Jack


Now to my the best and last class of the day, music. Literally the only class I put any effort into, because it’s the only one I like.
I fell in love with music since I was a little kid,I grew up listening to rock music, got a guitar really young, and have been playing everyday since, and I’m somewhat in a band with my best friends.
Now I’m falling in love with Alex Gaskarth, who was shockingly sitting in the back of the class, looking as adorable as ever. The two seats next to him were taken, so I sat in front of him, trying to be as close to him as possible. I just wanted to stare at him, I mean his handsome face was just behind me. I had to fight the strong, very strong urge to turn around and grab his face with two hands and kiss the shit out of him. Wait, could I do that? Would that be weird? I want to do that.

“Jack, don’t tell me you’re thinking what I think you’re thinking.” Cass said, and sat down next to me.

“Um, well… That depends.” I laughed.

“Thank god you’re in this class, I donno anyone else in here.” She spoke, but I couldn’t be less interested. Alex Gaskarth was behind me!
The teacher started talking about what we were doing this year, what songs we will be learning on guitar and singing, and some group project where we pick a song and everybody in the group either plays an instrument or sings. It sounds pretty dumb, but I could play anything on guitar, so I had nothing to worry about. The kids who have no musical talent, and just took this class because it’s required, they have something to worry about.

“Can we pick our groups?” Somebody asked.

“I don’t care.” The teacher answered, spinning around in his spinny chair. Seriously?
I turned around, and stared at Alex and the kid with glasses he was talking to.

“You two are with us.” I declared, pointing to them, than me and Cass. They both looked up surprised, the guy with glasses gave me a death stare. What did I do to him?

“Uh, what he meant to say is... Do you guys want to be in our group?” Cass covered for me.

Both boys looked at each other, Alex nodded shyly, when I made direct eye contact with him I nearly shit my pants. HOLY CRAP HE’S EVEN SEXIER UP CLOSE. Oh my god, how do I get closer to this shy boy? He still hasn’t said a word, and I really wanted to hear his voice.

Cass smirked at me, noticing how I was staring at my crush. I literally never have crushes… I’m so not used to this, I’ve never ever felt this way about anyone. We all introduced ourselves, the other kid named Brendon introduced Alex, because he still hasn’t spoke.

Wait… Brendon looks familiar. Big lips Brendon!! I slept with him a while ago, I’m pretty sure he is bi like me. That’s why he was glaring at me, and still was. That boy is a good kisser, and if he goes anywhere near my Alex I will beat the shit out of him. He is mine. Even though I don’t even know if Alex is gay, or anything, it’s just a hope.

“Okay, judging by you guy’s Blink, Nirvana, and Green Day shirt, we probably won’t be doing a song I would sing.” Cass pointed out all of our shirts, stopping at my Green Day shirt.

“I can sing too, and so can Alex.” Brendon spoke up. ALEX CAN FUCKING SING? Does this boy get any hotter? Is he even real?

“N-no, I r-really don’t s-sing… I can’t.” Alex stuttered, panicked about Brendon’s statement. His british voice sounded unreal, it is adorable. He is flawless.

“Alex, you should!” Brendon encouraged, but just stressed him out more.

“No, Alex doesn’t have to if he doesn’t want to.” I stood up for him, getting the death glare back from the guy I once slept with. Alex gave me a thankful look, then looked back down at his feet shyly. Cutie.

We planned on doing the song Teenage Dirtbag by Wheatus, with me and Alex playing it on acoustic guitar, Brendon being the lead singer, and Cass singing backup vocals. I know she really deserved better than being backup vocals, because she was an amazing singer, but we couldn’t have three guitars. Well we could, but she doesn’t know how to play bass. The class was nearly over, and I couldn’t just not talk to Alex for the rest of the day.

“Alex.” I called to him, he pulled an earbud out of his ear to listen to me.

“Put your number in, we should probably talk about our guitar parts. ” I said, trying to sound casual, but I felt nervous.

I never feel nervous when talking to someone I like, why do I like this boy so much? He blushed, and just gave me a quick nod and typed his number in my phone. I have Alex Gaskarth’s number. Why do I care so much?!? I have everybody in the school’s number, I would delete them all if I had to keep just this one. I haven’t felt like this before, not about anyone. He’s just so shy, and innocent, and perfect, I just want to wrap us both up in a big blanket and cuddle with him all day, I want to learn all his dreams, fears and secrets, comfort him when he needs it, love him unconditionally. I think that actually do I love him, I’ve never loved anyone before. He makes me nervous and gives me butterflies.

Notes

This is kinda poorly written, and not much jalex, BUT JUST WAIT.
What do you guys think Alex feels about meeting Jack?
How do you guys feel about Brendon and Jack? :O
I will try to schedule days that I post a chapter on, but I will post at least once a week.

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Title Credit- My Only One