinking so hard." I assured him, squeezing his fingers in mine. "Do you want me to drag you around the carpet for a bit so you get used to it?"

"Nah." He smiled, nodding towards the floor. "Might as well go bust my ass because it's gonna happen anyway."

I laughed, staring down at our linked hands before inching closer to the smooth floor. I waited as groups of fast kids rolled by, watching for a big gap to come along to give us time to get on all the way.

"When I get on, you have to get on right after because once we're on we gotta go so we don't get run over." I explained, taking the opportunity of a small gap to step on to the rink. "Come on."

"No no no." He chanted, trying to tug his hand from mine as I pulled forward. "I'm not ready!"

I laughed obnoxiously, pulling him hard enough to get him on the smooth floor behind me. His grip on my hand tightened even more and I felt his free hand awkwardly grab my hip just as tight as he trailed behind me.

"Babe, don't go fast." He pleaded.

I'm sure my body disobeyed his request because deep down I wanted to watch him fail and laugh at him like a terrible boyfriend. So I found myself skating gracefully, pulling Alex along as I gained some speed. He laughed, dropping my hand to put his hand on my other hip when I stopped moving and let the speed lead us down to the curve.

"You fucking asshole!" He called over my shoulder as I turned sharper than I intended. "Shit!"

I gasped, tripping as Alex's foot hit the back of mine. My heart jumped and I threw my arms out in front of me, somehow regaining my balance while Alex's foot clumsily smacked in between mine again. I looked back, laughing loudly and turning to grab his hand. He stumbled forward, knocking me into the wall along the edges before we both crashed to the ground.

"Oh shit." He hissed as I landed on top of him.

Immediately the worker rolling around the rink was blowing his whistle loudly as he skated over to us. I giggled, ignoring the pain shooting up my elbow from where it hit the ground as I easily stood to my feet. I brushed myself off, laughing down at Alex as he whined and just laid still until the guy in the black and white stripped shirt stood beside us. I looked over at him, recognizing him as the same guy from the skate rental, Cody.

"Are you two okay?" He interrogated.

"I'm fine." I replied, pointing down to Alex. "I'm not so sure about him."

"M'good." Alex chuckled, finally sitting up. "God damn, this is not my thing."

The guy chuckled, holding out a hand for Alex to grab. I bit my lip, watching him effortlessy pull Alex up to his feet only for him to stumble and nearly fall over again.

"Dude, you gotta practice more." He laughed.

"I don't think I'll ever be doing this after tonight, man." Alex replied, playfully glaring at me. "My boyfriend dragged me here with his sister and her friends."

"I know how that is." He nodded, patting Alex on the shoulder. "Well, my name is Cody if you guys need me."

"Yeah, thanks man." Alex nodded, watching him skate away to another kid that fell before turning back to me. "I hate you."

"Oh, you love this." I scoffed, taking his hand again.

"Oh yeah, I just love busting my ass." He said sarcastically, moving with me a lot better at the slow pace I started.

"I can't believe you can't skate." I repeated, slowing down as we came up to another turn.

"Okay, skateboarding is very different." He whined, almost moving his feet so it was like he was walking with the skates on. "I don't have four wheels on each foot and I'm like in control. These things are like death traps."

"I think death traps is a little dramatic to describe roller skates, babe." I chuckled.

"Whatever." He laughed, pressing a quick kiss to my cheek before stumbling again.
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"Jack!" Alex yelped, letting go of my hand to catch himself as he fell to his knees. "Fucking hell."

"I'm sorry!" I wheezed out through my laughs.

I literally just pulled him over the little tiny bump seperating the smooth floor of the rink from the carpet and the fucking idiot tripped over it. I bent over, not able to keep it in anymore. The laughs kept spilling between my lips, getting louder while I watched Alex struggle to get up. Every time he tried to stand up, the wheels would slid and knock him back on to his knees and it was one of the funniest things I've every seen.

"You're just watching the poor boy suffer!"

I breathed deeply, looking up to see a middle-aged woman laugh as she walked by with her little boy. She pointed at Alex and let out a friendly laugh before shaking her head and continuing on where she was going.

"Baby!" Alex whined through a laugh, moving so he was sitting on his ass. "Get these fucking things off of my feet."

I grinned, feeling my cheeks ache from all of the laughing and smiling the past few hours as I bent down. I untied the skates with little struggle and watched in amusement as he practically ripped them off.

