Aidan's POV

"Mummy?" Flo said as she wondered into mine and Wills room since I was still in bed since Will had gone to work and we managed to get Zig into play group so he was there for the day.
"Yeah baby." I said and rolled onto Wills side of the bed and Flo climbed up and cuddled into my chest.
"There's no baby?" She asked.
"No Flo, no baby." I said sadly.
"Don't be sad mummy. Daddy, Zig and me will look after you." She said which made me smile a lot.
"I know you will." I said and kissed the top of her head.
"Is mummy poorly?" She asked.
Christ I hate this age of all the questions.
"Just a little." I said and looked at my arm which was still bandaged.
"I kiss it all better." She said and picked my arm up and kissed it.
I smiled and Flo looked at me.
"What about giving me a kiss?" I asked and she nodded and gave me a sloppy kiss.
I chuckled.
"I'm hungry." Flo said as she messed with my hair.
"Is that my cue to get up?" I chuckled and Flo nodded.
"Okay then." I said and got up and Flo followed me to the kitchen.

I had the radio playing and Flo was dancing round the place because she liked whatever song was on.
I smiled and recorded her and sent it to Will saying something along the lines of her having his moves.
"Mummy I'm thirsty." Flo said as she ran out to the kitchen and just sat down on the floor.
I chuckled and made her up a drink and gave it too her.
"I'm going to be like Seth." She said.
"What crazy like Seth or a dancer?" I asked and joined her on the floor.
"A dancer." She said and got up and spun round on the spot which made me chuckle.
"See a pretty dancer." She said.
"A very pretty dancer." I said and Flo smiled and sat down next to me and cuddled into my side.
"Love you mummy." She said.
"I love you too sweetheart." I said and kissed the top of her head.

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Will had come home with Zig while I was reading to Flo.
"How are my favourite girls then?" Will asked and kissed the top of Flos head and kissed me then sat next to me.
"We're good." I said quietly and flo moved and sat between me and Will.
"Mummy look what I drew!" Zig said and ran over and climbed on the sofa and plonked his bum next to me and showed me this picture.
"Wow Zig that's really good! Shell we put it on the fridge?" I said as I looked at the picture.
"Yeah! Come with me mummy." He said and got off the sofa and I followed him and put it up on the fridge.
I picked him up and kissed his cheek.
"Everyone can see it now." He said happily.
"They sure can sweetie." I said and held him close to me.
"I love you Zig." I said quietly and kissed the side if his head.
"I love you too mummy." He said and kisses my cheek which made me smile and I put him down.
"Find something for you and Flo to watch." I said and put him down and he nodded and ran in the sitting room nearly running into Will which made me chuckle.

"How you holding up?" He asked and wrapped his arms round my waist.
"As long as I have you and the kids I'll be okay." I said and turned round and hugged him and kissed his chest as he returned my hug.
"Jinx and Ash are coming round in a bit. Is that okay?" He said and looked at me.
"Yeah, its fine by me." I said and kissed him.
I was just making the most of being in Wills arms when Zig came out with Flo.
"Mummy Flo had an accident." Zig said.
"Oh dear, let's go and sort it out poppet." I said and went upstairs with Flo and sorted her out while Will clean the mess up.

We got the kids to bed before Jinx and Ash came because we just managed to calm them down and Ash and Jinx was very good and winding them up.
Someone knocked on the door so Will answered it and Ash and Jinx walked in.
"Hey there beautiful, how you holding up?" Ash said and engulfed me into a hug which I returned.
"I'm doing okay thanks Ash." I said quietly as he let me go and Jinx pulled me into a hug which I also returned.

We talk about stuff and work for a while and then we hit a but of a silence.
"I'll be back at work next week." I said and all three of them looked at me.
"Aid you don't have to rush back." Will said.
"I need to keep myself busy, being back at work will keep me busy and so will looking after the kids." I said going off into my own world.
"Babe, sit down and think about this." Will said and sat me on the sofa.
" Will if Aid wants to come back to work then she can, we'll work something out." Jinx said.
"Just think it might be too soon." He said and looked down.
"I'll be fine babe, I always am." I said and kissed him which he returned.
"I'm just worried." Will said.
"We all are worried Aid. Will told us what's happened, just know that me and Ash are always here if you need to talk about anything okay." Jinx said.
I smiled and got up and sat next to Jinx and rested my head on his shoulder and he put his on top of mine.
"I know you guys are always here for me." I said quietly.
Will came over and sat next to me and we all pretty much had this big group hug going on.
I smoked and yawned loudly.
Ash and Jinx chuckled.
"We better get going." Ash said and moved away from Jinx and got up and helped Jinx up.
"See you guys later." Will said and got up and helped me up.
"Later dudes." Jinx said and they saw themselves out.
"Bed?" Will asked as he went and locked the door.
I nodded and Will came over and picked me up and kissed my forehead and we went upstairs.

Me and Will was in bed cuddling which we've been doing a lot off lately.
"Do you want more kids?" Will asked.
"Course I do. I just think its gonna take time to get over this." I said quietly.
"I know babe. I was just wondering that's all." He said and kissed behind my ear.
"Why?" I asked and rolled over to face him and moved some hair from his eyes which made him smile.
"I was just wondering because if you didn't then I would respect you choice." He said.
I smiled and kissed him.
"We'll try again in a few months if you want." I said and he smiled and nodded.
"I like that idea." He said quietly.
I smiled and cuddled more into his chest and slowly fell asleep.

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