"Freedom!" He shouted, not fazed by all of the people looking over at him like he's crazy.

I laughed as he tossed the skates to the side before he got to his feet. He brushed his knees off and stood in front of me, raising an eyebrow when he met my eyes.

"Woah, this is weird." He commented.

"It is." I agreed, staring him straight in the face instead of having to look up. "The skates make me as tall as you."

"I don't like it." He informed, leaning down and picking up his abandoned skates.

I rolled my eyes at him and skated over to the bench we started at. Plopping down on to it, I undid my own skates and slipped them off. I frowned, feeling a slight ache in my ankles. Shrugging, I slipped my converse back on just as Alex did and picked my skates up after I stood to my feet.

"My fucking feet hurt." Alex muttered as we walked back to the skate rental.

"Mine do too." I sighed contently. "It was worth it though, I had a lot of fun with you today."

He chuckled, holding both skates in one hand while he draped the other around my shoulders. We walked up to the counter and set the skates on them before he was leaning in front of me and pecking my lips.

"I fucking love you." He smiled.

The sincerity in his words made my heart flutter, butterflies still fluttering around my stomach despite how long we've been together.

"I love you too, Alex." I expressed, pulling him down by the neck to kiss him again.

I smiled into the kiss, pulling away before he could get too into it because I'm not trying to get any dirty looks from any parents. He sighed, pressing his forehead into mine for a few seconds before he pulled away from me completely and looked over to the little dining area.

"Is that Lauren?" He questioned, pointing over.

I looked over, frowning when I saw her standing with a group of guys. I definitely didn't like the tall-ish dude standing with his arm around her as he twisted the blue snapback on his head. I squinted at the muscle shirt and basketball shorts, automatically naming him a douche. After studying him for a minute, I noticed the five other dudes lounging around the area around all of her little friends.

"Fucking tools." Alex chuckled. "They're all wearing the same thing."

I laughed, looking around and taking in all of the different snapbacks and muscle shirts. I nodded in agreement and licked my lips. I sighed, pulling my cellphone from my pocket and unlocking it. A text from my mom popped up, asking when we were coming back and I hummed to myself, clicking on it to reply.

"My mom asked when we're coming back." I told Alex, glancing at the time. "It's after seven, so I'm thinking we can head back now. Plus I don't like seeing those guys all over my sister."

"Yeah." He agreed. "It's fucking weird."

"Are you good to leave?" I asked to be sure as I typed out a response.

"Is that even a question?" He replied. "I'm hungry anyway."

"When are you not hungry?" I retorted, rolling my eyes as I hit send.

"When I'm fucking you." He answered cheekily.

I smacked his arm, rolling my eyes with a small smile before leading him in the direction of Lauren's little group. Lauren stopped talking, immediately noticing our presence as we grew closer. She looked at me with wide eyes and shoved the toolbag's arm off of her side as he continued talking with the other guys surrounding them. I rolled my eyes at her embarrassment, motioning my head to the the doors across the large room.

"We're getting ready to leave." I announced, grabbing the atteniton of the guy next to Lauren as well as everyone else.

"So early?" Jane whined, practically sitting in one of the other guy's lap.

"It's after seven." Alex stated, draping his left arm over my shoulders loosely. "Not that early."

I bit my lip, watching Lauren's new guy friend's blue eyes trail over Alex before he stared at Alex's arm over my shoulder intensely. He frowned, and cleared his throat as he seemed to move away from her just a bit. I bit my cheek to hold in my giggle. I bet this kid is totally intimidated by Alex's stupid tattoos and attitude. I can't really be sure if that's what made him seem a little awkward or not, but our friends have told me that Alex gives off a bad ass kind of vibe.

"Okay, I was just talking with my new friend Derek and his friends; Eric, Lance, James, Kyle, and Brett." She noted, pointing to each boy as she listed them off.

"How old are you?" Alex interrogated, letting his finger lazily point at Derek for a second before it went limp over my shoulder.

"Uh-fifteen." He stammered, crossing his arms over his chest.

"Alex." Lauren started, giving him a warning glare.

Alex shrugged, forcing my body more into his side in the process. I giggled, wrapping my right arm around his waist as I rolled my eyes.

"Okay, well say goodbye to your little friends so I can get some food." He stated, pressing a sweet kiss to the side of my head before he pulled his lanyard from his back pocket and dangled his keys.

"Didn't you just eat on the way here?" Maddison exasperated, tugging her short skirt down as she cocked her hip.

"Damn, this one's got an attitude on her." Alex said with an eye roll.

"Shut up." I whispered, pinching his side when Lauren looked at me with wide eyes.

Alex just says whatever he wants no matter how rude it could be and even though I agree with him most of the time, I try to get him to keep it to himself. Especially when it comes to Lauren's friends because even though I think some of her friends are bitches, I try not to say anything. Lauren is just like me when it comes to confrontation and she tries to avoid it at all costs. The last thing I want is for tonight to end bad for her because Alex doesn't have a filter. Her new friends get offended way too easily and I don't need him accidently causing something between her and Lauren.

"Whatever." He mumbled, swinging his keys impatiently.

"Ready, Laur?" I smiled, ignoring the glare Maddison sent Alex.

She brushed her hair behind her ear and bit her lip, glancing between all of her friends before looking back at me. She shrugged before giving me her best big eyes.

"Can we meet you at the car?" She pleaded hopefully.

I opened my mouth and closed it like a fish, trying to think of a nice way to tell her she should just come out with us. I don't want to make her feel awkward or embarrassed in front of her friends and all these guys, but I don't know these guys and she doesn't know them very well and I have a strong feeling that she wants me to leave so she can have her first kiss with him. I feel like part of me should let her, but the other part thinks she shouldn't kiss a random ass kid she just met. That could just be my big brother side talking though.

"No." Alex answered for me.

"Alex!" She complained, covering her reddening face while everyone quietly looked between them.

"We're not gonna wait at the car so this little fucker can swap spit with you." He continued bluntly, pointing at Derek. "If he asked for your number and you guys hang out more than an hour at a shitty skating rink then sure, next time I'll turn my back so you can mack on each other. Not happening today."

I blushed for her, looking at Derek's shocked face, but most of me was relieved that Alex always knew what I wanted to say in these situations. Well, not exactly the same thing I would've said but still. Maddison and Jane started laughing along with some of the other guys while Lauren covered her face and groaned. I bit my cheek to hold back my chuckle as she uncovered her face and glared at Alex.

"I wasn't going to kiss him." She informed awkwardly with an eye roll. "Now why don't you go swap spit with my brother in your car while you wait for me?"

"Lauren!" I coughed out, my eyes growing wide at her suggestion.

"If I did that then we wouldn't just be swaping spit." Alex remarked, looking over at my hot cheeks. "Right, baby?"

"Alexander!" I exclaimed, smacking his stomach hard as my cheeks flared.

He shook with laughter at my embarassment, not giving two shits that he practically announced he would be fucking me in his car if we were to go wait in it. I'm not quite sure they understood what he was implying, but it was still not something I wanted my little sister to know.

"You guys are together?" Derek questioned awkwardly, looking at me instead of Alex.

"Yeah." I confrimed, willing the blush to leave my cheeks.

"Oh, that's cool." He smiled, clearing his throat as he looked to Lauren.

"Are we ready to go?" Alex broke in impatiently.

"Please guys, it's not even eight yet." Lauren whined, giving me her puppy eyes again.

I bit my lip, not sure if I wanted to leave her alone or not. Then I thought back to when I was fourteen and how I wouldn't want my older sibling to be hovering over me if I had one. I was always super embarassed and awkward around Alex if my mom was around because I knew she was there so I wasn't doing shit I wasn't supposed t be doing. Maybe I should give her a little bit of freedom with her friends for the first time. This guy is fifteen though and she justturned fourteen last week.

"Please, Jacky." She begged, sticking her bottom lip out after she realized she caught my attention.

"Mom wanted us to bring you home." I sighed, deciding against my idea to let her stay the last forty minutes or so. "Sorry."

"Okay." She frowned, stepping away from Derek. "Uh...bye."

I licked my lips, waiting for him to stop her as she stepped over to me. He didn't, he just went back to talking with his friends while Jessica came to stand by Lauren's side. I gave her a small smile and nudged Alex, ready to leave when Lauren cleared her throat.

"Huh?" I asked, moving my attention to her.

"We kinda need to take Maddison home too..." She revealed slowly.

"Are you kidding me?" I grumbled.

She shook her head and I rolled my eyes, turning towards the group as they continued talking with the friends we didn't drive. Maddison was squirming around some boy's lap and twirling her hair ridiculously in attempt to flirt.

"Maddison, come on." I told her, catching her attention from the guy she was on.

"I'm not ready-" She tried.

"If I'm your ride then let's fucking go or I'm gonna leave your ass here." Alex noted, already turning to start our way to the exit.

"Ugh! Fine." She exclaimed rudely.

I rolled my eyes, tightening my arm around Alex's back as he led us back to the doors silently. I could hear the girls talking quietly behind us as we walked out into the cool night air, but Alex and I stayed silent. I just leaned into him and let him lead me to the car, only seperating when we walked up the space he parked in.

"It's really cold." Lauren commented as Alex unlocked the car.

"You shoulda brought a jacket." Jessica stated, waiting for me to open my door.

I pulled it open once the click sounded and pushed the seat forward so Jessica and Maddison could climb in. Jessica went in first while Maddison stood beside me with a scowl on her face. I rolled my eyes, leaning back against the door while she finally climbed in.

"I still have shit in my trunk if you want me to look for a hoodie." Alex told Lauren after she got in on his side.

"Yes please." She laughed lightly.

"Find one for me too." I added, feeling goosebumps rise on my arms.

"Got it, baby."

I smiled, hearing him pop his trunk. Right after Maddison was all the way in, I pushed the seat back and plopped in lazily. All that being on my feet really wore me out tonight. I sighed, pulling my door shut and buckling my seat belt. A few seconds later the trunk slammed shut and Alex was dropping down into his own seat.

"Here." He called, holding a black hoodie behind his seat until she grabbed it.

"Thanks!" She exclaimed happily.

"Yeah." He chuckled before something heavy fell on to my lap.

"Thanks, baby." I grinned, picking up the red and white hoodie from his work.

I pulled it over my head and shoved my arms through, taking in the smell of oil and grease as well as stale cigarette smoke. I smiled, relaxing back in my seat as the warmth and smells consumed me. I closed my eyes, listening to the radio play quietly as Alex pulled out of the spot.

"It smells like oil or smoke." Maddison commented after a few minutes of driving.

"It's probably me and Jack." Lauren laughed. "Alex always smells like car stuff because he works in a shop."

"I think it smells good." Jessica admitted quietly.

"It does smell good." I agreed, turning my head towards Alex and smiling sweetly.

He rolled his eyes and held his arm of the center council for me to tangle our fingers together. I smiled, filling with happiness at the feelings rushing through me from the gesture. I held his hand tightly, keeping my gaze out of my window as we drove silently with the radio low. It almost seemed like it was too fast for Alex to be pulling in front of Jessica's house again.

"Bye guys." Lauren spoke up once he stopped along the curb.

I yawned, dropping Alex's hand so I could unbuckle and get out of the car. They stepped out quickly once I situated the seat and I sighed in relief. Normally it takes them a damn hour to say goodbye because they can't stop talking.

"Bye Jack." Jessica smiled.

"Bye." I waved, yawning again before getting back in the car.

"You're so tired, babe." Alex commented once he started driving again.

"I guess today just wore me out." I shrugged, closing my eyes as I rested back in my seat.

I sighed, hearing Alex's voice and the low music start to fade out as my body felt more and more relaxed. I let out a deep breath, feeling myself drifting off as the sound completey faded away from around me. I jolted awake, burning eye opening to see darkness. I frowned, rubbing my hands over my eyes before looking down to see my comforter thrown over me. Wasn't I just in the car?

Furrowing my eyebrows, I slolwy moved the blanket off of me and turned on to my right side. I looked to my nightstand to see the glowing red number tell me that it's after four thirty in the morning. I yawned and turned back on to my back, looking to my left when I noticed dull light and finding Alex laying on his back with my laptop sitting on his stomach. I could barely hear the sound coming from the headphones stuck in his ears, but I could tell it was some kind of music.

"Baby?" I whispered groggily.

I frowned when I went ignored, letting my gaze get drawn to his tired eyes. I could make out the dark bags forming under them from the light coming from the screen and the way his lips parted just barely also let me know how tired he really must be.

"Alex." I called a little louder, moving my hand to press into a visible patch of his side.

He jumped, looking over at me with wide eyes before he visibly relaxed and let out a sigh. He reached his hand up and yanked the headphones from his ears with a small yawn.

"What're you doin' up, baby?" He asked quietly.

"I thought I was still in the car?" I mumbled questioningly.

"Yeah you passed out so I brought you home and carried you up here so you could sleep better." He chuckled quietly. "Then I took Lauren to Coney Island and I brought you back a cheeseburger for tomorrow."

"Thanks." I smiled sleepily. "You should've woken me up though."

"You looked too cute." He shrugged, looking back to the computer. "And you were really fucking worn out."

"Why aren't you sleeping?" I yawned. "It's almost five in the morning, Lex."

"Couldn't sleep." He replied, voice slightly husky.

I licked my lips, feeling more awake as the familiar warm tingle shot through my gut at the sound of his voice. I cleared my throat and wiped at my eyes, feeling my breathing pick up as I took in Alex's bare chest under the laptop. I bit my lip, knowing he was only in his boxers underneath the covers which seemed to make my gut twist harder in want.

"Uh...baby?"

I snapped out of my daze, looking over as he licked his lips. I shivered, moving to my knees before I was taking the laptop off of his chest and closing it. I shoved it on to the nightstand, barely hearing the headphones thump down to the carpet as I climbed over Alex's lap.

"I'll help you get tired." I whispered seductively, running my hands down his chest.

"Jack." He gasped, tensing under my touch. "What the hell's gotten into you?"

"I don't know, but I want you into me." I whined, biting my lip.

I gasped, biting back my smile when I felt him harden beneath me. The heat in my gut intensified and I could already feel myself straining in my own boxers too.

"Damn, baby." He grunted, pressing his fingers into my hips tightly. "Ride me."

I nodded eagerly, leaning over to my side of the bed and reaching for the lube under the corner once again. I pulled it out with a quiet cheer and hurriedly shoved the comforter away from us.

"C'mon, baby." Alex muttered, gripping my thighs. "I wanna feel you."

Chills ran down my spine and I crouched over him to pull my boxers off. After tossing them to the ground, I yanked at his waistband harshly and tugged them down his legs far enough for him to kick them off.

"Mm." He hissed, hands returning to my thighs as I straddled just above his knees.

My eyes finally dilated in the blackness again and I could just barely make out his hand stroking himself. I popped the lube open, slapping his hand away before I covered my own hand and coated him thickly. The hitch in his breath turned me on even more and I couldn't cover him fast enough.

"Fuck." He groaned, the only sound filling the silent house being my hand slipping up and down.

I bit my lip and positioned myself over him before I slowly guided myself down. I sighed in relief once I was sitting all the way down, my thighs trembling with how full I feel.

"Mm, feels so good." Alex grunted, tugging my thighs forward a bit.

I gasped, the small movement forcing him against the right spot dead on. I tossed my head back, biting my lip as my eyes rolled back.

"Alex." I choked out, biting my lip.

Sucking in a deep breath, I leaned back with my hands pressing into his thighs before I started pushing myself up. I dropped back down harshly, gasping at the pleasure shooting up my spine. Desperate to keep feeling the familiar tingles, I found myself rising and falling at a decent speed.

"Fuck." He growled, breathing heavily.

I panted, whining deep in my throat as I tried to keep quiet. I wanted to let everything out so bad, but I know everyone is sleeping and I definitely don't need anyone walking in or something.

"Oh!" I cried out, biting my lip harshly as Alex gripped my hips and thrust up into me as I pushed down.

I moved to rest my hands on his sweaty shoulders as my bouncing got more desperate. I could feel the tightening in my gut and my dick was practically begging to let go. I whined, shuddering when Alex griped me and started pumping me as fast as I bounced.

"Alex!" I moaned, not able to control myself as white clouded my vision.

I slammed down on to him, gripping his shoulders hard as all of my muscles tensed. I barely registered the hand covering my mouth while I spilled all across his stomach and chest. I continued to moan as I rode out my high, clenching tighter when I felt him burst inside of me. I continued moving, gripping his hand over my mouth in my own tightly until our we came down from the high.

"Fucking fuck, baby." Alex breathed, moving his hands back to my hips.

I hummed in agreement, allowing him to tug me forward. I kneeled up, whimpering when he pulled out of me. I licked my dry lips, feeling the mess spill out of me as I continued to hover over him.

"Damn, Jack." He chuckled lightly. "That was fucking good."

"Yeah." I panted, legs trembling as I moved to lay back down by his side. "I'm shaking."

"You're always shaking when I'm done with you." He retorted cockily.

"If I didn't feel so good and tired right now, I'd slap you." I practically slurred, feeling my eyes droop.

"Mm. Kinky." He joked, pressing a quick kiss to my lips.

"Love you." I mumbled, feeling the darkness take over me before I could even hear him say it back.
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I groaned tiredly, feeling an ach in my thighs as I straighted my legs out. I yawned, moving to snuggle more into Alex. I frowned when my arm met a cold space and peeked my eyes open to find the bed empty. Sitting up, I yawned again and rubbed my eyes. I sniffled, glaring at the light flooding my room.

"I don't want it to be morning yet." I whined to myself, turning to look at my alarm clock to see it was after eleven in the morning.

I sighed, grimacing at the crusty feel of my sheets under my thighs as I slid off of my bed. Looking down, I found myself butt naked with spots of dried come on just below my belly button. I grimaced, moving my hand to the back of my thighs to feel a crusty mess.

"Fucking Alex and his loathe for condoms." I grumbled, grabbing a random shirt from the ground and scrubbing myself clean.

Once it was all off, I dropped the shirt back to the ground and pulled on my boxers from last night. I hissed when the waistband smacked into my hips and looked down to see dark bruises forming. Heat rushed to my cheeks and I hurriedly moved to my dressed to grab a clean t-shirt. I pulled on another one of Alex's many band shirts before pulling on his superman pj bottoms. After running my hands through my bedhead, I walked over to my door and opened it.

"Jack!" Lauren yelped, holding her hand over her heart as she came up from the steps. "You scared me!"

"Sorry." I laughed lightly, ignoring the glare she sent me as she kept walking.

I shook my head with another little laugh before I made my way down the stairs and into the kitchen. My stomach rumbled loudly before it flipped. I frowned at the sudden sick feeling and continued over to the island, finding my mom at the stove.

"Good morning, Jack." She greeted, turning to smile at me. "I expected you to be up early and make Alex breakfast before he went to work like usual."

"Oh yeah." I thought out loud. "That's where he went."

"Where else did you think he would be? It is only after eleven afterall." She joked, flipping the grilled cheese over in the pan.

"I was a little confused this morning." I chuckled. "I woke up in my bed when I thought I was still in the car and then Alex wasn't asleep yet. I don't even know when he went to sleep and I guess I was so tired I didn't hear him get up like usual."

"He said goonight to me last night at ten thirty." She informed, pulling a few plates from the cupboard.

I nodded even though she couldn't see me. I know for a fact he didn't go to bed then if he was up at five this morning. I bit my lip, thinking back to how horny I got so suddenly. That hasn't happened to me so early like that before like ever. I hummed, shaking the dirty memories out of my mind as I reminded myself that my mother is in the room.

"I was surprised that you were out like a light before eight last night. Are you feeling okay, hun?" She questioned, placing a plate with two grilled cheeses on it in front of me.

I breathed in, immediatly feeling my stonach twist uncomfortably at the the smell of the melted cheese. I opened my mouth only for it to fill with thick saliva as my jaw tingled. I scooted off of the stool, shoving a hand over my mouth as I gagged.

"Jack?" My mom called worriedly.

I shook my head at her nd rushed to the bathroom next to the kitchen. I hurriedly dropped to my knees, ignoring the protest in my thighs at the movement and puhing the tilet seat up just in time for everything I consumed yesterday to come back up. I coughed harshly, squeezing my watering eyes closed as another wave of nausea hit me.

"Mom?!" Lauren shouted worriedly.

"Hold on, Laur! Jack's puking!" My mom yelled back, her loud voice echoing along the walls as she entered the bathroom. "It's okay, honey. Let it all out."

I dry-heaved miserably, choking for air as I leaned over the toilet awkwardly. My mom rubbed soothing circles into my lower back and I instantly relaxed more.

"Deep breathes, baby." She reminded. "You're okay."

I sighed, finally able to breathe again. I spit a few times before my mom was wiping my mouth with a wad of toilet paper and flushing the disgusting sight away. I swallowed thickly, whining at the soreness taking over my throat. I plopped back on to my butt and leaned against the wall as I breathed slowly, holding my stomach softly.

"What's wrong with him?"

I closed my eyes, cringing at as the churning returned. I gulped, grimacing at the thick saliva pouring to the front of my mouth. I took in a shaky breath, feeling the tingling in my jaw intensify.

"I don't know, Lauren." Mom told, placing her hand on my back as I moved forward to lean of the toilet again. "He was fine five minutes ago."

I choked out another spell of vomit and was glad to see stomach acid instead of chunks. Just the thought of what I saw minutes ago had me dry-heaving harshly and coughing out spit.

"You're okay." Mom comforted, rubbing bigger circles into my back underneath my t-shirt.

"What the heck is on his side?" Lauren pointed out curiously.

I whined, spitting into the toilet once more before flushing it. I leaned back and rested on the wall, frowning when my mom pulled my t-shirt up.

"Jack!" She gasped. "What the hell is that?"

I swallowed, breathing heavily as I lazily glanced down to what she was pointing out. I coughed, my heart skipping when she ran her fingers over the finger shaped bruises Alex left over my hip.

"Uh...it's a bruise." I mumbled, trying to calm my heartbeat.

I reached for the toilet paper and ripped a few sheets off before bringing it to my mouh and wiping it off slowly to avoid eye contact.

"Alex was holding on to tight when we were skating because he can't skate for crap." I mumbled hoarsly, not completely lying.

"I'm going to have to tell him he better be more careful." She scolded lightly, pushing my bangs out of my face.

I blushed, thankful that they were already red from the puking. With another whine, I rubbed my stomach softly and sighed in relief when the churning subsided. I sat still for another few minutes with Lauren and mom watching me until I felt okay to move.

"I feel okay now." I told them, slowly standing to my feet.

"Do you want to lay down?" Mom suggested.

"No, I feel fine." I shrugged, hearing my stomach growl. "I'm kind of hungry now."

"Maybe you should stick to toast." Lauren noted before walking away from the bathroom.

"Yes, you're definitely going to eat toast." Mom informed, leading me back out into the kitchen.

I rolled my eyes and sighed, moving to sit back in my original spot while she slid my plate of grilled cheeses over to Lauren at the spot next to me. I rested my arms over the counter and held my head up with my hands while I watched mom pop some pumperknickle bread into the toaster. I hummed, stomach aching again. This time instead of the dreadful sick feeling, it was a feeling of hunger.

"You look different." Lauren stated.

"What do you mean?" I wondered, looking over at her while mom busied herself fixing my toast.

"I can't think of the word." She shrugged, staring at me for a few seconds before her face lit up. "Oh, I know! You're glowing, which is weird since you just puked your guts up."

Glowing? What the fuck is that supposed to mean?

"Here you go, hun. Eat slow."

I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion before shaking the thought to the back of my mind and grabbing my toast. I didn't realize how hungry I really was until I took the first bite.

Notes

Comments

This is getting so complicated! What's up with Jasey and Alex? On a side note I'm pretty sure you mixed up fetus and uterus. ;)

T-what T-what
11/9/17

Mine, too. It's one of my favourites on here. And poor Jack, everybody is being mean to him. At least Alex is being nicer than before. I don't get his parents decision, like what is that supposed to help? And as we can see, it doesn't stop them from doing it, they do it in the car instead.
parents are so dumb sometimes!

T-what T-what
2/18/17

This is literally my favorite fic on this site at the moment. Oh my God, I swear.

It's so beautifully written, and I just want to snuggle Jack sometimes.

I read this story in one night and have been waiting for an update and I'm so glad you're back!! This is so well written. I have experience with someone close to me suffering from drug abuse and you capture it perfectly. I can't wait to see where this goes and I can't wait for happy Jalex!

annasaur annasaur
1/16/17

You're back yeeeeesss...also I actually really like that chapter, I actually never met anyone or read a story about anyone who suffers from drug abuse and it's really interesting to see this perspective or how it's difficult and it fucks up your life. I really don't know anything about drugs, I only have one character who does drugs but it was a short period and I never really had the time to write it or to do some research, so yeah I'm glad you wrote this even if it's not happy and I want to both yell at Jack or Alex it's well written and indeed really important since it's a big part of Alex's background.

Costati Costati
1/15/17